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mieczyslaw ' stiles ' stilinski human | spark | 18 [ formerly possessed ] fbi agent in-training indie & semi-selective canon-divergent currently on H I A T U S in the progress of being completely revamped. written by sara / nyx

[fortiisvulpes]

Hello, all of you lovely people!

It has been quite some time since I logged onto this blog, so I am pretty sure very few of you remember who I am. However, I would like to drop by one final time to just… thank all of you who have stuck around. Who didn’t press the unfollow button, and who have been supportive of me and my portrayal of Stiles all this time. This blog was the stepping stone for me in the RP community. It was where I truly realised my love for writing collaborative works with other people, and the TW fandom - albeit not without its flaws - has been nothing but kind and welcoming to me. I would like to thank everyone who has written with me, who’s seemingly enjoyed my portrayal of our favourite token human. To be honest, it makes me quite emotional to give this…. sort of final goodbye, as I have so many happy memories on this blog. I met some great people here, people I still care deeply for and some I even talk with to this day. However, happy memories and nostalgia aside, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s been literal years since I last tapped away on the keyboard. Stiles has been here, gathering dust, and I’m afraid I don’t think I’ll pick him back up. At least not for a long time, and certainly not on this blog. As much as I love this blog and it fills me with joy, my anxieties and self-doubt outweighs it and I’m afraid I must do what I have to for my own mental wellbeing. In other words, I suppose this is an apology as much as a token of gratitude. It was never my intention to just disappear the way I did. I can dish out excuses about how college was rough on my mental health, or how my depression and anxiety spiked up and hasn’t quite settled yet, but in the end it doesn’t change the fact that what I did was unfair to those who supported me on this platform. Of which I apologise. I love you all, and I never wanted to let anyone down. Who knows, perhaps I’ll one day return under a new URL. As much as my interest for the show has dwindled significantly, my love for our beloved  Mieczyslaw “Stiles” Stilinski is as strong as ever, and I don’t think I want to give him up for good. For now, however, this blog will be an archive of sorts. If anyone wishes to reach me, my skype is @aipiebaka and my kik is @thesheriffskid!  Thank you again, to those who have stuck around. And I’m sorry for the sudden disappearance.  Sara out!

[fortiisvulpes]

Hello, all of you lovely people!

It has been quite some time since I logged onto this blog, so I am pretty sure very few of you remember who I am. However, I would like to drop by one final time to just… thank all of you who have stuck around. Who didn’t press the unfollow button, and who have been supportive of me and my portrayal of Stiles all this time. This blog was the stepping stone for me in the RP community. It was where I truly realised my love for writing collaborative works with other people, and the TW fandom - albeit not without its flaws - has been nothing but kind and welcoming to me. I would like to thank everyone who has written with me, who’s seemingly enjoyed my portrayal of our favourite token human. To be honest, it makes me quite emotional to give this…. sort of final goodbye, as I have so many happy memories on this blog. I met some great people here, people I still care deeply for and some I even talk with to this day. However, happy memories and nostalgia aside, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s been literal years since I last tapped away on the keyboard. Stiles has been here, gathering dust, and I’m afraid I don’t think I’ll pick him back up. At least not for a long time, and certainly not on this blog. As much as I love this blog and it fills me with joy, my anxieties and self-doubt outweighs it and I’m afraid I must do what I have to for my own mental wellbeing. In other words, I suppose this is an apology as much as a token of gratitude. It was never my intention to just disappear the way I did. I can dish out excuses about how college was rough on my mental health, or how my depression and anxiety spiked up and hasn’t quite settled yet, but in the end it doesn’t change the fact that what I did was unfair to those who supported me on this platform. Of which I apologise. I love you all, and I never wanted to let anyone down. Who knows, perhaps I’ll one day return under a new URL. As much as my interest for the show has dwindled significantly, my love for our beloved  Mieczyslaw “Stiles” Stilinski is as strong as ever, and I don’t think I want to give him up for good. For now, however, this blog will be an archive of sorts. If anyone wishes to reach me, my skype is @aipiebaka and my kik is @thesheriffskid!  Thank you again, to those who have stuck around. And I’m sorry for the sudden disappearance.  Sara out!

[fortiisvulpes]

Hello, all of you lovely people!

