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fmdxsuji:

“i’m not really sure what this smudged lipstick look is supposed to accomplish.” after a few takes of group choreography, it seems that the music video filming has taken a turn into individual scenes. sitting in the waiting room couch, she stares at the makeup mirrors set in front of the members, wondering about the aesthetic behind her makeup. she takes a look at her leader, her lips pursed and brows furrowed because she thinks she looks sick for the lack of a better work. she knows they still have a long day in front of them, and there’s probably a good two or three outfit changes to go, and she’s wondering how long the other members are going to take with their scenes. “do you think i’m supposed to look like some abandoned lover who’s been hurt?” a lot of the times, suji can’t figure out the correlation between their songs and music video, and she wonders if there’s even a story line behind this one.

@fmdcherry, psycho music video filming

no fuse concept has ever given cherry clothes that she actually feels comfortable in. it’d be difficult to, unless gold star decided that they would be doing a more “boyish” concept which… wasn’t very likely. for that reason, cherry was more than used to feeling uncomfortable in what she was supposed to wear. or, at the very least, the difference between who she was and who she was supposed to be was clearer and made it easier for her to be… well, cherry, rather than kyunghwa. at least for the scene she’ll be shooting next she’s wearing pants instead of a dress. “ it’s probably just for the sake of dramatics, ” when are the aesthetics of one of their videos ever related to what the song is truly about? zimzalabim was a motivational song and the concept had been carnivals. “ aren’t you our main vocalist, suji? they expect you to have more emotions or some shit like that. i don’t know, you can ask the stylist but they are probably just as clued in as you and i. ”

#fmdxsuji #thank u for the starter!!!!!!!#* ♡ —— thread ／ suji.

fmdminjung:

starter for @fmdcherry, psycho mv fittings

everyday brought in the same length of monotony — the same trek to gold star with feet that barely graze the ground in swift steps, faceted with a look of complete apathy. gold star no longer feels like a prison nor a home, just somewhere her body takes up its robotic motions towards. mindless walks, and an empty mind, two things leave her straight through the doors. variety comes at a cost, and it’s her health of rare hours of sleep and mental grievances for a mini-album that swaddles her heart whole — a physical piece of her fixed through each song. but gold star gives her no break, and pierces the fragmented state of her heart further with a song that picks apart one too many unstitched wounds. luck is on her side today, and it’s only a fitting for skirts a notch too short plucking the discomfort straight from her expressions. “unnie,” minjung glances over, lips thinned out against each other as she pauses. “do you think gold star gets a cut of money for every time our legs get shown on stage?” her fingers tug at the hem of her dress — a minor rip, and maybe the stylists will think of loosening the fabric that clings too close for comfort. “i swear, the only thing they ever give me to wear are dresses that moon the crowd every time i bend down.”

kyunghwa is present in body but not in mind – as per usual. with comeback preparations going at and the date coming so close, it meant all the girls were inevitably more busy. and kyunghwa even more so, as she has to attend meetings with the company to get everything perfected to the uttermost detail. she has one of those after the fittings, to talk about the girls’ dietary plans, to ask her in detail whether all of them are following exactly as they are supposed to or not. those are probably the worst. how the fuck is kyunghwa supposed to know everything the girls are putting into their bodies? why the fuck does that matter if they are doing the job right and they fit into the clothes? she doesn’t know, never will, but she knows she’s supposed to go, as they probably want to talk to her about other things as well. she is tapping away at her phone as she’s maneuvered around by the stylists, replying an e-mail, when minjung’s voice drags her back down. “ probably, if that makes people buy the albums, ” her reply is curt, as there’s no real reassurance she can give the younger girl and kyunghwa reckons minjung is aware of that. “ they probably expect you to be thankful that you’re wearing anything at all, i suppose. ” the stylist fitting her snickers at this and kyunghwa smiles. “ minjung, it’s just for a bit. we’ve done worst than wear tight dresses, or do you want me to ask them for the rookie dresses back? ”

