sparks will fly

28, pakistani brit

[toiich]

Hayao Miyazaki

[idleminds]

Riverside Mukolitta (2021) ‘川っぺりムコリッタ’ dir. Naoko Ogigami

[gain-ajr]

O Allah, i seek Your shelter from worries that sadden me, thoughts that make me restless, information that bothers me, and people who intend bad for me.

[galactic-castle]

[804811]

[eatuntilyoudie]

sometimes i actually get my shit together but then i lose it again like 2 days later

[writtenduas]

He said: "Fear not: for I am with you: I hear and see (everything). — Quran (20:46) 🤍

[st-pam]

8:40am // On my way to school, one of the best bike rides I’ve ever had!

[fortuitous0ccurrence]

i think of you everyday n i can’t wait to meet you إن شاء الله

[fortuitous0ccurrence]

faced the most heartbreaking loss this year but I know God has a plan for me ♥️

[iheartallah]

[anxietyproblem]

[lilmamabeyellin]

[fortuitous0ccurrence]

blah blah blah

[fortuitous0ccurrence]

I don’t wanna be hereeeeeeeeeeee

[alittleheartandruh]

You know what, the more I think about it the more I am satisfied with what Allah has willed for me. I am grateful for the years and experiences that have led me to this day. I’m grateful for everything that has happened and exactly the way in which it has happened. Sometimes I agonised over trying to understand why, but that wasn’t even the important part. It is about acceptance. I refuse to give in to the feeling that time is running out. It is not. Everything will unfold as Allah has decreed and I am satisfied with that. I accept myself. It makes my heart tremble when I say the words out loud but I do, I accept myself.

I refuse to give power to the parts of this world that tell me there is something wrong with me. Only I know what fires I’ve seen on my way here. Only I can see the parts of my skin that are charred and how the smell of ash is never far away. I don’t care about the passing of time or the changing of my face. Those things mean nothing. Allah has taken the care to put me together this way, and to put me in this exact moment in time. He decreed this with the utmost love for me. So I accept myself and my circumstances. I accept myself because I will not commit the sin of rejecting what He has so lovingly and carefully decreed.

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