Eternally Lost Darkness

I left this world for I was abandoned. Unwanted...unloved... My feelings for Arle will never reach her. ((Independent AU Schezo who committed suicide. You may RP with this Schezo, but make sure to read the headcannons page!))

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“You’re never nice to him. There has never been a time where you exhibited kindness to him. He even remembers your birthday and you simply trigger his anger in return. You even killed him and controlled him. You may have already lost his trust.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

So when I gave him a present for his birthday, that wasn’t nice. When I promised to spare Arle in my plans, that wasn’t nice.

Interesting, I’ll be sure to keep that in mind.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"That is because you always go back on your word. I will forewarn you that hurting Arle will endow a more severe punishment than simply calling him that word. Because he has a damaged trust with you, he believes you will kill Arle one day."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“You can’t help him, unfortunately. Your treatment of him has forced him apart from you. Even if you claim to be friends with him, your constant insults tell him otherwise.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

Well Schezo needs to learn that I’m not always going to be nice to him. He can’t expect that!

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"You're never nice to him. There has never been a time where you exhibited kindness to him. He even remembers your birthday and you simply trigger his anger in return. You even killed him and controlled him. You may have already lost his trust."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“As I said, he cannot cope as well as you, despite his magic power.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

That’s terrible. I’ve been living a hell of a lot less than he has and yet I already know the things that he should know by now.

If he can’t cope, then he needs to learn to cope.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"You can't help him, unfortunately. Your treatment of him has forced him apart from you. Even if you claim to be friends with him, your constant insults tell him otherwise."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Even so, you and my present self are still human and have emotions. Inhibition needs to be released. Not even the present self has the ability to cope as well as you. Harsh words will do no good to him.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

If harsh words do no good to him, then maybe he should listen when I try to be nice.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"As I said, he cannot cope as well as you, despite his magic power."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“He underwent this pain since he was 14, and is now 181. The emotional strain may have not affected him between the missing 100 years, but now he has found someone he truly cares about. If those people die, he may not be able to withstand the pain of loss… You may have strong will, but what if it is lost when the event happens? Your claims may turn into lies.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

You’re implying that the event hasn’t already happened to me before. I’ve lost really close friends before I even met you guys.

Sure it was upsetting, but I knew I just had to keep going. Crying about it wouldn’t bring them back anyways.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"Even so, you and my present self are still human and have emotions. Inhibition needs to be released. Not even the present self has the ability to cope as well as you. Harsh words will do no good to him."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Even if Schezo cannot die, he’s realized that eventually his friends will be lost to time. They will pass away, where as he will be left alone because his body does not know death.”

[geniuspurge-blog]

Hmph, big deal. The same thing goes for me. I can’t die, and eventually I’ll have to watch others that I’m fond of die before my eyes. Sitting around moping and feeling sorry for myself isn’t going to do anything, so I spend the time that I do have with my friends while I still can.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"He underwent this pain since he was 14, and is now 181. The emotional strain may have not affected him between the missing 100 years, but now he has found someone he truly cares about. If those people die, he may not be able to withstand the pain of loss... You may have strong will, but what if it is lost when the event happens? Your claims may turn into lies."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

geniuspurge replied to your post: Don’t you have anything better to do than to make others upset with your doom and gloom, ghosty?

Oh? Go on then, humor me. Why is he like this then?

"Even if Schezo cannot die, he's realized that eventually his friends will be lost to time. They will pass away, where as he will be left alone because his body does not know death."

[littlegirlintheorangetutu-deact]

forgottenareiado replied to your post: I’ve begun to notice the Dark Wizard of present is realizing the burden.

“…? What is that you’re holding?”

This? Just something to keep me grounded, so I won’t float away.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"I see. I have been watching my present self, noticing he is lamenting over a burden he remembered.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

Don't you have anything better to do than to make others upset with your doom and gloom, ghosty?

"Aren't you quite harsh with the Dark Wizard of present? Perhaps you know not that it is not Arle's absence causing him to lament.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

thelastheroineofmobius started following you

"...?"

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"...I see the Dark Wizard of the present has remembered the burden."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“I’m from an alternate timeline. One that of 20 years later.

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I see…I seen another ghost not too long ago. …I seen him and his alive self…his name is Purge.

…I am very happy to see you like I did with your former self…I just hope you don’t bring about memories like he did. It’s … rather painful.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“…I see. Amnesia.”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I suppose you could say that. But I guess that what happens when you make a contract with Kyubey: One time your fighting witches, the next you become one not knowing what in the world is going on.

…But I have find out a few things about my former self…

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Such as…?”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

…For some reason she was beloved and liked by a lot of people for some odd reason. I really don’t see why myself. She seems like such a fool to me.

…my former self went by Amy Rose.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“….?!”

[Schezo’s eyes widen, realizing who this witch is.]

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

{Alexandra noticed the spirit’s reaction.}

You knew her too I suppose?

{Just how many damn people did this girl know?}

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"I do. I've had interactions with her a few times."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“I’m from an alternate timeline. One that of 20 years later.

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I see…I seen another ghost not too long ago. …I seen him and his alive self…his name is Purge.

…I am very happy to see you like I did with your former self…I just hope you don’t bring about memories like he did. It’s … rather painful.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“…I see. Amnesia.”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I suppose you could say that. But I guess that what happens when you make a contract with Kyubey: One time your fighting witches, the next you become one not knowing what in the world is going on.

…But I have find out a few things about my former self…

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Such as…?”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

…For some reason she was beloved and liked by a lot of people for some odd reason. I really don’t see why myself. She seems like such a fool to me.

…my former self went by Amy Rose.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"....?!"

[Schezo's eyes widen, realizing who this witch is.]

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“I’m from an alternate timeline. One that of 20 years later.

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I see…I seen another ghost not too long ago. …I seen him and his alive self…his name is Purge.

…I am very happy to see you like I did with your former self…I just hope you don’t bring about memories like he did. It’s … rather painful.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“…I see. Amnesia.”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I suppose you could say that. But I guess that what happens when you make a contract with Kyubey: One time your fighting witches, the next you become one not knowing what in the world is going on.

…But I have find out a few things about my former self…

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"Such as...?"

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“I’m from an alternate timeline. One that of 20 years later.

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

I see…I seen another ghost not too long ago. …I seen him and his alive self…his name is Purge.

…I am very happy to see you like I did with your former self…I just hope you don’t bring about memories like he did. It’s … rather painful.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"...I see. Amnesia."

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Oh…I haven’t interacted with anyone in ages…”　

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

…It seems someone has wandered into my barrier, but I believe they are invisible.

…Hello there regardless.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“…Who might you be?”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

{Alexandra toke a sip out of her cup while extending her pinky.}

…I am Alexandra, the isolation witch.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“….Schezo Wegey.”

{Schezo fades in to 20% visibility.}

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

{Alexandra nearly drops her tea cup at the slight of the ghost. It was the Dark Wizard from before. This ‘brother’.}

…The last time I seen you, you were…alive…unless…your from another Timeline aren’t you?

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"I'm from an alternate timeline. One that of 20 years later.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“Oh…I haven’t interacted with anyone in ages…”　

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

…It seems someone has wandered into my barrier, but I believe they are invisible.

…Hello there regardless.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

“…Who might you be?”

[hospitableisolation-deactivated]

{Alexandra toke a sip out of her cup while extending her pinky.}

…I am Alexandra, the isolation witch.

[forgottenareiado-blog]

"....Schezo Wegey."

{Schezo fades in to 20% visibility.}