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"i dug a DITCH. right outside of cologne. they're building a road. you can sign up in the morning if you get there in time. they don't check your papers. it's good exercise too, for your shoulders. i'm getting nice shoulders. but my feet...no more dancing feet.oh GOD."

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I loved you so much it sometimes burned in my chest.

Taylor Jenkins Reid, Maybe in Another Life (via simply-quotes)

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I’M BACK FOR REAL GUYS LIKE FOR A STARTER RUDY IS BACK!

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I’M BACK FOR REAL GUYS LIKE FOR A STARTER RUDY IS BACK!

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bleeding out // imagine dragons

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“——Why have you slipped out of the room?——To hunt violets!——Because Mother seems to laugh at me.——Why can’t you bring your lips together any more?——I don’t know.——Indeed I don’t know, I can’t find words——The path is like a velvet carpet, no pebbles, no thorns.——My feet don’t touch the ground.——Oh, how I slept last night!Here they are.——I become as grave as a nun at communion.——Sweet violets!——Peace, little mother, I will put on my long dress.——Oh God, if somebody would come upon whose neck I could fall and tell!”

indie and private wendla bergmann written by zoe. deaf west based play influenced

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IC WORD ASSOCIATION. // tagged by: @unownedsoul

ROUGH. sex. HIDE. dance. FOOLISH. self. SAD. drink. HATE. bent. LIGHT. morning. DARK. club. MOTHER. disappointed. FATHER. pride. CHILD. lost. MARRIAGE. straight. LOVE. max. SOFT. love. PET. plants. DREAM. ballet. DIVORCE. often. WATER. rough. LOUD. music. ANNOUNCEMENT. greta. POWER. nazis. FIGHT. stupid. SMACK. butt. WHITE. dress. SICK. frequently. KISS. tender. HURT. hate. HAPPY. dancing.

TAGGING: @ofhotheads, @mysticwisdoms, @moviestarred​

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                                                      ❛ 16 october. 

the question is: shame. what is its origin? and why are we hounded by its miserable shadow? does the mare feel shame as she couples with a stallion? are they deaf to everything their loins are telling them, until we grant them a marriage certificate? i think not. to my mind, shame is nothing but a product of education. meanwhile, old father kaulbach still blindly insists, in every single sermon, that it’s deeply rooted in our sinful human nature! which is why i now refuse to go to church — ❜

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unownedsoul:

   ❛ i’ve said it more than once, rudy — max is an asshole. besides, if he ends    up exposing you for running, he’ll have to expose himself too. ❜ melchior ends   up going along with rudy’s wishes, and pulls the other boy closer to him. he’s    trying his hardest not to look at rudy’s feet — they’re a mangled, bloody mess    and he honestly feels SICK. ❛ please, no one has to know. i’ll take you to the    hospital, get you fixed up, and then take you back. max won’t have to know.    please, rudy. ❜

“He won’t expose me but if we go to a hospital they’ll check papers. And I can’t have him angry at me. He’ll call me dumb, it’ll BE dumb. If they catch us...” He trails off unable to even put that fear into words. It’s like someone’s always in the corner of his eye, like a hand is about to grab him and plunge him into darkness. If Max can do anything it’s keep him safe from that. “I can’t. We can’t please Melchi.” He kisses the other boy’s hand that wraps around him. Letting himself slip into him like a old blanket. “Just be with me. I need you.

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ILSE:

               “ sometimes i’ll wake up with blood on my thighs.  don’t even REMEMBER doing anything the night before.    i think maybe i’m just supposed to bleed. ”

           “Max talks about that sometimes. Waking up and not knowing even what happened. He’ll just be bruised. Maybe it’s a type...I don’t know. It freaks me out. I hate it. I always make him promise to be gentle. That’s hard for him though.”

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american psycho the musical sentence memes pt. 1

‘ no cologne on the face ever because the high alcohol content dries out your skin, makes you look … older. ‘

‘ & some things have changed. ‘

‘ come on baby sell it out ‘

‘ you’re my next distraction. ‘

‘ she’s russian, not chinese, which is okay, it’s not great but … ‘

‘ the scene where johnny depp’s blood geysers from the bed? the best. ’

‘ can i get a thousand dollars in crisp fifty dollar bills? my gazelle skin wallet is feeling kind of light this a.m. ‘

‘ i want it all. ‘

‘ everybody wants to rule the world. ‘

‘ late … for you. ‘

‘ just say no. ‘

‘  no, got it. ‘

‘ don’t wear that outfit again. ‘

‘ don’t look at me like i’m insane. ‘

‘ you’re not insane … i am. ‘

‘ i have a question for g.q. if all of your friends are morons is it a felony & misdemeanor or an act of mercy if you blow their fucking heads off with a .38 magnum? ‘