#fmdminjung #* ♡ —— thread ／ minjung.#mom is tough part two ig #diet mention tw

fmdsooah:

One thing about Sooah that was now very clear to anyone is that she does care a lot about what some people in her life think. It shouldn’t come to anyone’s surprise then, that her members’ opinions matter a lot to her, be it about mundane subjects or work-related, she does want of all of them to feel somehow proud of the person and artist that she has become over the past years. But among all of her groupmates, there’s someone she wants to impress and to receive great praise from and that someone had to be Kyunghwa. When she hears her name being called, she instinctively bites her lip and takes a deep breath. Not out of annoyance, but because she had messed up again, “I will go over them again, so do tell me where I need to fix it?” she asks while she pulls her hair up in a better-tied ponytail before she starts the routine again from the point Kyunghwa told her she was lacking. Now that someone had said something, it was pretty clear that she did look unpolished, “hands and arms movements are not really my forte, how do you practice those to look good anyway?”

when she had started out her path as a trainee, eventually becoming a leader had not been in the list of kyunghwa's future interests. there were a lot of responsibilities that came with the job, especially in her situation since she was not only the leader but the oldest of five girls, one of them managing to be her younger brother's age. as those were the cards life had handed over to her, kyunghwa had no other option but to adapt, to become someone who worked both to please their company and to take care of her girls. never would she have thought she'd stop her own practice to watch someone else do the same moves over and over again until they got it but that was exactly what was expected of her as a leader. kyunghwa just nodded at sooah's words, keeping her gaze firm as the younger's ran through the moves. now that she saw again, sooah not only really needed to work on her sharpness but she managed to go off the beat once or twice. “ you repeat them in front of the mirror over and over again until you find the best angles and learn how to stick to them, ” kyunghwa stood up from where she was crouching to watch, moving sooah’s limbs around until she found a better angle for one of the movements. “ this is what you need to do. because you have too much doubt on your dancing, you second guess and it looks lazy and unpolished. stop doing that. ” with a squeeze to the girl’s shoulders, she went back to watching. “ again. ”

#fmdsooah #* ♡ —— thread ／ sooah.#mom is Tough

𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 ; 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐨𝐧

cherry’s most common looks for spring/summer aka how many long shorts and t-shirts does she actually own? cherry in her butch-lite aesthetic hates wearing dresses and skirts, only does it for work, and her wardrobe is basically all shorts and pants. she also doesn’t like short shorts and favors these long ones. t-shirts as loose-fitted as possible. in situations where she has to look slightly more presentable, she’ll favor her clothes in better and fancier fabric.

#* ♡ —— aesthetic ／ you just love my disguise.

𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 ; 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

her relationship with her sexuality hasn’t always been a healthy one. she’s gone through a lot of struggles with internalized homophobia and comphet but by now cherry is much more comfortable in her skin and in her identity. she obviously cannot act up on it as much as she’d want to but she still,,, tries to get around at least. and as gay recognizes gay, it was added to her public profile that she made it to #4 in this year’s list of korean queer women’s favorite female idols.

#* ♡ —— aesthetic ／ you just love my disguise.#homophobia tw

𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐛𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭. might be hard to believe but when it comes to the way she feels about women, kyunghwa is nothing but soft. it took a long time for her to realize the distaste she felt towards sex with men didn’t come from them not being good at it, it came from her simply not liking men. it was something she struggled with at first because it meant she’s never going to be able to have a public relationship, not if she values her happiness, which she does. she was – and still is – terrified she’ll never find a woman who loves her the way she is and who’s willing to have a relationship with her even though she can be a pretty shitty person sometimes. kyunghwa believes she’s fated to be alone. and even then, women she has even a minimal romantic / sexual relationship tend to get the best of her. she has the softest spot for the women she love, the way she loves women is also soft. this is a playlist of songs that reflect that.

