wangxian akgae

they/he, 18⬆️, sideblog for my novel stuff

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Hilo! This is my novel sideblog! I like and follow from @/whisperwarlock

I mostly draw stuff (#ak art). I will tag anything writing/au related with #ideas or #fic

Feel free to mute #ak rambles if you don't want to see my talk

#rebloop for reblogs

#live tag is for if I'm reading something and want to talk about it

I both genderbend and transify characters, will be tagged accordingly, but stay away if you don't like that

ALSO A NO SWITCH ALLOWED ZONE! No hard feelings if blocked.

FUB free

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My favorite subgenre of scum villian fics are shen yuan in the abyss. With binghe, with someone else, as a demon, as a human, anything it's just Soo entertaining. I would like to write one myself but that would require coming up with some insane demon lore which I don't think I'm quite capable of

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Man I ry feel for sy like what are u supposed to be thinking when you've thought yourself into a hole like this.its like confirmation bias but like what do you think when someone chokes u out?

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I'm delusional about SY's coping coming thru while laughing at random shit in his dialogue. Distracting yourself from the current environment king?

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Once again sqq suffers from lying to myself disease where he will convince himself of some pre conceived notion that is entirely incorrect despite subconsciously knowing otherwise

The reason I think this is so long standing with binghe specifically bc it's a notion that specifically carries over from a previous life... Not withstanding if sqq read pidw for the entire runtime or only for the time he binge read it, the binge read effectively hammered in this notion of how luo binghe is supposed to live.

And even he who knows that there is more to this story, would be affected by the fact that the childhood - white lotus arc seems entirely insignificant in comparison to the rest of the story despite it setting up binghe's fucked up mindset

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sqq when it comes to telling himself something is necessary when it really isn't

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sqq thinking about how he has to throw binghe into the abyss: :(

binghe, sensing something is amiss: shizun hi! hiiiiiii!

sqq: :)

this is making me think on how sqq deals with things like this, he cares for binghe alot but as evidenced when he first killed a demon hes prone to pushing away this negative thought rather than dealing with it unless he's forced into it, which I think is part of the reason he was unable to avoid the immortal alliance conference. Willingly lived in happiness rather than fear. I can't really blame him tho,,,,

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Thinking about the common thing of child abuse type tavtics in xianxia novels - the reason sqq finds shen jiu's in particular so reprehensible is because of the targeted and petty nature of it. Like you are 40 years old competing with a 12 yr old are u not embarassed

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"in this world, there is nothing intolerable to the heavens. This is true for all races, as it's true for humans." -vol 1 page 181

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Oug the without a cure origin with bingge resigning himself to giving sex....DUDEEEE you know you don't have to do that 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

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Some things that sqq doesn't say out loud but is immensely telling, immediately after luo binghe shows him goodwill he talks about the abyss plotline

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"Shen Qingqiu hadn't noticed that, unconsciously, he no longer consdered the disciples around him—whether they were anxious, resolute, furious, or indecisive—to be mob characters that the novel had described in a scant number of words"

Proof of sy's conscious

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I like how sqq's narration is distracting both the reader and himself from the fact he just killed someone.

ngl he doesn't have any other option other than to get over it

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There's this one part that I remember from a post, and it still confuses me a little - official tl refers to sy as a veteran reader of pidw, but he also says he binged it in 20 days?

This is making me think of timeline things, like how in the extra it's said sy and xf went to the same uni (?) I need to refresh my memory a bit

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Currently rereading svsss but official tl, and it's really really funny how when the system at no point says that sqq has to preserve binghe's harem. Your heterocentric mindset is showing honey!

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I've thought before that I didn't understand why pidw was so popular, but thinking now about stuff like solo leveling being immensely popular despite being in a similar vein...and the numerous copycats....

Hey do u think pidw has copycat stories???

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Currently rereading svsss but official tl, and it's really really funny how when the system at no point says that sqq has to preserve binghe's harem. Your heterocentric mindset is showing honey!

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Why don't I say it then?

I want you all the time

Inspired by cuptoast's pork soda animatic ❤️💚

Separate sqq bc I think he's pretty