Forget-me-not

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[halfthenight]

[forget-me-not-101]

I lost something, I don't know what it is but it feels important.

I feel it deep within,

and I don't think I will ever get it back.

[forget-me-not-101]

You spoke with the gentlest and sweetest voice, but every word was filled with hate

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They used the word love and all I heard was the hate in their voices.

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how are you doing? I hope you are okay.

I would be lying if I said I was fine, I mean some days are better than others but I'm safe. And also thanks for asking :))

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I was born with tragedy in my blood.

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If I had been loved a little more as a child, maybe I wouldn't have turned out like this.

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They say time heals all wounds, but after 10 years, my wounds still remain. They never disappeared.

[forget-me-not-101]

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

[forget-me-not-101]

You talk about me like you've never made a mistake.

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You were never allowed to grow into your full potential

[forget-me-not-101]

I wish I could just die,

that I don't have to get up,

go to work,

pay my bills,

and be in pain at the end of the day.

I wish I could just die,

that I no longer have to worry about tomorrow.

[forget-me-not-101]

I dream of making someone happy because no one has ever made me happy.

To give them what was never given to me.

[forget-me-not-101]

People always told me that tomorrow would be a better day but today Im still in pain.

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And when I turned seventeen I knew I would never be okay again.

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I should have died a teenager, but now it's too late.

[forget-me-not-101]

I really tried, but everything I do turns to disaster.

I really don't know how much longer I can take it.