‘ i think that’s a valid question. ‘

‘ did any of you assholes read the paper? ‘

‘ i finally get her to agree to give me a blowjob, but get this, she keeps her glove on. ‘

‘ oh baby, baby, you’re such a card. ‘

‘ you make it look oh so easy when i know it’s fucking hard. ‘

‘ the impression that you make is always in your hand. ‘

‘ what is he smoking? ‘

‘ i showed him my fucking card! ‘

‘ you are what you wear. ‘

‘ get a job & a hair cut. ‘

‘ it’s your favorite, darling, red velvet.’

‘ blow out the candles! ‘

‘ i wish to fit in. ‘

‘ you are banished. ‘

‘ we need to do some bolivian marching powder, like, now. ‘

‘ the world is going insane & we are becoming attuned to the insanity. ‘

‘ goodbye all you cunts, i’m done with these places. i’m tired of all your hideous faces. everyone of you fools is a stupid fuck. good luck. ‘

‘ i can feel it coming in the air tonight. ‘

‘ you can wipe off that grin, i know where you’ve been, it’s all be a pack of lies. ‘

‘ we don’t have anything in common. ‘

‘ i like a hardbody. ‘

‘ what’s that one with the little homelss girl on the poster? ‘

‘ is it my muscles that excite you or the heft of my cock? ‘

‘ i have to return some videotapes! ‘

‘ i really hope i don’t fall asleep. ‘

‘ darling, are you having a stroke? ‘

‘ i want a sixteen foot tiered ben & jerry’s ice cream cake. ‘

‘ if we get married, we’ll have such a wedding. ‘

‘ i’m having a nightmare where you are my wife. ‘

‘ i’d like a huge diamond, won’t settle for less. ‘

‘ if you only knew. ‘

‘ when i cut off her hand. ‘

‘ i’d swing an axe. ‘

‘ it’s that look in his eye that i don’t understand. ‘

‘ do you take american express? ‘

‘ that’s a very fine chardonnay that you’re not drinking. ‘

‘ how much did you pay for it? ‘

‘ i’m not a common man. ‘

‘ stay up late you know things happen. ‘

‘ it will hurt less if you relax. ‘

‘ are you excited or afraid? ‘

‘ every pleasure is a bore. ‘

‘ it’s a superb movie about an axe wielding santa. ‘

‘ i want a party to remember. ‘

‘ i’m ready to butcher some boys and some girls. ‘

‘ do you like huey lewis & the news? ‘

‘ that’s the date rape drug i put in your drink. ‘

‘ do you have a dog? a chow or something? ‘

‘ is that a raincoat you’re wearing? ‘

‘ i am utterly insane. i like to dissect girls. ‘

‘ that’s fine, i used to hate iggy pop too, but now that he’s more commercial i like him. ‘

‘ try to get a reservation at dorsia now you fucking asshole. ‘

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Antichrist (2009)

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MAX:

               “ WHAT?   rudy, that       that doesn’t even make SENSE.   we have NO MONEY;   where do you think i would get the MONEY to go out and party?  now that you mention it,  cocaine sounds WONDERFUL but i haven’t touched the stuff in months. i’ve been with you. ”

            “OH I don’t know. You’d get the money where ever you’d get the money. I mean you grew up practically bathing in it I’m sure the POOR LITTLE RICH BOY could figure something out. And even if you haven’t it must be so hard for you. No cocaine how ever will you manage? Now maybe we might have the money for cocaine if you, oh gee whiz I don’t know Max, did some work? Stopped leaving me behind everyday and helped me for a change? Don’t just sit around on your goddamn pampered ASS while I come home every night with my feet all bloody and calloused. But don’t mind me. Why should you care? I’m just some dead weight you have to deal with. Poor you. Poor Max forced to stay with miserable whiny little Rudy. It’s almost like you didn’t practically beg me to fuck you back in the day. It must to be so hard to have someone who truly LOVES you.”

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KATHERINE:

    ❛ would you mind doing an interview for the sun? ❜

@forgottendancer ♥’d

“Not at all! I’m actually a h u g e attention whore.”

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GAIL:

@forgottendancer liked THIS for a starter

“No, but in legal terms – Hans is a shithead.”

“I heard he sucked dick once for bus fare. And then he WALKED.”

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                        ❛ do i dream?? ❜

                                                                    ❛ i’mawake. ❜