you can be me when i'm gone @formshaper-a - Tumblr Blog

hey if you sent me an ask, i didn't get it. inbox said 1 but there's nothing in there.

also as an aside i would really love to come back here sometime but eh. ever since [gestures at personal issues in jan-feb of this year] it's been hard to enjoy being in the tumblr rpc and i don't really know how to fix that. i still want to write with my friends here but i like, consistently haven't been able to a) get invested in anything longterm due to my shit attention span, b) be open to making new friends after [gestures again at january], or c) just write in general lol. especially given how dead the sandman RPC is. i got tired of always having to do crossover stuff. especially since it always kind of comes down to like "corinth is stalking the other muse and being a freak" and that's it, because i don't have the fuckin... brain capacity for anything better idk.

plus like. especially with corinth but with most of my muses in general, it feels like the things i most want to write/get invested in involve a lot of like... making someone else do most of the work while i just focus on my character Having Feelings or Going Through Trauma. and i don't really want to do that to anyone. i don't want writing with me to be a one-sided thing where the other person is just there to like, meet my needs or whatever. that's what solo writing is for.

so. gestures vaguely. i'll definitely be back sometime and i always check in on here now and then to see how my friends are doing but for now you can consider me on hiatus i guess. i would love to come back on a main-blog multimuse or something (probably under a new name. i'm not feeling Wilds as much anymore; sure it's our system name but realistically when does anyone but me talk to anyone lol) but i'm also really attached to corinth and this url so like. idk man. idk!

#( ooc. )

hey who the fuck do we write again? / from me for you

baby i don't fucking REMEMBER!!!!!!! I FORGOR!!!!

#( ooc. )#[ this made me laugh so much i love you. wtf. <333 ]

crownmemes

Questioning Sentences, Vol. 30

(Questioning sentences from various sources to ask all kinds of muses. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"So, are we done shooting each other now?"

"What the hell do you mean you lost them?"

"If you saw a crime about to happen, what would you do?"

"Can you just explain exactly what you do?"

"You see what this place does to people?"

"Can we not do this right now?"

"Has it occurred to you that perhaps I want to be alone?"

"Why is there an ear in the omelette?"

"You've been around a lot of corpses. Is that one normal?"

"What, you admire him now?"

"Was it worth it? Compromising yourself for money?"

"Nothing ever changes with you, does it?"

"You realise I'm still here, right?"

"Do you have any regret for the things you've done?"

"You know you're a suspect, right?"

"You know who I am, don't you?"

"Must you always be such a smartass?"

"People rarely notice things right in front of their eyes, don't you find?"

"Have the headaches started yet?"

"Will I ever see you again?"

"Do you have nothing better to do?"

"Why would you say something like that? What kind of person says something like that?"

"Don't all husbands lie to their wives?"

"Did he arrest you or something?"

"What's the possible upside to asking a question like that?"

"Is this the part where you tell me there's something I should know?"

"Do you only date cops?"

"This isn't a training exercise, is it?"

"You're not lying to me, are you?"

"Why are you singing?"

"I know you've got a secret. Won't you tell it to me?"

"Do you think you can tell who a person is just by looking in their eyes?"

"Do I look like I tan?"

"Are you asking me a question, or are you accusing me of something?"

"Are you in love with him?"

"Can you promise me you're not going to let anyone hurt me?"

"Are you trying to fix me?"

"You're giving me orders now?"

"Do you have something you believe in so deeply, so passionately, it goes beyond simple loyalty?"

"Why is your house so big?"

"Haven't you seen enough blood for one night?"

"They told you I was crazy, didn't they?"

"You don't think very much of me, do you?"

