Asha never understood why he’d chose to hide things from her. It only ate away at her more, made her worry and concerned that something bad would happen. If it was just work, what was the big deal?
“You’re confusing. Must be an American thing; like the big, tough, secret agent sort of situation.” She chuckled, head resting against him, “You don’t have to do everything on your own, and I’m perfectly capable of keeping myself safe. I could look into your eyes and make your brain boil in its on fluid. Wouldn’t have to lift a finger.”
She couldn’t think of a situation where she could ever do that, not even if he broke her heart, but Asha had always been the baby sister and daughter figure, even if she was technically the oldest of her siblings. It always got under her skin to feel like she had to be protected.
“But, lover, I did not make the mistake of taking money and not knowing what exactly what I am doing for it. I cannot and do not fault you for your discretion, but you’ve chosen an odd time to begin to care. The blood is already on your hands; at least allow me to help you clean them.”
“No, you didn’t make that mistake. I did. I was young and stupid and so full of anger,” emotion had begun to overtake his rational thinking and it was all beginning to spill out. The genie’d been let out of the bottle and there was no putting it back now. “I was supposed to protect those men and there wasn’t fuck-all I could do about it when some thing decided my unit looked like an all-you-can-eat buffet. So when Monolith approached me about joining them, promising me the ability to fight back against your kind, you’re god-damned right I took it and didn’t ask any questions. I wanted revenge and I got it. And you know what? I liked it.” Worn, leather boots lightly pushed at the coffee table in front of them, the stack of paperwork so precariously perched toppling over into a messy heap on the floor. “But... things changed. It stopped being about stopping them some years down the road and more about capturing them. What Monolith did with the ones we captured, I don’t know. But now I see their faces in my dreams and I can’t help but feel like it’s--- it’s a sign.” “I have to do this, Asha. I have to find out what happened to them. And I have to do it on my own. Because you’re right: you didn’t make this mistake. I did.”














