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fmdhyejung‌:

━━ ╰ * ♡ * ･ﾟ✧ HYEJUNG ARCHES A BROW, AN AMUSED LOOK SPREADING ACROSS HER FACE. “well i mean, that’s one way of doing it.” she shrugs, lips turning upwards into a smile. “i have a friend who does something like that, but maybe not midday. then again, with him, i never know.” she shakes her head, a short chuclle leaving her lips. her expression soon turns to a frown at the older’s words. “unnie, you should be taking care of yourself better!” she reprimands, though it’s a hypocritical statement comig from her. hyejung can’t count the amount of times someone had to remind her to breathe, much less take care of her own basic needs. the thought is pushed away quickly, and hyejung instead coerces her face into an excited smile. “but really, anything i want? even bingsu?” there’s a giddiness on her face that few see nowadays. whatever self-discipline hyejung had (which she likes to think is a lot) always crumbled in the face of sweet foods. really, she ought to be more controlled than this, but sometimes hyejung had to remind herself that she’s only twenty.

under normal circumstance, eunae is very good at making sure she takes care of herself. but with everything going on with fuse and preparing for their upcoming tour, the basic everyday needs often fell to the bottom of her list in terms of what she needed to get done that day. it’s never something she enjoys, always wanting to have enough energy to get through her schedules even if that is only practicing all day. “maybe i’ll just have to try it on my own one time at like night, see if there’s anything to the madness.” she chuckled, despite her desire to do so she knew it wouldn’t happen. drinking at anytime of the day was never something eunae enjoyed doing. “of course, anything you want! bingsu does sound good right now. how about we go out and have dinner, and then we find a nice place for bingsu. i think there’s one close actually, it’s my favorite spot.” staying strict while on a diet was never something eunae could achieve, her love of food often winning out over anything else. she was thankful that her company stopped trying to put her on them given how badly she’d always do. “maybe even a piece of cake, we might as well go all out. don’t you think? we deserve it.”

#fmdhyejung

fmdyoonbin‌:

HE DID THINK ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP a lot as of late. he never brought it up, though, for he promised her that he wanted to become a better person before committing himself in a relationship, especially with someone like eunae. she didn’t deserve to deal with his bullshit; therefore, he wanted to mature before ruining everything. even if it pained him to ask her to wait on him, aware of her feelings, he knew that it was for the best. it was necessary. the two needed to be careful around another. yoonbin, though, over the months of the new year has improved. he feels as if he has, at least, and at this point that is all that matters. hopefully eunae recognizes as well that he has been working hard in order to be a better person. not only as an individual, but he has been working hard to become a better leader also. “okay, now let us stop being silly,” he laughs, taking another sip of the water before standing up from the couch. with little thought, he reaches over to lift the petite female, throwing her over his frame. he was chuckling yet again. “we are going to be lazy now and watch episodes of the drama. you made me wait too long to continue.” taking her to his bedroom where he had the drama set up, he sets her down on the bed before turning to grab the remote. “should we marathon the final episodes, or do you need to leave early tonight?”

she admired his desire to become a better person. it wasn’t an easy task for anyone to take on, and that’s why she waited patiently for the right time to come. she was even more proud of the fact that he wasn’t doing it for anyone except himself, which wasn’t always the case. compared to how she was when she was younger, eunae knows she’s changed as well. slowly becoming a more positive person, never wanting those close to her have to feel the pain she did. meeting yoonbin was a happy accident, one she looks back on and wishes she could change given some of the silly things she blurted out. “yah! i can walk on my own you know.” she shrieked, laughter escaping her lips. “i did no such thing, you didn’t have to wait for me to continue watching.” she responded cheekily, moving over to make room for him. eunae knew full well that yoonbin would always wait for her, drama watching was their thing. “considering i’m going to be on tour soon and we won’t see each other, let us marathon the final episodes tonight. i don’t have much to do tomorrow besides practice in the afternoon.”