#meme.

lenainwonderland

#[ what if i screamed. ]#silver.#armand.#astarion.#elja.#[ also i am still on hiatus lol i just want to rb this... for reasons.. ]

demonsascent-deactivated2025032

uh oh besties we are oversexualizing ourself because it feels better to be used than to be ignored

#[ screams!!! ]#silver.#[ or well. silver-who-is-not-silver. ]#elja.#erik.#[ though only in v: hellfire ]#armand.#[ i think that's it. the others you might think of [like astarion] would MUCH RATHER BE IGNORED. ]

i've been re-reading the bed.lam sta.cks and so to the surprise of nobody my raphael muse is through the ROOF, with merrick at a close second. mostly raphael though.

i'd actually forgotten he was a big part of the inspiration behind the grave.digger - at least in terms of mannerisms and voice (graves has a similar "voice dragged through a shale quarry, constantly losing it" thing going on).

#( ooc. )#[ also some muse for not-silver. shrug ]#[ too bad nobody has read TBS. or seen bla.ck sa.ils but my silver is kind of an oc at this point so that's less of a problem ]

stuckinapril

I don’t care about it at all (I have carried its weight around like a rock on my chest since the very day it happened)

#graves.#atticus.

allthingswhumpyandangsty

power imbalance in real life: 👎🏻🚫🙅🏻‍♀️🤢🚫🙅🏻‍♀️🚩👎🏻

power imbalance in fiction: yesssss king, put that man in a shock collar ✨🫠🔥 he looks so good crying on his knees😮‍💨🥵🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 yes. more blood. give him ✨pain✨

#[ yeah ]

crownmemes

Questioning Sentences, Vol. 30

(Questioning sentences from various sources to ask all kinds of muses. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"So, are we done shooting each other now?"

"What the hell do you mean you lost them?"

"If you saw a crime about to happen, what would you do?"

"Can you just explain exactly what you do?"

"You see what this place does to people?"

"Can we not do this right now?"

"Has it occurred to you that perhaps I want to be alone?"

"Why is there an ear in the omelette?"

"You've been around a lot of corpses. Is that one normal?"

"What, you admire him now?"

"Was it worth it? Compromising yourself for money?"

"Nothing ever changes with you, does it?"

"You realise I'm still here, right?"

"Do you have any regret for the things you've done?"

"You know you're a suspect, right?"

"You know who I am, don't you?"

"Must you always be such a smartass?"

"People rarely notice things right in front of their eyes, don't you find?"

"Have the headaches started yet?"

"Will I ever see you again?"

"Do you have nothing better to do?"

"Why would you say something like that? What kind of person says something like that?"

"Don't all husbands lie to their wives?"

"Did he arrest you or something?"

"What's the possible upside to asking a question like that?"

"Is this the part where you tell me there's something I should know?"

"Do you only date cops?"

"This isn't a training exercise, is it?"

"You're not lying to me, are you?"

"Why are you singing?"

"I know you've got a secret. Won't you tell it to me?"

"Do you think you can tell who a person is just by looking in their eyes?"

"Do I look like I tan?"

"Are you asking me a question, or are you accusing me of something?"

"Are you in love with him?"

"Can you promise me you're not going to let anyone hurt me?"

"Are you trying to fix me?"

"You're giving me orders now?"

"Do you have something you believe in so deeply, so passionately, it goes beyond simple loyalty?"

"Why is your house so big?"

"Haven't you seen enough blood for one night?"

"They told you I was crazy, didn't they?"

"You don't think very much of me, do you?"

#meme.#[ i invite you to send 500 of these for literally any muses ]#[ i've had NO writing juice but im hoping like. maybe variety will help. who knows. ]#[ also if youre struggling to pick a muse see my pinned post! it will help. ]

formshaper-a

oh I need to bring my 1700s-1800s trans/detrans/nb doctor oc back... Clarence my beloved...

formshaper-a

i made them in part because we were going through some gender shit at the time and were frustrated with like. the lack of complicated trans stories where the journey is more convoluted than "I was assigned a gender, now I'm another gender and that's it". yknow how it is

#( ooc. )#and in particular the ways in which like #when you transition to another gender. there can be drawbacks to being perceived as that gender.#for clarence they transitioned from male to female to nonbinary-but-perceived-as-male #and theres just so much they do not like about being perceived as a woman AND as a man. yknow.#brought to you by how much i fucking hate being seen as either #and in particular just like #the frustration with masculine characteristics like facial and body hair that can make it so so hard to pass as anything but a man.

oh I need to bring my 1700s-1800s trans/detrans/nb doctor oc back... Clarence my beloved...

