A SONG ABOUT US IS A SONG ABOUT HISTORY

[sjdsjkdlskdas-deactivated202012]

in middle school i emailed a friend once being a depressing bastard of a child “where do i go: to the left, where nothing’s right? Or to the right, where nothing’s left?” and i wasn’t expecting to be so rocked by his answer of “forward” that i think about it to this day

losing my mind at this actually

[catlaila]

     i thought, this is the most incredible thing i have ever seen, and i had better keep it a safe distance away from me. i thought, if someone like that ever loved me, it would set me on fire.      and then i was a careless fool, and i fell in love with you anyway. when you rang me at truly shocking hours of the night, i loved you. when you kissed me in disgusting public toilets and pouted in hotel bars and made me happy in ways in which it had never even occurred to me that a mangled-up, locked-up person like me could be happy, i loved you.      and then, inexplicably, you had the absolute audacity to love me back. can you believe it?      sometimes, even now, i still can’t.

                              — red, white & royal blue, casey mcquiston

[juliadorable-deactivated2020120]

[grad-school-fool]

This is 100% how anxiety works

[captainhandsomes]

Peter Parker, a.k.a. the most polite Avenger.

[shira-san-ni]

[chisaki]

That face is heartbreaking.

[unspiritedaway]

[bpdbot]

sometimes i have too many emotions and sometimes i have none at all but i always always feel like i’m drowning

[thesaurio]

Learn how to swim Bitch

[bpdbot]

i made this post when i was in A Mood and all the replies are so angst and depressing except this Whole Ass Mood. Learn how to swim Bitch it’s 2018 we’re dealing with our problems

[fangirl-in-a-world-full-of-books]

White shouldn’t be the default any more than straight should be the default. There shouldn’t even be a default.

Becky Albertalli, Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda (via fangirl-in-a-world-full-of-books)

[booksqouted]

Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer and, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them.

Ray Bradbury, Dandelion Wine (via booksqouted)

[cassandraclare]

YOU. ARE. LOVED.

This is the best message for Alec on his birthday I could think of. Alec, my love, I remember inventing you and loving you when no one else had met you; I remember thinking of one of my best friends, who is now no longer with us, and wanting to give him the happy ending that he never got. 

Alec, you will get the moon and the stars, the leadership you deserve, and the man you love. And there’s still so much more for you to experience. :)

Thank you Cassandra Jean for this gorgeous art!

And now a snippet from Red Scrolls. Don’t worry I’ve got a little Malecy one for later, but I wanted to post something just about Alec, his heart and his growth.

“Helen,” Alec said. “The Clave tells us not to trust Downworlders. Despite the Accords, despite everything, we all get indoctrinated, and we —” He broke off, looking up at the clear, cold stars. “I used to follow the rules because I thought it would keep everyone I cared about safe,” he said. “But I’ve started to realize that everyone I care about is a bigger group and a different group than the Clave was built to accept.”

“So what are you suggesting we do?” Helen said.

“We change the Clave,” said Alec. “From inside. We make new Laws. Better ones.”

“Institute Heads can suggest new laws,” said Aline. “Your mother —”

“I want to do this myself,” said Alec. “I’ve realized — I don’t need to change. And neither do you, Helen, or you, Aline. It’s the world that needs to change, and we’re going to be the ones to change it.”

[acomaflove]

Cassian: What’s your favorite Disney movie, Feyre?

Feyre: I was too poor to afford a TV

Cassian: *picks Feyre up and throws her over his shoulder*

Feyre: What are you doing?!?

Cassian: *plops her down on a couch*

Cassian: Be right back.

*A few moments later*

Morrigan: *bursts into the room* YOU HAVEN’T SEEN THE LION KING?!?

Feyre: …no

Rhysand: *flys in the window with Azriel* I heard the tragic news, so I brought popcorn.

Amren: *enters the room with a pile of blankets* Are we doing this or not?

Cassian: *re-enters with a pile of DVDs and a bottle of wine*

Amren: We’ll need more wine than that.

Feyre: What’s going on?!? *turns to Rhys* Weren’t you in a meeting?!?

Rhysand: This is more important.

Morrigan: *plops down next to Feyre* Disney Movie Marathon!!!

(Comment what they’d watch 1st)

[acomaflove]

Cassian: What’s your favorite Disney movie, Feyre?

Feyre: I was too poor to afford a TV

Cassian: *picks Feyre up and throws her over his shoulder*

Feyre: What are you doing?!?

Cassian: *plops her down on a couch*

Cassian: Be right back.

*A few moments later*

Morrigan: *bursts into the room* YOU HAVEN’T SEEN THE LION KING?!?

Feyre: …no

Rhysand: *flys in the window with Azriel* I heard the tragic news, so I brought popcorn.

Amren: *enters the room with a pile of blankets* Are we doing this or not?

Cassian: *re-enters with a pile of DVDs and a bottle of wine*

Amren: We’ll need more wine than that.

Feyre: What’s going on?!? *turns to Rhys* Weren’t you in a meeting?!?

Rhysand: This is more important.

Morrigan: *plops down next to Feyre* Disney Movie Marathon!!!

(Comment what they’d watch 1st)

[officialunitedstates]

new rule.  if you’re going to reblog my post and add a comment you will now be charged accordingly

[cannibal-felix-deactivated20160]

i do not accept the chrages

[officialunitedstates]

Letter charge (22):       $2.20 Word charge (6):          $6.00 Sentences (1):              $3.00 Typos (1):                     $1.50 Tax (7.5%):                   $0.95 Total:                          $13.65

[automatic-caution-door]

[cobaltdays-deactivated20210208]

I AM DYING AHDKSJDWHEJE

[youngadultquoted]

There’s a Japanese phrase that I like: koi no yokan. It doesn’t mean love at first sight. It’s closer to love at second sight. It’s the feeling when you meet someone that you’re going to fall in love with them. Maybe you don’t love them right away, but it’s inevitable that you will.

Nicola Yoon, The Sun is Also a Star (via youngadultquoted)

[thebestoftumbling]