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I lost my phone on my birthday which was also new years eve. Physical media and finding traces of myself online have been the things I can refer to as proof of my being. I used to think “why would I post my life on social media I want this to be sacred and private”. Archiving is definitely holding a stronger weight to me than it had before, but what makes social media nice is the ease of revisiting memories. Im lowk not cracking open my journal to revisualize my life but it may be the way i put thoughts, images, and other stuff together. Blogging days are coming back for me but not sure if that will be on tumblr or my personal website

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#midwest yess

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Key, France, 17th century

from The Philadelphia Museum of Art

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Fav pics of my babieee

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Ive never seen a tree shed so profusely, with such undisturbance, and fullness still. Tis the season for cutting your hair again

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Designed (more like copied one i saw on amazon bc i dont wanna use/support amazon) and book binded my agenda for adhd. I love her shes so cutiepie. Hopes that she is effective. Pray

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grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

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i talked ab this feeling in therapy yday and my therapist asked me, “would it really be so bad if your memories changed? if they softened and faded or looked different over time? why does that frighten you so much?” and i said, “i don’t want the love to disappear.” and she looked at me for a long moment and then she said, “it won’t. it doesn’t work that way. even if the memories soften or change, it doesn’t mean the love does. that love keeps going backward in time, forever, because you love her still. all is not lost.” i just thought i would share that in case it resonated w anyone else too.

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Even if the memories fade, you are who you are because of her in your life. You are a living memory. Being the person she loved is turning your whole self into a temple in honor of her memory every day, for the rest of your life.

Even if you move on, even if life sends you to new places and new faces.

You could not be who you are or who you will be without having had her in your life. Afraid of losing her? You couldn't even if you tried.

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Even when people go, the love is yours to keep. Youve loved, been loved, shared love, its yours too. Its <you> as an oopsie out of this.

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Favorite look from Mugler ss26 Divine

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Happyend directed by Neo Sora

Amazingggg soundtrack by Lia Ouyang Rusli

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On tumblr expecting the same doomscroll of any other app, but bc i follow only a few ppl, the same posts remain on top of my feed. Reminds me of the days when instagram was chronological and refreshing to nothing new was like when Nickelodeon aired the screen all day that told kids to go outside. I do like this slowness

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Hands holding

Camera roll photo album

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Woven from DIY cardboard loom weeee

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Some tattoos ive done and adore

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Doll for Sale

Friends, I decided to start selling my mermaids. This is a jointed doll made of thick paper. It can also transform into an egg.

Doll price: 26$ 

If you want to buy this doll, write to me here or in my instagram (@nemo_soda)

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Octavia Butler on why she writes