#( ooc. )#[ i didnt really do anytging with them but theyre rotating in my head. ]

good morning, for the kink/spicy meme, talk about Silver and Horst? I have no specific asks, or rather, I have multiple 👀 (pain during sex?what position is your muse's favorite? Why? how do they go about initiating sexy play? does your muse have any taboo kinks?what is your muse's favorite form of foreplay?) feel free to ignore any you don't wish to answer <3

GOD. I'VE MISSED THEM. ok let's see. good luck figuring out if i'm referring to alters or timeline shit here (the answer is both)

does your muse enjoy pain during sex?

HEAVILY contextual. he likes an ache more than a sting, being held down tight enough to hurt more than actively being hurt. long john in particular DOES like pain during sex (especially being slapped/spanked), but it's up for debate whether it's actually like... good for him to receive it or not, especially in later verses. again, very contextual. overall he's okay with horst giving him a little bit of pain (especially bites. oops), but with anyone else it would usually be a hard no.

what position is your muse's favorite? why?

with horst in particular it's missionary baby!! how else are they supposed to gaze lovingly into each other's eyes, and also carry semi-casual conversations until silver finally stops being able to string words together. he does, however, also REALLY like any position involving horst on his knees.

if i remember right (bearing in mind i barely remember 2018-2022 anymore) i think silver also doesn't usually like any position where he can't easily see his partner, but silver-who-is-not-silver in particular loves being able to trust horst enough to be completely fine with it. as long as horst is touching him he's all good.

how do they go about initiating sexy play?

oh that one's easy. literally all he has to do is vaguely imply that he's bored SDKFJNSDFJK--but also i think actually polorus era he is just FOREVER baiting horst into chasing him around until whoopsie-daisies wow how did we get into the bedroom? oh well when in rome :)

does your muse have any taboo kinks?

this is tumblr dot com, the website of no reading comprehension or critical thought. if your muse has taboo kinks it means you're personally not only into the same ones, but you also advocate for the non-kink equivalent of them. silver has never had a single non-pure thought in his life.

no but actually i don't really think he has any that i can think of (or that i would really consider "taboo"). at most there's maybe something to be said for the fact that sometimes he is mentally stuck in time and may regress/feel/behave as if he's younger (whether it's an alter or not), and that can bleed into the bedroom. but i don't think that's really a kink of his so much as just "a thing that happens, and he happens to enjoy being taken care of when it does [if he's not freaking the fuck out about it]".

also like, it's the 1700s so his knowledge of kinks is mostly limited to "shit he saw straight men get up to or talk about in the brothels his mother worked in".

what is your muse's favorite form of foreplay?

KISSING. but also just gentle caressing/being all wrapped up in one another. he MUST be touching horst with his entire body at all times actually.

#hc: silver #desires: silver #spicy text #silver & horst #infamouscabal #age regression tw #i guess.

💋 Riona is very very much not expecting him to let her. But she is asking to smooch Erik’s cheek.

Predictably, he stops her. Not with a push of the hand or by turning away: the pen Charles had been writing with zips from his hand and pushes into the centre of Riona's chest instead, with just enough pressure to deter her from coming any closer.

Bad enough that Riona of all people should become aware of how deeply Erik's aversion to being touched runs - but it's even worse with Charles there. The telepath utters a disgruntled sound of protest when his pen is ripped from his hand, starting to open his mouth to argue with Erik over it... and nothing. He's realised what's happening.

Erik ignores him. He stares Riona down despite the deep discomfort of eye contact, saying nothing.

"Oh, I see," says Charles mournfully, leaning back in his chair. "Erik gets all the attention, while I languish in solitude over here..." He extends a hand to Riona, smiling - welcoming her to show affection to him, instead. "Bring my pen with you, would you?"

#ic: erik #ic: charles #asoulofstars #[ oh my writing is dogshit this morning but we stay silly. ]