#fmdyoonbin‌

fmdhyeja‌:

[outgoing —> eunae] yeah

[outgoing —> eunae] but that’s not really the whole problem

[outgoing —> eunae] the performances look good

[outgoing —> eunae] but they need to be perfect

↳ perfection is something no one can achieve. ↳ but you can perform each time with your whole heart ↳ then your fans will love it as well

#fmdhyeja

snap dm sent to > open !

eunaefuse: why does preparing for tour have to be so tiring? eunaefuse: i look like i haven’t slept in days eunaefuse: i tried to do a heart and this is what happened keke

#fmdopen #// idk it's late and she needs things

taesyeon

#( ― visuals. )

fmdhyejung‌:

━━ ╰ * ♡ * ･ﾟ✧ “IT’S A LOT TO TAKE IN AT FIRST,” hyejung shrugs towards the older girl, pushing her laptop away from her. she relates to eunae. when hyejung had first started getting into the composition side of being an idol everything was just so complex and confusing that she felt like she was constantly going in circles. it didn’t help that her interest in music came from a shame-filled rage to become someone that would make her indispensable. but she had grown, slowly. she was by no means a writer like she was a dancer- but hyejung had acquired something of a talent. she can at least say that. “you’ll get it eventually. i’m not sure about the alcohol, though.” hyejung yawns, reaching up to brush away her fallen hairs. “it might, though. good inspiration? i don’t know. but yes, lets eat. i need to move around a bit.”

it makes eunae realize that writing wasn’t as easy as she thought. of course she knew there was a process, but never had she thought about what it took to get the lyrics down on paper. nothing major had recently happened in her life apart from her personal relationships that would cause her to write anything good. she went into the session with the goal of picking something from her past that would hopefully allow her to write down some lyrics, but nothing happened. “i remember watching this interview with a british band, and the lead singer said one of their hits was written on a drunken night when the band was just messing around.” random interviews that she watched late a night when sleep refused to come. “alcohol inspires something within us i guess. since you’re helping me, my treat. i haven’t eaten all day so we can order a lot before we start back up again.”

#fmdhyejung

fmdxblue‌:

GLANCING OVER TOWARD HIS FRIEND-–his closest friend, if not sister—his eyes were soft on her as she threw the notebook to the side. he understood how frustrating it can be to write a song, for he has been becoming involved with the process furthermore. his latest collaboration was a writing effort with his friend, and he has even pitched into the process with songs performed by the group. nonetheless, he would not consider himself an expert, for he still continues to ask for assistance by professionals. but, he does understand the feelings eunae must be experiencing. frustration. “you just have to keep trying, but you need to write when the feelings and muse are intense. you can’t just write whenever, to be fair.” he leans forward to reach for her notebook, examining what she had written thus far. “drinking can help, but don’t get drunk. i won’t recommend that to anyone, especially you.” reading each line and the scribbled mess, he then smiles at her next statement. “let’s take a break, and come back to this later. what do you want to eat? i’ll order.”

she had been nervous at first to ask minwoo if he could help her write something. sure they were the best of friends but even eunae knew that writing a song was more of a personal thing. she also didn’t want him to see her lyrics and not think they were good, though if they were she knew he’d let her down in the best possible way. “really? then why does it seem so easy?” she has been trying to think about emotional moments in her life, and the words still didn’t manage to come. euane knew minwoo had done this before, been apart of the writing process and had come up with something pretty great. “i could always write about yoonbin.” she mutters, hoping he didn’t hear her given everything. there was a notebook at her place sitting tucked away that held her deepest feelings, that even eunae wasn’t ready to share with the world. “kimchi and bulgogi with some soju as well, you’re the best min.”

