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No longer will I compare myself the fight harder than before but passion is running running through my veins oh baby I’m a fighter

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- r.h. Sin

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31/07/15

5 weeks have past

Since the day you decided to interrupt my life

How selfish

Walking around breaking glass

With not a care

Who stands close by

I wish my dear

That the glass did not hurt

That the pain did not fill my head with memories

But the old wounds you left

Are only just healing

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I am burning flame blazing wildy and free you will not put me out my fire burns too big

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Don't get lost in the words of men

speaking of love and beauty

the sound of inflection flows through

how do I look in the eyes of blind men

they dream of a girl

convinced

I stand in cotention

denying their desire

in a puddle of tainted ideals

who do you see?

what eyes stare back at you?

I am nothing

but fools gold

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I think I'm falling in love with you

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He looks, I smile. My cheeks run red What a fool you made of me His hands reach out to hold me, I'm home.

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Disclaimer // I am in no way good at writing But I love it It helps me open my mind and be more creative And simply, makes me smile! This Tumblr is mainly for me But please don't hate or put me down for trying

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I still remember a moment in time when you meant nothing to me before you existed before I spent my weeks, days, hours.. thinking of you crazy, isn't it? how in an instant someone who means nothing can become your world

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That wall was my design My final masterpiece My final farewell It’s called the regret

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I've never truly been alone Afraid of were my thoughts would wonder Fear keeps ahold of me I want to wish it all away The pain that hides in my past

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I get lost deep into your eyes and the concept of time becomes non existent

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I wish I could say I'm sorry for the pain But darling, you jumped and fell. That's life.

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I run my hands along my bare skin The marks that were once there are long gone But my skin continues to burn

I grab my cheek Wishing your hand was on mine But all I can remember is the pain that hand left behind

I smell my jumper Your smell lingers and my thoughts run for hours Lover ‘How could someone love so deeply but with inflict much pain’

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We could have been incredible Together we could have been invincible

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i pushed                               

but told myself..  I was fine 

in pain                                              

oh how I lost myself

now

how do i mend myself

 - yours truely, the broken self

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Stuck. You stole me and I fell again