It has been quite some time since I logged onto this blog, so I am pretty sure very few of you remember who I am. However, I would like to drop by one final time to just… thank all of you who have stuck around. Who didn’t press the unfollow button, and who have been supportive of me and my portrayal of Stiles all this time. This blog was the stepping stone for me in the RP community. It was where I truly realised my love for writing collaborative works with other people, and the TW fandom - albeit not without its flaws - has been nothing but kind and welcoming to me. I would like to thank everyone who has written with me, who’s seemingly enjoyed my portrayal of our favourite token human. To be honest, it makes me quite emotional to give this…. sort of final goodbye, as I have so many happy memories on this blog. I met some great people here, people I still care deeply for and some I even talk with to this day. However, happy memories and nostalgia aside, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s been literal years since I last tapped away on the keyboard. Stiles has been here, gathering dust, and I’m afraid I don’t think I’ll pick him back up. At least not for a long time, and certainly not on this blog. As much as I love this blog and it fills me with joy, my anxieties and self-doubt outweighs it and I’m afraid I must do what I have to for my own mental wellbeing. In other words, I suppose this is an apology as much as a token of gratitude. It was never my intention to just disappear the way I did. I can dish out excuses about how college was rough on my mental health, or how my depression and anxiety spiked up and hasn’t quite settled yet, but in the end it doesn’t change the fact that what I did was unfair to those who supported me on this platform. Of which I apologise. I love you all, and I never wanted to let anyone down. Who knows, perhaps I’ll one day return under a new URL. As much as my interest for the show has dwindled significantly, my love for our beloved  Mieczyslaw “Stiles” Stilinski is as strong as ever, and I don’t think I want to give him up for good. For now, however, this blog will be an archive of sorts. If anyone wishes to reach me, my skype is @aipiebaka and my kik is @thesheriffskid!  Thank you again, to those who have stuck around. And I’m sorry for the sudden disappearance.  Sara out!

[littlecofiegirl]

( ~˘3˘)~ ♥

[mad-madam-m]

In case you're still taking affectionate prompts: Sterek/5 - one of them's been away for a loooong time (IDK, one of them's an astronaut and spent 8 months on the ISS?). Thank you! 😊

5. A Reunion Kiss

(A reunion, you say? After, perhaps, a few years apart?… >.>)

“Shit, shit, they got my foot, fuck–”

Derek set Stiles on the nearest flat surface the moment they were out of the warehouse and away from the firefight. “Hold still, hold still, let me see–”

“Oh God, is my toe gone? Did they get my toe? How bad am I bleeding?”

He untied Stiles’s shoe with shaking hands. “Calm down and let me check.”

Stiles threw his arm over his eyes. “Oh my God. I can’t look. My first FBI mission, and I got shot. I’m the one supposed to be rescuing you!”

The words startled a short laugh out of Derek. Of course Stiles would come out here to rescue him. Of fucking course. He always did, he always had, ever since he’d been a scrawny 16-year-old jumping into the world of the supernatural with both feet, and damn the consequences to himself. 

Really, this was just a return to form for them, and Derek didn’t know whether to laugh or cry about it. He was dangerously close to doing both.

He peeled off Stiles’s scorched sock and ran his hands over his foot, and then did it again, just to make sure he knew what he was feeling. “You’re fine.”

“I’m–what?” Stiles jerked his arm off his face. “I’m fine?!”

“Bullet just grazed you,” Derek said. “You still have all of your toes. You still–”

He lowered his head to Stiles’s knee, shaking even harder with relief than he’d been with fear. It was just a graze, Stiles hadn’t been really shot, he hadn’t–

Fingers carded through his hair and scratched along the back of his neck. “Hey, big guy, not that I don’t appreciate the concern, but we kind of need to get the hell out of here.”

“You came for me,” Derek said.

“Uh, yes?” Stiles said. “Since you apparently can’t keep yourself out of trouble for five seconds–”

He finally lifted his head off of Stiles’s knee. “I left, and you still came for me.”

Stiles’s face did something complicated, mouth twitching like he was about to make a joke before it settled back into something serious, the line of his mouth thin and maybe a little bitter. “You left because you had to. Beacon Hills was shit for you, I get it. I never blamed you for leaving.”