#fmdxblue

fmdyoonbin‌:

SHE RETURNS THE QUESTION, eyes on his frame as sauntering about to sit adjacent. he did think about them occasionally, but more so as of late than compared to the past. once before, his group member and close friend leaned close to tease the leader about his relationship with the former maknae of the rising girl group. he only swayed his hand, brushing the comment to the side. she was younger, and they were friends. for a while he did not want to think about her in any romantic way. however, as time passed by, as the two hung out more and more, he realized that he did harbor feelings for her. she was kind, intelligent, bold and always there for him. even when he insisted that he was fine, she stayed by his side refusing to believe all was well. she was lovely. with eyes gentle on her, he takes a sip of water before placing the glass before him on the coffee table, then taking note that he will need to clean the table due to the fact from how messy it got from dinner shared with the group members. he leans back into the couch, getting comfortable in the setting and with the conversation. “yeah, i do.” he smiles softly at her. “remember that one time we went to the diner and then i accidentally squirted ketchup your direction? that’s a thought i think about us frequently because it was funny.” he was teasing her furthermore, a chuckle erupting, but then he nods knowing he needs to be serious. “i think you should just tell people that we are together.”

as she hears his response, eunae doesn’t think it’s possible for her heart to beat any faster. it was like suddenly everything was a dream, and she refused to be woken up. for years she had stood by and watched as yoonbin went through the ups and downs of life. knowing that all she could be was the best friend she could possibly be, and hope that one day he’d look at her like she looked at time. it wasn’t easy, no matter how big her smile was there were moments she felt like it wouldn’t be worth it. waiting around for anyone is stupid and she’d be the first person to say it, but with yoonbin something felt different. eunae was thankful that she at least had the excuse of simply being too busy with work to date. “you’re so weird, bin. i don’t know how that was even remotely funny.” she grins, knowing it’s a lie because she also remembers laughing so hard that her milkshake almost fell over. apart from the bad moments which were very little at this point, eunae can only talk about yoonbin with a smile thinking back on all the funny moments they’ve had together. her favorite thing to do is take him somewhere new to eat, always snapping a picture of each outing. “okay, i can do that. tell them that we’re together i mean, and you can do the same if you ever get that question yourself.”

#fmdyoonbin‌

“i don’t know how anyone does this.” she sighs, tossing down her notebook onto the table. it wasn’t the first time she had tried to write a song, each scrap of paper ending up in the trash by the end of the night. “either i’m not cut out for this or i’m suffering from some type of writers block. are there different types of writers block?” eunae asked, reaching for her bottle of water that was laid next to her leg on the couch. she knew that if she wanted to have her own solo activities that she’d have to get herself together in terms of her creative side beyond dancing. there were plenty of stories sitting inside of her head, all she needed to do now was somehow get them down on paper. “maybe we should just get drunk, i’ve heard plenty of artists say it helps with the creative flow when writing.” a sigh escaped her lips, taking a sip of water before placing the bottle down next to her again. “just forget it, lets get something to eat instead.”

#fmdopen #// idk what this is #but she needs more friends skdjhf

fmdjunsu‌:

He never thought he’d see the day that he would be locked out of his studio once again. He didn’t forget the passcode to his studio this time though. Apparently the digital lock on his studio’s door was malfunctioning and he has to wait for a locksmith to look at it. At first he thought he was entering his passcode wrong, but that wasn’t the case. The door just wouldn’t unlock after entering the code. It was going to be about a week before someone could come over and look at it so he’s trying to find and make use of his time now like hanging out with the other right now. He has nothing to do since he’s locked out of his studio. He probably should prepare for Origin’s comeback, but he could do that at another time. “I didn’t even expect to be locked out again,” he sighs. “This is the second time I’ve been locked out of my studio and I don’t know if the lock on my studio hates me to want to lock me out. I don’t even know if I want to get another lock since I don’t want this to happen to me again in the future.”