#* ♡ —— playlist ／ this my real life.#yes im gonna repost the stuff i had already posted sue me !!!!!!!!!!

July 2020 Schedules

A quick rundown of what Cherry’s month looks like.

#* ♡ —— schedule.

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: apgujeong-dong, gangnam-gu || 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: july 2020 || 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇: @layliafmd

kyunghwa didn’t care much for shopping, not for herself at least. most of her clothes were things she asked her stylist to pick and the woman did a great job of fulfilling kyunghwa’s expectations – so why would she waste a few hours of her day to walk around shops trying to find stuff to buy? better to hand her credit card off to someone who knew what they were doing and would be far more interested in the task at hand than kyunghwa ever could. still. she was doing laylia a favor, she reckoned, or the girl just wanted some company and she was unlucky enough to choose the wrong unnie to invite. kyunghwa hadn’t wanted to say no, however, as it’d have meant stay at home or go practice, neither of which she was currently all that interested in. “ why do you even bother to go shopping? ” she asked, arms wrapped around herself, watching the younger girl. “ aren’t you girls at that stage where your fans still send you gifts? surely, they get you plenty of expensive clothes. ”

#layliafmd #* ♡ —— thread ／ laylia.#lmk if it works !!!!!!!!!!!#* queue.

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: restaurant in gangnam || 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: early july 2020 || 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇: @fmdyul

it wasn’t often kyunghwa got to meet her brother – either of them, really. it came with the job, she reckoned, as she was often too busy to meet up with yul and iseul, even if the youngest lived with her. now it was even worse, considering as yul found himself joining a group that had him promoting overseas. she was happy for the boy, really, and being happy didn’t stop her from worrying. they managed to find an empty slot in their respective schedules and as much as kyunghwa would’ve preferred to have his company for the day she’d have to be happy with two hours. “ i’m meeting changmin later, ” kyunghwa told him, filling her glass with some water as the two of them waited for the food to arrive. it felt ridiculous for her to share something such as this – even more ridiculous for her to have a boyfriend, of all things. luckily, changmin was understanding and was about as interested in her as she was in him so they made it work in their own way. “ we have a dinner with his family this weekend and he wanted to… i don’t know, help me prepare psychologically to pretend to be straight for a couple of hours. as if i haven’t been doing that my whole life. ”

#fmdyul #* ♡ —— thread ／ yul.

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: gold star practice rooms || 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: early july 2020 || 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇: @fmdsooah

kyunghwa wasn’t the main dancer of the group but, as the leader, she inevitably took the initiative of leading their dance practices as well. by now, the girls were well acquainted with the choreography, having gone through the motions of practicing it enough times that no one was missing out on steps or anything like that. still, there were always details that a sharp eye like kyunghwa’s would inevitably catch. so she let the girls run through the choreography once more, this time sitting out so she could watch – and obviously there were mistakes. “ sooah, ” she called the girl out, allowing the rest to take a break while she spoke to the youngest. “ you need to make your movements sharper in the last chorus. the way you’re doing it makes it look lazy and unpolished. ”

#fmdsooah #* ♡ —— thread ／ sooah.#there ya go lmk if u need me to change smthg !

hi everybody, yes i revamped cherry please bear with me. i have her profile and a simple plots page, like this post and i’ll reach out to you for some plots <3

#fmdintro #* ooc.

wjsns

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wjsns:

Ariana Grande “Boyfriend” dance cover by SEOLA

#* ♡ —— appearance ／ never been a regular.#as the predictable b i am #i'm considering a revamp for cherry fnsdfunfds #so i'll leave some replies hanging for a bit while i ponder whether to do it or not #bear with me !!!!!!!!!1

tags ;

#* ♡ —— appearance ／ never been a regular.#* ♡ —— headcanon ／ you don’t know who you lovin’.#* ♡ —— self para ／ here we go again.#* ♡ —— playlist ／ this my real life.#* ♡ —— aesthetic ／ you just love my disguise.

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