I'm the problem it's me

Been there since Fearless, often seen crying in international fan...

[foreverswifty]

Naaah the marketing is actually crazy...

[foreverswifty]

Bouteille à la mer #unknown

Encore eu un rappel que je suis trop. Trop émotive, trop engagée, trop réactive... Juste trop.

Depuis quelques temps je m'étais dit que me laisser être moi était la bonne solution : soit tu m'aimes et/ou m'accepte comme je suis et tant mieux, soit tu ne m'aimes pas et tant pis, au moins je n'avais plus l'impression de jouer un rôle pour plaire, et j'avais moins peur de la déception le jour où mon vrai visage se révèle.

Mais si même les gens avec qui je pensais qu'il était safe de ne pas me retenir me disent que c'est trop, alors clairement j'ai eu tord.

Je dois faire mieux, je le sais. Mais je ne sais pas si je peux... Ni si j'en ai envie en toute honnêteté. J'ai toujours pensé que la solitude était ma seule condition pour accéder au bonheur, il est peut être temps que j'agisse en conséquence.

[mangofanarts]

Bad: "Well what do you think Pangi? You've been in Green ummm-" Pangi: "Quite a while." Bad: "For- honestly, you were in from the beginning, so-" Pangi: "For a while, yeah." Bad: "If you're against this war idea, I will stand with you on it, and we can backtrack out of it, so." Pangi: "Noooo, I think I want to see where this plays out, I'm not gonna lie. It's kind of entertaining." Bad: "Okay! Awesome." Pangi: "Yeah, I think we can go on with it. But I appreciate that! I appreciate that you know? I think it would also be W content personally."

[cherriesnkisses]

as someone who was both a swiftie and a directioner before haylor happened, here are (only some) moments i wish i could relive:

- when they were seen on a date with baby lux

- when harry took taylor to his hometown

- when taylor was with him while he got the iconic ship tattoo

- when taylor popped out wearing the paper plane necklace

- when harry gifted her a purse and she repeat wore that purse every single time she went out

- after the breakup at the 2013 vmas when someone got a badly timed photo of harry lowkey looking at her ass

- hearing “style” / “wonderland” / “i know places” for the first time

- hearing harry sing “if you’re looking for someone to write your breakup songs about” for the first time

- the 2015 billboard awards when harry stared at her + calvin :(

- hearing “two ghosts” for the first time

- hearing the “him” leak for the first time

- the 2021 grammys hug + congratulating each other for their awards

- the 2023 grammys hug + taylor being the only one standing up during his aoty speech while people were booing him

- hearing “is it over now” / “now that we don’t talk” / “slut!” for the first time

[iwatcheditbegin]

I genuinely don’t understand how some people’s first response to a misogynistic body shaming tweet is to say that Taylor had an ED and that she looks better now? That isn’t defending her.

[tswiftupdatess]

The final bow and goodbye of The Eras Tour. ❤

(December 8, 2024 | Vancouver Night 3)

[ciwyw2]

I love behind the scenes stuff, but especially when we get to see director Taylor

[tswiftsedits]

Taylor Swift performs onstage during "The Eras Tour" at La Defense on May 09, 2024 in Paris, France. (Photo by Kevin Mazur/TAS24/Getty Images for TAS Rights Management )

[baby-girl-aaron-dessner-deactiv]

You look like Stevie Nicks

in ‘75, the hair and lips

[taytotheswift]

can’t believe that i got to experience last night LIVE i’m not sure i’ll ever process it

and the who’s afraid of little old me performance had me absolutely GAGGED

[labyrinthaze]

No you don't understand… I am OBSESSED

[taylornation]

You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised us

[foreverswifty]

"I chose this cyclone with you"

She would stay even if if he could never give her peace because she knows what it's like. It links with "I felt seen" and "we're crazy", "we're two idiots". It's them against the word, against themselves sometimes too, but at the end of the day, it's still only them both.

The sweet but fake illusion that cannot last of saving each other because you're both so broken.

[paintedtaygolden]

DAYLIGHT // THE BLACK DOG

[stillgotscars]

the prophecy - taylor swift

[sugar-plum-post-deactivated2024]

I don't know, maybe I'm in the minority, but I'm loving TTPD. People are saying it's too slow and that every song sounds the same, but honestly, I was expecting it to be slow? Based on the album title, I expected it to be slower songs that were lyric heavy instead of uptempo pop beats like Shake it off, LWYMMD, 22, just to name a few.

This was an album taylor wrote for herself as a way to heal and step into a new chapter of her life. It's been a little over 12 hours since I first listened, and I have several favorite songs and have been enjoying diving into the lyrics.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and not everyone is going to like every album she puts out, but for me I'm enjoying it and am glad to have people who I can share my enthusiasm with and discuss it with.

[withmatchingscars]

ttpd is like... this fucking sucked... it was my fault... fuck joe... this also fucking sucked... fuck matty... i thought i was gonna die... straight up commit me to an asylum... FUCK matty... fuck joe... no one knows me... fuck kim kardashian... i created every problem and every consequence i have to face... please see me as human... i am exposing my flaws so you see me as a real person... fuck jake gyllenhaal... if you're gonna be so up my business you better realize how fucked up my business is... also hi killatrav ily... there is nothing redeeming about this chapter of my life... hi mom ily... this ALSO fucking sucked... there may be good in the world... here is every sin i have ever committed... i was promised love and forever repeatedly and no one ever delivered... my reaction to trauma was awful... i made so many bad decisions... if you're gonna crucify me do it for good reasons... are you not entertained?