“You should just get an old fashion lock with a key, that’s never going to randomly lock on you without you being able to get inside.” Eunae could only imagine how annoying it was for Junsu to not be able to get into his studio. She knew that he often worked on songs, and what’s a producer without his studio. “Your studio is away from your place then? Cause if that’s the case then I can understand wanting a digital lock, but if not then I say go for the key. I could never bother with anything digital, something could always go wrong.” There were a few times she had locked herself out of her car, and almost just broke the window because she was too inpatient to wait for someone to come and open the door. “Maybe it’s telling you that you need to rest or go home and eat, funny things happen like that sometimes.”

#fmdjunsu

fmdyoonbin‌:

IT WAS NOT LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. a part of him wonders if that’s a concern, for he did not settle eyes on the younger women and desire her affection. obviously, he did find her beautiful, and she was very kind and funny, but the thought never crossed his mind as yoonbin was romantically focused on another person. the two were at different points in life, and when the two met she was much younger; therefore, it would have been wrong for the leader to consider anything with the female. over the years, though, as she persisted to stay by his side, only then has yoonbin realized that he did, indeed, like her a lot more than he should and ever expected. she was caring, bold, honest, and absolutely breathtaking. he would be a fool to not date her finally. “it’s not anyone’s business, but i mean …” as he moves around the kitchen to pour her a glass of water, he then moves to find a lemon in the fridge that he has precut to be ready for when moments as so occurred. “i would be curious as well. we do hangout a lot, and you do look at me like i’m a whole hot pot buffet.” he continues to tease her, a smile over contour as he drops the lemon into the glass of water. while handing her the glass, he stands before her, close enough to study the emotions crossing her orbs. “do you think about us a lot, eunae?”

at his question, eunae could feel her cheeks heat up quickly. it was an easy answer, but one she never wanted to tell yoonbin. for the longest time she tried to keep her hope locked away, only ever thinking about the two of them when she was in the comfort of her own bedroom. it was easier that way compared to talking about her feelings, and it also allowed her to keep their friendship just that without crossing a line. “a whole hot pot buffet? i do not!” she whined, knowing full well that she did often do that without even noticing. minwoo had mentioned it to her before, at an event with all of the companies and she had seen yoonbin off in the distance. she took the glass of water, taking a few gulps from it before placing it down in front of her. “i mean of course i think about us, yoonbin.” it felt weird saying out loud, the pair having never truly talked about the feelings they had for the other. “i think about you a lot, and that makes me sound a little crazy but i promise i’m not. i just always find myself wondering if you’re having a good day or if the boys are behaving for you while you’re out as a group. i wish for your happiness all of the time and that your down moments become less and less. and yes, sometimes i allow myself to think about us in the couple sense. what about you, do you ever think about us?”

#fmdyoonbin‌

fmdhyeja‌:

[outgoing —> eunae] somebody?

[outgoing —> eunae] how about everyone?

[outgoing —> eunae] it’s okay i’ve grown used to it

↳ what makes you think that? ↳ i’ve seen you perform, and you’re always great. ↳ but i bet it’s hard being the leader, huh?

#fmdhyeja

jadeamelia

Is that what you say to yourself? That you’re so sorry for yourself that you can’t just fault your own behavior?

#( ― inspo. )

fmdyoonbin‌:

A BOX HERE AND THERE, the space was under rearrangement due to the newest addition. with the members being kicked out of the dorms, he was worried when finding out that the maknae still did not have a place to stay. thus, despite the tension between taeho and jaehyun, he offered him a room, for he is the leader and needs to look over each member. after spending the morning cleaning up and handling phone calls, he was able to finally take a shower and look decent, and just as he stepped out, he heard a familiar voice ringing. how natural it is for her to walk in, knowing the place as if her own. running the towel through his hair, he hears her voice, still in the distant, and can only smile at the words she spoke. “is it that bad to hear the question?” he called out, moving to place the towel back into the bathroom, finally stepping out to confront the smaller female who stands before him. breathtaking like always. he notices her expression, a smile tugging dimples within cheeks. “it is … thank you. i got it on sale,” he winked, then entering the kitchen where he began to pour glasses of water. “are we not dating, then?” the question parting, a brow raised as chocolate orbs darted to settle on her. “you want lemon in your water?”

