in a state of extacy

Personal/recovery/keeping myself on track blog.

[perrfectly]

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[forhimising]

most people don't understand the tortured poets department because they've never cheated on a good person and that's ok

[forhimising]

you spend your whole life looking for a soul bond and once you have it, like a precious antique, you don't know where exactly it's meant to go. it's too large, too precious, too extraordinary. suddenly the decor you can provide it is inadequate.

it clashes with the walls.

here commences a lifetime of shifting it around, like a most adored river stone.

[forhimising]

Been dreaming a lot recently

[jiangwanyin]

— vladimir nabokov, in a letter to his wife [24 march 1937] from letters to véra (trans. olga voronina & brian boyd)

[nymphomaniacfanclub]

[monachopsis-people]

[1rrv]

[perfectquote]

“Good conversation turns me on. A connection between two people, a mental one first.”

— Brian Molko

[feral-ballad]

Claire C. Holland, from I Am Not Your Final Girl: Poems; “Ginger”

[Text ID: “I got cursed, in every way a / woman can. / You kill yourself, over and over, / to be different.”]

[donske]

Irréversible (2002) dir. Gaspar Noé.

[altruisticwriter]

-William Wordsworth

[weltenwellen]

Kaveh Akbar, from "Heritage", Calling a Wolf a Wolf

[weltenwellen]

Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

[funeral]

Jenny Holzer, The Living Series

[metamorphesque]

  ― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[text ID: I want you always to remember me. Will you remember that I existed, and that I stood next to you here like this?]

[annabelle--cane]

it's rotten work. especially to me especially if it's you. I'll fucking do it but christ alive.