She had been through many things in her life, and her memory was never an issue. She had great memory, she paid attention to detail and she was one to hold onto things, even when she knew to let go. Time, places, objects and scent, can all trace back to a certain period in her life. Some good, others she rather forget. Vivian was good a remembering faces as well, and the simple fact that she couldnât place him. Made her question just who is this person?
Was there a time that was blurred? she was trying to think very carefully, and it almost made her feel like something was wrong. Did she want to believe this person, that he knew something about her that no one else knew? or was this a simple trick, meant to fuck with her head. She didnât know. His motive, the reason he continued this conversation, whatever it may be. She didnât like it.
As he went off to explain their first meeting, it almost didnât sound like her. A bonfire? allowing a guy to taunt her? and by a cliff no less. Her arms were crossed as she paused âShoved me?â she states in a defensive tone, like she would have allowed that shit, he would have been dead. She was keeping it mindful that it was a decade ago. Her younger years wereâŠinnocent, not at all how she is now. âWhat are you my savior?â she states in a mumble, another flash of lightening, the raining falling harder.
âAnd what? now somehow after all this years, this is a reunion of not seeing one another?â if he had been bullshitting, she couldnât find a reason for him to go this far. Even as to make up an elaborate story such as this one. However, at the mention of the bracelet. She glanced down, seeing that she had never once took it off. â Look, I donât know why I donât remember you. Frankly I find the story to be a bit out of character for me. Whether you remember me before, Iâm not that same person.â she states looking back at him, the rain clearly soaking them both. âYouâre a stranger.â
Vivian was practically scoffing at the story, like it was far to ridiculous for that to have been her. But it was her, even if she didnât remember. Zeki sighed quietly as she continued. Whether you remember me before, Iâm not that same person. âI can see that,â Zeki stated in response as if it shouldâve been obvious. He was aware she was different. The difference was quite blinding, actually. He tightened his jaw, feeling hints of regret at his tone sounding like he was peeved. He wasnât annoyed at her. It was more at the whole confusion of the situation. It was like his mind was stuck in a plain of uselessness. He felt useless, not knowing what to do.
Youâre a stranger. The look that reflected that statement had been there, but hearing it said out loud was a haunting feeling. Zekiâs fingers twitched at his sides and his eyes dropped to her collarbone, as if the ghostly look in her gaze was too much to handle right then. Pieces of memories were flashing before him, but he held his tongue on saying them. It was clear she was over it, not wanting anything more that he could offer. What could he offer anyway? He had tried, but that seemed to have failed.
â⊠I understand,â Zeki murmured, trying to bring back a neutral composure as he forced his eyes to dart back to hers. âItâs okay.â It wasnât, but if she didnât remember, there wasnât much Zeki could do. Clearing his throat, he forced a sharp nod. âIâm sorry. If you want me to leave, Iâll leave,â he promised.