Derek had no idea what to say, because Stiles still wasn’t getting it. The only people who came back for Derek were people who wanted to hurt him.

Except for Stiles.

Since words weren’t working, he went for action, and did precisely what he’d spent years keeping himself from doing.

He cupped the back of Stiles’s head and kissed him.

Stiles flailed, and Derek started to pull away, because the last thing he wanted was to force something like that on Stiles, but then Stiles grabbed him by his jacket and yanked him back in.

“Oh no, you don’t get to do that,” Stiles said. “If you’re going to kiss me the first time we’ve seen each other in fuck knows how long, you’re going to do it right.”

His heart swooped, and Derek rubbed his thumb along Stiles’s cheekbone. “I thought we had to get the hell out of here.”

“Fuck that noise, kisses now.” Stiles actually pouted. “My toe was obliterated for you!”

Derek rolled his eyes. “Your toe was grazed.”

“I was shot and it hurt.”

“My hero,” Derek deadpanned.

“Damn right.” Stiles’s grip on his jacket tightened. “I mean, you meant it, right? That kiss? Like that wasn’t just an ‘I’m happy to see you’ thing, that was a ‘I actually maybe kind of like–’”

“It was ‘I trust you,’” Derek said. “And ‘I missed you.’ And ‘thank you for always coming back for me.’”

Stiles gaped at him for a moment, and then smiled, small and genuine. “I missed you, too, big guy. A lot.”

Derek’s heart flipped. “Sounds like we’re on the same page, then.”

“Definitely,” Stiles said, and Derek let himself get pulled in for another kiss.

They’d get the hell out of here eventually, but for now…

For now, Derek was just happy to have this.

(send me an affectionate prompt)

[fortiisvulpes]

Hello, all of you lovely people!

It has been quite some time since I logged onto this blog, so I am pretty sure very few of you remember who I am. However, I would like to drop by one final time to just... thank all of you who have stuck around. Who didn’t press the unfollow button, and who have been supportive of me and my portrayal of Stiles all this time. This blog was the stepping stone for me in the RP community. It was where I truly realised my love for writing collaborative works with other people, and the TW fandom - albeit not without its flaws - has been nothing but kind and welcoming to me. I would like to thank everyone who has written with me, who’s seemingly enjoyed my portrayal of our favourite token human. To be honest, it makes me quite emotional to give this.... sort of final goodbye, as I have so many happy memories on this blog. I met some great people here, people I still care deeply for and some I even talk with to this day. However, happy memories and nostalgia aside, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s been literal years since I last tapped away on the keyboard. Stiles has been here, gathering dust, and I’m afraid I don’t think I’ll pick him back up. At least not for a long time, and certainly not on this blog. As much as I love this blog and it fills me with joy, my anxieties and self-doubt outweighs it and I’m afraid I must do what I have to for my own mental wellbeing. In other words, I suppose this is an apology as much as a token of gratitude. It was never my intention to just disappear the way I did. I can dish out excuses about how college was rough on my mental health, or how my depression and anxiety spiked up and hasn’t quite settled yet, but in the end it doesn’t change the fact that what I did was unfair to those who supported me on this platform. Of which I apologise. I love you all, and I never wanted to let anyone down. Who knows, perhaps I’ll one day return under a new URL. As much as my interest for the show has dwindled significantly, my love for our beloved  Mieczyslaw “Stiles” Stilinski is as strong as ever, and I don’t think I want to give him up for good. For now, however, this blog will be an archive of sorts. If anyone wishes to reach me, my skype is @aipiebaka and my kik is @thesheriffskid!  Thank you again, to those who have stuck around. And I’m sorry for the sudden disappearance.  Sara out!

[thisgirlgames]

I AM SHAKING.

[knightrogale-deactivated2015082]

YOOOOOOOOOOO

[wordsnquotes]

I know I’m still young and there’s a lot of time for things to happen, but sometimes I think there is something about me that’s wrong, that I’m not the kind of person anyone can fall in love with, and that I’ll always just be alone.

Lynne Rae Perkins, Criss Cross (via rivetedrxsie)

[fortiisvulpes]

"Do I need a reason?" he might be doing that thing too. That blushing thing. Maybe.