she could never fully understand how he did it, being a leader had to be tough on anyone. always being the main person expected to do certain things, to take care of the members regardless of what’s going on. that was the first thing she admired when they had first met, standing in awe of how yoonbin handled each of his members differently but with the same care. maybe she should have knocked but it already felt like another home to her, given how much time she would spend there with yoonbin and his members. even years later, she still managed to always hang out with a group of boys. “well of course not, but i mean is it anyone else’s business? i don’t think so.” she could only chuckled at his mention of getting the shirt on sale. “you do realize you can buy things not on sale, right? or is this you trying to save money, because i respect it.” eunae could feel her cheeks flush at his question regarding dating, throwing her a bit of guard. “well i mean i’m not sure, do you think we’re dating? i guess i’m leaning towards yes we are, but it’s never good to assume anything. yes lemon would be perfect.” it was little things like knowing she enjoyed lemon water that eunae loved, no one else apart from a few others took the time to get to know that about her. “sometimes i think we are but then i think we’re not, it’s a vicious cycle really. what do you think?”

#fmdyoonbin‌

#( ― inspo. )

it was another normal day for eunae, after practice she made sure yoonbin was going to be home so they could hang out. things had only gotten better since that few day span where he was in a depressed state, then the date at the aquarium which she still wasn’t really sure was a date. but after a few days thinking about it, there really wasn’t anything else she felt like she could call it. “binnie, i know you’re in here.” she called out as she walked into his apartment, a few boxes lining the hallway due to what she guessed was jia moving in. “i swear to god if another person asks if we’re dating i’m going to pull out my hair.” it was a question she’s gotten a few times over the years, she always managed to find a way to not answer. but lately it’s been harder and harder since she just didn’t know given the new developments in their relationship. “i mean we’re obviously friends, i don’t know why people keep thinking we’re dating.” once she was finally done talking, she took a few seconds to take in yoonbin. “hey is that a new shirt? it’s looks good on you.” @fmdyoonbin

#fmdyoonbin‌

fmduno‌:

[ OPEN ]

“Seriously, dude. Set me up on a blind date already.” Uno nudges his friend while he continued to pester them. He was lonely. He’s been single for a while now and he wants to shower someone with love and affection, but it won’t last for a long time. That’s why he continued to bug his friend. He was like a young boy that needed a new playmate because he was tired of his toys. His toys being his wine collection and actual toys. Big boy toys, he’d say. He’s a kid at heart still and will always be. “I like girls who are pretty. I like them small so they can fit into my arms but I also like tall girls that I can kiss effortlessly.” He could give them a list if they wanted him to. But what’s funny about it is that he doesn’t seem picky at all. “I promise I’ll be good.” A lie coming out of a liar’s mouth was expected and here was his. “I’m not saying we could end up getting married but who know what the future holds for us!”

“And who exactly am I going to introduce you to?” Eunae chuckled to herself, knowing full well that she would never be that person. If her friends wanted to meet someone, she always tried to encourage them to do it on their own. Uno was someone she had gotten close to since her debut, always going to him for advice whenever she was having trouble. Of course there were others in her life, but sometimes she simply wanted to talk to someone who wasn’t going to be bias. She wasn’t completely sure if he was the type of guy she would want one of her female friend’s to get involved with him. “All girls are pretty, I don’t know what you’re talking about. You want someone small? You’re pretty tall already so how small are you thinking?” Dating was a weird thing for her, especially given the career she chose. On one hand she wanted it so badly, to be able to share her life with someone else but the on the other hand, she was afraid of it as well. Eunae had seen first hand through her best friend just how their schedules could ruin relationships, and that wasn’t a route she ever wanted to go down. “We both know that’s a lie, you won’t be good and then I’ll have to hear about it for the rest of my life.”

#fmduno‌

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