The Angst Writer

Young writer, she/her, angsty teen I love rain I am the most unreliable person I know. "Know that whatever happens next, it is all a lie" ࣪ ִֶָ☾.࣪ ִֶָ☾.࣪ ִֶָ☾. ♱⋆. I'm a Christian .⋆♱ Forever a Noah Kahan music girl I'm in so many small fandoms, but my three biggest are: The Chose tv series, KotLC, and Criminal Minds. ࣪ ִֶָ☾.࣪ ִֶָ☾.࣪ ִֶָ☾. I run the @Councillor-Bronte-of-the-cities kotlc rp blog I spend way to much time on ao3 ^^ Sometimes I write fanfic if I feel like it (its very rare) I bed rot because I have no whimsy anymore- but I'm trying to fix that "I got dreams, but I can't make myself believe them" <3

[flyerguardian]

"I was one way, and now I am completely different. And the thing that happened in between was Him."

-Mary Magdalene from The Chosen

[flyerguardian]

Ah, yes. I have watched a bunch of sad edits and listened to a bunch of sad songs. Perfect time to go to sleep :]

(whydoidothesethingstomyself. Ihavenoregretsbutstillimgonnacryyyy)

[impisback-tellafriend]

they feel very lalala x okokok coded idk

Lennor and Lucilla wedding day photo based off of that scene from Singin in the Rain :)

little thing about my art in general is that before anything else I want people to notice MOVEMENT. That’s mostly why I love drawing sheer fabrics that I can just draw around a figure in any way I want. To show MOVEMENT idk if that makes sense

but awwww the newlyweds aren’t they so cute???? Also go check out @ihavenoconsistentinterests drawings of them because OMG they are so cute in her style

reference below:

but yes. I like to imagine that for weddings, elves will just get absolutely DECKED OUT in jewelry to the point you almost can’t look at the newlyweds because they’re basically glowing

idk

but yeah lmk what you guys think I spent like 5 hours on this one and I rlly like it :)

taglist:

@ihavenoconsistentinterests

@violetthediva

@twinklefwinkle

@er-idkhehe2

@cami11e4450

@causalshapeshifter

@flyerguardian

@the-blue-one247

@asillylittleguy333

@witchesash

@spacenuggets

@bookishandartsy

@autistic-arsonist

@downbad4theancientskotlc

@artemisiarising

@lokiostasis

@raynilikescats

@randomfandomwriter

@caravalxjurdan240

[impisback-tellafriend]

Lennor showing little Bronte and Maylin the wedding photo. I want to be delusional and say that that photo was the moneyshot

what is he saying to them? WRONG ANSWERS ONLY

[flyerguardian]

AWWWWWW LOOK AT THEMMM ✨✨✨✨✨

Ahem ahem. This is the best I could come up with :')

I had so much fun doing this hehehehehehehehe

[impisback-tellafriend]

OMG NO THAT IS SO GOOD WHAT

NOOOO LENNOR FOCUSED ON HIS HAIR IS SOO GOOD YESS

AND HIM DROPPING LUCILLA SO THAT HE WOULD GET CAKE FIRST IS EVERYTHING THAT IS CANON NOW YESS

FLYER THESE ARE INCREDIBLE YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THESE 😭😭😭😭😭

[flyerguardian]

OMD THANK YOUUUUU I HAD SO MUCH FUN DOING IT- YOUR ART IS INSPIRING OF CREATIVITY IG😂🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[impisback-tellafriend]

they feel very lalala x okokok coded idk

Lennor and Lucilla wedding day photo based off of that scene from Singin in the Rain :)

little thing about my art in general is that before anything else I want people to notice MOVEMENT. That’s mostly why I love drawing sheer fabrics that I can just draw around a figure in any way I want. To show MOVEMENT idk if that makes sense

but awwww the newlyweds aren’t they so cute???? Also go check out @ihavenoconsistentinterests drawings of them because OMG they are so cute in her style

reference below:

but yes. I like to imagine that for weddings, elves will just get absolutely DECKED OUT in jewelry to the point you almost can’t look at the newlyweds because they’re basically glowing

idk

but yeah lmk what you guys think I spent like 5 hours on this one and I rlly like it :)

taglist:

@ihavenoconsistentinterests

@violetthediva

@twinklefwinkle

@er-idkhehe2

@cami11e4450

@causalshapeshifter

@flyerguardian

@the-blue-one247

@asillylittleguy333

@witchesash

@spacenuggets

@bookishandartsy

@autistic-arsonist

@downbad4theancientskotlc

@artemisiarising

@lokiostasis

@raynilikescats

@randomfandomwriter

@caravalxjurdan240

[impisback-tellafriend]

Lennor showing little Bronte and Maylin the wedding photo. I want to be delusional and say that that photo was the moneyshot

what is he saying to them? WRONG ANSWERS ONLY

[flyerguardian]

AWWWWWW LOOK AT THEMMM ✨✨✨✨✨

Ahem ahem. This is the best I could come up with :')

I had so much fun doing this hehehehehehehehe

[flyerguardian]

The worst part is it wasn't the writing itself that was hard. It was trying to figure out what type of vehicle each character would drive in a modern collage au that was hard *eye twitches*

[flyerguardian]

If anyone wants to be a voice actor for @causalshapeshifter 's game they're looking for some!!!!!✨

[flyerguardian]

Currently listening to Noah Kahan and cleaning my room. It's rainy and cold out, I call this perfection.