                     A small smile tugs at his lips, and amber hues dip                      down for just a moment. Maybe they land on the                      Italian’s lips, maybe they linger, but perhaps Nico                      doesn’t notice.                      Either way, it does nothing to dissipate the slight                      flush to his cheeks.

                                                      ❝ ——-- Not at all. I just....                                                            I didn’t think you... y’know. ❞

                     you have to be more specific, stiles

[fortiisvulpes]

S c o t t y

( fortiisvulpes )

“That didn’t work. Please tell me you have a Plan B…”

           ❝ Sure, yes, okay, I c o u l d  tell you that.                ——- Or I could tell you that I have possibly,                and quite successfully, managed to deteriorate                any attempt of making a second plan. Which would                also happen to be the truth, so yeah. We’re pretty                screwed, my man. ❞

[fortiisvulpes]

Kisses his cheek

            He doesn’t blush, okay.                                 He totally totally does.

                  ❝ I— uh....                       What was that for? ❞

            Not that he minds, because he really doesn’t.  

[fortiisvulpes]

Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.

[hunterraiehorror]

reblog if you're accepting anonymous asks from anyone about anything.

[ai-pai]

                                      P S A ;  Could I have your attention, please!!

Okay, the essential basics of this post is this; I’m trying to gather & unite the UK fanbase of Supernatural & thehillywoodshow in order to have Hilly ( hillyhindi ) & Hannah ( hannahhindi ) invited to a Supernatural convention here in the United Kingdom        more specifically, Rogue Event’s Asylum 16, which is held Friday 6th May to Sunday 8th May, 2016. 

For those of you who possibly haven’t heard of them, the Hindi sisters run a youtube channel called the Hillywood Show (found HERE), and they do a lot of brilliant fandom parodies. They’ve been at it for approximately 8 years now, and their parodies include Harry Potter, the Twilight Saga, Pirates of the Caribbean, Lord of the Rings / The Hobbit, The Walking Dead, Doctor Who, and recently their biggest success so far, Supernatural.

Hilly & Hannah are US citizens, and so it is no big surprise that it is financially difficult for them to travel overseas. Essentially, if they want to attend conventions, they need to be invited as guests. This can only be achieved if enough people/fans contact said convention and ask for them to be there        which is what I am trying to accomplish.  I know for a fact that the Hillywood Show would love to attend a convention in the UK, even more so a Supernatural one, so I really want to achieve this not only for us fans who are unable to attend a convention in America, but for Hannah and Hilly who’d also love to meet us!

                                                           But what can we do to help?

Well, first of all, if you could help me spread the word, that would be absolutely fantastic! We need enough people in on this, so if you could just hit that reblog button, I’d love you forever.  Secondly, if you have the time to spare, you can email Rogue Events here;

                 [email protected]

Or you can contact them via Facebook or Twitter.

It’s important that we tell the conventions staff just why we want them to come. Explain how they have contributed to the Supernatural fandom (by making a great video which also included the original cast of the show), and express how you want to introduce them to an overseas convention outside of America and that you’d really love to see them in person.

I am also in the works of making a FB page, and/or possibly an online petition for those who want the sisters to be invited. If enough people like or sign, surely our voices will be heard.

Any contribution helps, just please spread the word. Supernatural family, Hillywood fans, let’s make this happen! We can do it if we put our minds to it, let’s get the Hillywood Show invited to the UK!

[ai-pai]

                                               U P D A T E ;

Please email Rogue Events and let them know we’d LOVE to see The Hillywood Show at Asylum 15, which is held 16th      18th October (2015!!). 

We can do this, guys! Spread the word, email the con. <3

[fortiisvulpes]

D E A N  the precious boo

          “Last night, got in ‘round two.” 

                  He’s adorable, Jesus Christ. Dean can                    see the stars in his eyes clear as day. 

                                 “Miss me?” 

            ❝ What, me? Miss you? Never. ❞

                                          Yes. Yes he has. And it’s freakin’ obvious too, if the way                                            he’s currently beaming is anything to go by.                                                        Gods, look at his dumb, smug, and ridiculously                                             smug face. 

                               ❝           Okay, maybe a little.                                    To be fair, though, I was pretty sure                                    I’d never see you again, like ever, so...                                                             Y’know. Sue me. ❞

[fortiisvulpes]

I looked hella cute yesterday, so have an early munday pic under the cut!