I’m a 29F who identified as a lesbian for 8 years prior to my current bf of over a year. I started having a lot of confusion about my sexuality in my mid twenties, started fantasizing about men a lot. I now acknowledge that my biological clock started ticking, and I just couldn’t resist any longer. I occasionally secretly hooked up with men between girlfriends, until I met my current boyfriend and he changed everything.
It’s embarrassing to admit I am becoming more feminine for him. I used to be a military cut, butch lesbian and now? Silky skirts and shoulder length hair. I’m incredibly submissive to him overall. I was also always the “never wanted kids” type, but now I can’t stop thinking about giving him a family. I feel guilty because being in a straight relationship is so easy, and honestly it’s been nice to feel “normal” or “accepted” more in this relationship.
I love being his sweet little feminine girlfriend so much. I can’t help but hope for the white picket fence ending for myself. Sometimes it ok to learn more about yourself and change. I’m trying to be gentle with myself as I reflect on my journey.
If anyone has questions about my journey from lesbian feminist to newly traditional woman, girlfriend, and someday wife and mother, please doesn’t hesitate to submit ask (anon or otherwise).
I’m trying to be more open about my experience because I have nothing to be ashamed of 🤍
