#exlesbian

[nuerodiventperson]

Do you think you have to just know to like someone?

Because there's this person who I thunk pulled me out of my 3 year lesbanism and they are so perfect ik every day and I'm oretty sure they check pretty much every box out their but I don't know, and that's the only reason I don't know which is because I don't know, that doesn't make any sesne probably

[grandmaevan-blog]

I’ve decided not to be a lesbian....

My lesbian days are over after I saw that sweet piece of man meat called @grandpatape. My feathers go hard for you. I so badly wanna taste that tender slab of meat big boy.

[rainbowloliofjustice]

exlesbian replied to your post: Tumblr’s hatred of The Straights is probably why...

um,, i don’t think tumblr hates bi, pan, or aro/ace people ??

I’m too tired to dig up things about bi and pan people, but as far as ace people go...

You can look at pretty much anyone with “discourse” or any of its variants in their URL, people who unironically call themselves heterophobes/aphobes, or people who say that aphobia doesn’t exist and ace people facing corrective rape is “appropriation” from lesbian “culture”.

[hmuchurch]

Freed from Homosexuality

-Hyejin Oh, HMU Church-

I was Homosexual!

  I was never confident, but there was one thing I was proud of.

It was sports.

It was great to be finally receive that love and attention for the first time. When I entered middle school, I started to have strange feelings for her. At first, I thought it was strange. But the craving I had for love was bigger than that thought, so I started to like girls more and more. At first I resisted because that meant I couldn't die on the day that I planned. Because my heart was exhausted, it was not easy for me to listen to the sermon. But because Jesus gave His life for me, my mind was filled with the thought of Jesu s. 

  There is only Jesus in my heart.

Homosexuality is completely gone.

My heart no longer contains lustful desires or women that I love with all my life.

facebook - https://www.facebook.com/resurrectiongod

[asurefoundation-blog]

A Lesbian's Deliverance.

           As long as I can remember, I struggled with being attracted to women. The first time that I ever saw anything sexual was two women kissing, seeing that at such a young age (3 years old), it engraved in me. By this time I was a school ager, pre 5th grade, I  had thoughts of suicide. Being sexually attracted to women made me feel sick to my stomach. I didn't know why, I felt like there was something wrong with me. And I wished that I could just be a boy, so then I could be "normal". So, I was in the bathroom, contemplating if I should kill myself, by overdosing. With in moments, I felt as if there were angles, surrounding me, protecting me. I fell to my knees, and I cried. Now I realize that by the grace of God he was there, he saved my life. I wasn't raised in a "religious" home, however, I knew that my parents believed in God, and I have very few memories of going to church when I was little. Years went by, and I still struggled with my attractions. Jump to the summer of 8th grade. I had my first girlfriend. We dated for a short time, and I was the one who broke it off. I felt so convicted, that I had to. I felt dirty, and sick. As if did something wrong, she didn't understand, and I didn't quite understand it at the time either. But I knew that I had to cut it off.. Now when I got in to high school, I accepted Jesus, aka got saved. A few months later, I started looking at porn. A few years went by, and I prayed and prayed for these feelings, and attractions to go away. To be honest, they didn't. So there I was, I felt like I was drowning. I knew what God thought about homosexuality, but I knew what my flesh wanted too. I felt like it was easier to give in to it, rather than fight the good fight, and want to stop. Fast forward to now, through fasting and prayer, I've come to ignowlage that God wont take something out, and away from you if you still desire it. So, I asked him, to make my heart and his thoughts like his. Also, I had to go deep with in my self, and free myself from childhood issues that bounded me that I was still holding on to, I overcame them.  This was an going process, of taking steps forward, and yes, there were moments of back sliding. But with every back slide, there was a break through. So how am I today with this situation? Well I'm not going to lie, there are times when I will have a thought, and yes I've been tempted to look at porn.  However, there is a big difference, I don't act on these thoughts anymore, and I flee from the temptations, and seek out God. God never called us to be heterosexuals, he called us to be holly. And that's my goal.  Do I think I was "born gay", The bible tells us that we were born sinners with free will.  We must be willing to obey, pick up our crosses, and die to ourselves daily, and to strive to be Christ like. I could of sat there and said, No, its to hard and compromised, an gave in. With the thought of conviction racing through the back of my head, but I knew that God had a bigger plan for me. Through him, I'm an over comer, and I'm stronger than I ever had been. And I thank God that he never gave up on me.

 By his spirit we can break any addiction or lifestyle! To God Be the Glory!!!!

Romans 5:3-5

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;  perseverance, character; and character, hope.  And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

[goodnightmycherubs-blog]

Fucking hasbians!

[cutestgirlofficial]

Aside from my depressing friendship post,

This year hasn't been completely horrible. For example;

I moved up a level in English, and I went into the class thinking I'd be the loner who didn't talk to anyone. Mind you, everyone in the group had pretty much always been in the group. Plus, I basically missed a year of English so it was a bit intimidating. As the year moved along, I found my suspicions to be completely wrong. I made friendships with people who I now love quite a bit. Michelle and Delaney turned out to be two people I can talk to. Together we formed our little misfits corner in the class, along with our confused-about-what-being-a-lesbian-means friend Josh. Some of us have our days where we don't want to talk to anyone, and we all can respect that. Academically, we all strive for a deeper meaning in the class work we're given. It feels good to be with people who actually want to hear my opinion on the book or the assignment given. 

What I'm trying to say is we're a good group of youngsters who love each other and stuff. Part of this is because of tumblr and English. You guys are the best... except Michelle.