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i'll never forgive you for never giving you a chance...

it turns out freedom ain't nothin but missin you ..

Just like that...I quit you. 👌🏽

Best Mistake

'Cause if the water dries up, and the moon stops shining Stars fall, and the world goes blind Boy, you know I'll be saving my love for you, For you

Hi.

Hello, can you hear me? I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be When we were younger and free I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet 💚

Find your beauty in the wildest of places! Take yourself out of your normal day to day and live life as if all the mistakes you make are breathtaking flowers you plant in each and every person you meet along the day. Those mistakes will create the most beautiful of gardens within others. You see life isn't about what you can get and take...it's about what you can give and sacrifice. My darling, you have been my most beautiful gift and my biggest sacrifice. You put life in my veins and blood in my hands. Your own blood. You sacrificed and fought so hard and I ripped open your chest just to take a peek...oh what a scared child I was. Now I know before you break someone's chest open you should know how to put them back together or never leave their side forever. You see I became your by pass. I became the one human being keeping you alive...and I walked away. I didn't fight for you to stay alive. You will forever be my most beautiful mistake. My most gracious torture. My biggest love and my only "person". Because you are...still...my person.

Have you ever felt so close to someone? So close that you can barely breathe and you simultaneous enjoy the lack of oxygen. With every well-deserved breath you take, it becomes even more vital to you to be that close. It's like climbing high elevations. Your breathing is restricted but with the more practice you have the better you get and the less you need. You crave that high heart rate. You crave that endorphin release when you have to keep yourself off the edge of a panic attack because you know you can. People that are that close as necessary in your life as the oxygen you breath. People like that can take the air out of your lungs and you'd be glad they punched you in the stomach to begin with. People like that make you crave the pain just because deep inside you know they can barely breath too. It's some sort of neurotic euphoria to be so damn attached to another human being. So attached that no matter what they do to you, you will always crave the pain they caused you. When the brain does not get enough oxygen you feel a high. I don't know that because I climbed mountains. I don't know that because of my history with sports. I only know that because I was so close to you and every time you took a breath I stood still and dared not breath for fear you might not get your half breathe. I felt the high right next to you and when I finally got some breathing spacing after a while set in the headaches. You see the body get acclimatized to things and once it does so, you cannot change in a heartbeat. It takes time. It takes time to get used to breathing freely. It takes time to get used to the idea that you must not feel that high at all times. So in the mean time you seek another high. Something that might just make you feel alive again. And when I found my other high I flew so fast and so far with her, I never realized how far I truly came. She blew my mind the way you did. She made me hold my breathe just like you did. She was much more dangerous than you were, but I was more afraid for my life when I thought of you than when I was flying with her. She made my heart race right beside me and struggle to keep up. You made my heart race right inside me and struggle to stay in my chest. All in all, when fear of your own heart over bears the fear of a machine that could kill you in an instant...you know you are partially insane.

RM

I guess sometimes you just meet some people only to be suffocated by the pure greatness they have to offer. You meet them and it's like you float in a dream world which you know is that persons life in actuality. The breath leaves your lungs to fill theirs solely because it feels better optimized. Or maybe you breathe it out and give it to them willingly maybe in an attempt to utilize your own capacity to a higher level. Its the ultimate human experience and the most pure forms of infatuation. You feel their presence on your skin and almost in your bones but not quite. Like a tickling emotion over the cables of your meticulous existence. You had been so careful to not meet these people, you'd see them and you'd hold your breath and squeeze your fists and your teeth would clench and you just knew if you looked you'd lose. But one day the curiosity was too much and you thought you were different and that was your first mistake. You're not different, they are. You become this addict always trying to scratch away that tickle in your bones. Always struggling to erase that beauty mark from your heart. And maybe it's all just in your head. Maybe it's all just in your head.

misswallflower

You have to allow for things to happen to people – most of all to yourself.

High Fidelity (2000)

Cannot be more true

You had a nuclear heart, guess I was Hiroshima

Wale

Break-through

Even now that the phone vibrates and there is a message, I dare not go to it out of fear that it will tear me down even more. I tell myself every time that if I ask only once more maybe the answer will change and I start to find out exactly what insanity truly is! It's a love for something so deeply that you just know that one more time and it'll change...only once more and he will say yes. Only one more time that I ask and he will be back. Only one more time that I go and he will come with me! But no. Stop. Break the cycle. Don't ask any more. Don't be the insane one. Except you're not the insane one...your heart is. All along in insanity it's your heart it's not your head. It's the fear of that message that is so far away. It's the fear and that anxiety that he will not say YES after the millionth time the same question has been brought up. It's the way that the letters roll off his fingers that you're so sure of and partly it's the fear that you'll never get to ask again and you keep asking and asking and pushing and screaming and BREAKING. So maybe, if you ever calm down and let it all sink in it'll get better. But if you go and break yourself everyday your world will eventually not exist.

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What sort of merciless god put you in my life to show me the true meaning of happiness and love, only to rip you out of my arms like the true tragedy we have become. Please tell me. Where shall I find the courage to move forth from something I never wanted to leave behind? The harder I look into myself the more of you i see. Your beautiful eyes gazing out on the ocean that beautiful June day. Your smitten smile that would drive me into unconsciousness. Your pressing lips that would make my heart fly off with the butterflies into fields of daisies. The stern yet loving touch of your hand when it glides up my skin only to make the most exhilarating of moments seem like stillness.

You are a beautiful piece of art, amor. Not a single atom out of place. From your lips to your toes, your perfection forever goes. There isn't much to be said about your smile since it leaves me speechless every time I haven't seen it for a while. Priceless moments of you laughing are the only thing that make me happy. Today's pain and sorrow, I'll figure out how to kill in another bottle. My love. My sunshine. My ray of hope. Your light will ever lastingly shine upon my life-saving rope. There ain't one minute of one day that I cannot say I'd love you for ever til the very last May.

My perfect world.

I wonder what would happen if someday you saw this page..."

I wanna take you to the moon baby 💙

Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art— Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night And watching, with eternal lids apart, Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite, The moving waters at their priestlike task Of pure ablution round earth's human shores, Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask Of snow upon the mountains and the moors— No—yet still stedfast, still unchangeable, Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast, To feel for ever its soft fall and swell, Awake for ever in a sweet unrest, Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath, And so live ever—or else swoon to death.

"Bright Star" by John Keats

I trusted you.

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