[lokiostasis]

Best experience I ever had with him was drinking four cups of coffee and paining three doors in my guardian’s studio. I listened to over 20 hours of Noah Kahan.

I love you Noah Kahan.

[flyerguardian]

That sounds amazing- he truly can set the mood omdddd

[impisback-tellafriend]

nothing quite like waking up only to find you are now supposed to spend you’re morning cleaning the house

[flyerguardian]

This happens often to you too? :')

[impisback-tellafriend]

almost every week without fail

[flyerguardian]

The real horror is how easily the house gets so bad in such a short span of time :')

[witchesash]

my parents have given up:) the only time we deep clean is when people are staying over and that never happens

[flyerguardian]

Please tell me how you achieved this😭🙏

[witchesash]

a six year old that makes everything not clean, parents that hate being around people, and said six year old pushing said parents to their limit that they give up on most things

[flyerguardian]

No because why does this generation of little siblings have the ability to make our parents absolutely loose it and give up on life😭😭

[witchesash]

they've given up on parenting sometimes, and just send me to do it luckily I know how to make the demon child sleep

[flyerguardian]

We just let mine watch YouTube until she passes out at around nine :')

[witchesash]

Mine has the most insane bedtime routine its not even funny and she will have a breakdown if you forget one thing it's happened it was scary

[flyerguardian]

Are you okay?? Do I need to send in a rescue team?? I can only imagine what lengths a six year old can achieve💀

[subtletwilighteternity]

I was feeling very evil

[flyerguardian]

My sister has a torture camp in her Minecraft world. It's impressive and TERRIFYING😭😭😭

[subtletwilighteternity]

That's somehow worse than burning a villager at the stake

[flyerguardian]

I've stopper trying my to teach her mercy and instead beg for it

[lokiostasis]

who ever u are mod u encapsulate this bald man so well

😘🎀

[ihavenoconsistentinterests]

@flyerguardian youre winning

[flyerguardian]

This is the greatest compliment I have received today✨

(Seriously I spend way to much time over thinking my rp responses I'm very happy to know I'm channeling my inner Bronte hehehehehe)

[lokiostasis]

I never get more annoyed than interacting with him as Lulu (this is a compliment to the highest degree it feels like I’m sophie in book one) excellent stuff girl!!!

[flyerguardian]

I love interacting with your oc its always so much fun✨ (THXXXX<3)

[impisback-tellafriend]

nothing quite like waking up only to find you are now supposed to spend you’re morning cleaning the house

[flyerguardian]

This happens often to you too? :')

[impisback-tellafriend]

almost every week without fail

[flyerguardian]

The real horror is how easily the house gets so bad in such a short span of time :')

[witchesash]

my parents have given up:) the only time we deep clean is when people are staying over and that never happens

[flyerguardian]

Please tell me how you achieved this😭🙏

[witchesash]

a six year old that makes everything not clean, parents that hate being around people, and said six year old pushing said parents to their limit that they give up on most things

[flyerguardian]

No because why does this generation of little siblings have the ability to make our parents absolutely loose it and give up on life😭😭

[witchesash]

they've given up on parenting sometimes, and just send me to do it luckily I know how to make the demon child sleep

[flyerguardian]

We just let mine watch YouTube until she passes out at around nine :')

[subtletwilighteternity]

I was feeling very evil

[flyerguardian]

My sister has a torture camp in her Minecraft world. It's impressive and TERRIFYING😭😭😭

[flyerguardian]

hue there, want to help me with making my game?

That sounds fun, what's the game about?? :3

[impisback-tellafriend]

nothing quite like waking up only to find you are now supposed to spend you’re morning cleaning the house

[flyerguardian]

This happens often to you too? :')

[impisback-tellafriend]

almost every week without fail

[flyerguardian]

The real horror is how easily the house gets so bad in such a short span of time :')

[witchesash]

my parents have given up:) the only time we deep clean is when people are staying over and that never happens

[flyerguardian]

Please tell me how you achieved this😭🙏

[witchesash]

a six year old that makes everything not clean, parents that hate being around people, and said six year old pushing said parents to their limit that they give up on most things

[flyerguardian]

No because why does this generation of little siblings have the ability to make our parents absolutely loose it and give up on life😭😭

[impisback-tellafriend]

*Spins into the room* WAZZAPPPPP *Spins out of the room wearing a sparkly tutu and fairy wings*

WHAT THE FUUUCCCKKK???????

*shaking in boots*

[flyerguardian]

*waves magic wand like this is a Disney channel show* AVOCADO SPRAY

[impisback-tellafriend]

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH *transforms into an avacado*

[flyerguardian]

AVOCADOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[impisback-tellafriend]

SON

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED WHILE I WAS CLEANING????

[impisback-tellafriend]

Oh I see.

it’s @flyerguardian 😌

[flyerguardian]

I took great pleasure in fulfilling my duties as your mutual☺️💖

[impisback-tellafriend]

dw that was very clear T0T <3

[flyerguardian]

😇☺️😇

[flyerguardian]

Don't mind the 🔫✨✨

Quick question, what do you think about nuts in chocolate? 😃

I have no idea why I'm asking this

I... Why... Why the gun? Can we talk about dis😀

Hmmmm, it depends. I don't like big nuts, but I can handle candy with like crushed nuts in it on occasion :3

[itzursafespace]

Hmmmmm.... *Puts the pew pew down*

You is accepted :)

(the gun was for... Dire situation 😄)

[flyerguardian]

I'm scared to find out what was considered a dire situation🙂