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She was madly in love with him. And no matter how many doubtful opinions her friends told her, she was completely and utterly blinded by him. He was going to destroy her and she knew it, but she didn’t mind. He could drag her to hell if it meant she could hold his hand on the way down.

She was in love with him, and it was the most beautiful tragedy. // excerpt of a book I’ll never write (via 500lettersforyou)

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Someday you will learn that I reserve the sweetest parts of myself just for you.

Javon Johnson, “A Letter to My Unborn Daughter”

Congratulations to Javon on topping 500,000 views on this spectacular poem.

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princ-asss

I highly recommend never having feelings.

The live action remake of Beauty and the Beast was fantastic! My experience was made so much better by the little girl behind me who said "that's beautiful." While watching the ballroom scene. And exclaimed "YES!" When Gaston fell. We could all learn a lesson from that girl Because I have to say to all the teenagers sitting in those theaters; grow up. I don't want to have to hear one more person who is supposed to be an adult threaten that they will be furious if the adaptation isn't perfect. Everyone who worked on that film did not do so to try to appease all of your insatiable demands. And you are not entitled to have all your expectations met. The world doesn't work that way. And no one should be sitting there thinking about how the quality of the animation or the exact choice of words. No you were supposed to buy the ticket with the intention to watch the movie. To fall in love with the characters and enjoy the story; every "that's beautiful" and "YES!" Moment of it.

#beauty and the beast #live action #movies #milennials #entitled #films #beauty and the beast 2017 #emma watson #luke evans

findmeinthedepthsoftheocean

I feel too much. I always saw this as a weakness. I saw it as a flaw. Feeling every little thing down to the bottom of my core. You said it’s what you love most about me. The way I care, the way I am not afraid to show my tears over the stupidest of things. You tell me you love how I love all things, how I wish I could save everyone and everything. How I put others before myself. You always tell me to hold on to the feelings that flow through me and never let myself give in to all the negatives the world can offer because then I’ll become numb to it all. “Keep feeling the wind caress your cheek. Always cry when Simbas father dies. Drag me to the local pet store to purchase those betas in the containers because you want to rescue them all and then throw me a tantrum when I don’t let you. Call me over to remove the spider you are afraid of but then get angry at me when I kill it instead of releasing it outside like you requested. I love all those things about you. I love how you feel all the lives around you. ” But what will become of all my feelings the day you decide to leave me..will I then become numb to it all.

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My entire life fall has been my favorite season. There is finally a disruption in the never ending heat brought on by summer. The air becomes easier to breathe. The leaves bring color to life. The season of sweaters and bonfires. Yes, fall has always been my favorite season. I was born in fall. But, lately I’ve come to appreciate the spring. There is finally some warmth after the harsh chills of the winter. Blooming flowers bring color to life. A season of growing and good smells. Maybe spring is my favorite season. You were born in the spring.

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#words #spring #fall #season #love #heartbroken #favorite season #weather #birthday

22 Facts of Heartbreak

Let’s start simple

1. Sports season is the best season

2. You like singing along to slim shady

3. 95% of the fluid you consume is mountain dew

4. You hate baggy jeans

5. You love the color red

6. Your dream vehicle is a truck

7. Your favorite meal is meatloaf cupcakes and mashed potatoes

8. You are obsessed with shoes. If you add up the amount of money you spent buying the shoes on your shoe rack it equals 2 grand. And when you go on a day trip you have to bring two pairs

9. You wish your coworkers were less nosy. And you spend most of your time at work thinking and not talking

10. You love your mother and your sister. But most of all your daughter. She has your eyes

11. There is a section of I-64 that makes you sad, makes you solemn and quiet. Because it took the life of a man who was like your brother. It was when you were telling me this story that I realized I loved you

12. You turned me into someone who didn’t care about a criminal record, an ex-wife, or a 13-year age difference

13. I packed your stuff into a box. The toy ring. Your t-shirt. The Christmas present I bought but never got to give. Everything.

14. The first time I went to get dressed, it took me an hour. Every piece of clothing was associated with you. I wore this when I came to see you that night after bingo. I wore this when I watched you play video games. That was the shirt I wore as I laid in bed and watched you clean your apartment. That was the outfit I wore when I first met your daughter. And this…this was the shirt I was wearing the night we first had sex.

15. It’s really hard to pay attention in class when my professor uses love, relationships, and smoking as examples

16. You always smell of one-part cigarette to every two parts you

17. I want to ask how you are doing. Because I want to know whether or not you are having a good day, but feel like it’s no longer my place to ask. And I want you to ask me how I’m doing. Maybe I’ll read you this list.

18. You have a new girlfriend

19. I still resent the fact that you haven’t had the decency to change my nickname on messenger from “my girl” when you’re messing around with someone new

20. I am not fine. I am hurt beyond anything I’ve felt before. You talked about a future with me then snatched it back. You were the impossible, a one in a million chance and I’m hurt because you don’t get that lucky twice.

21. Your eyes are still my favorite shade of blue

22. I secretly still hold onto hope that one day it will be us again

~K.D.W.

#heartbreak #love #words #list #lists #facts #breaking #sad #crying

No I Am Not Fine

When I came back to work it had been three months. I knew I couldn’t avoid you. I just didn’t think it would be on the first day. You looked good, happy, less stressed. I can’t help but connect that last one with me. I wanted to ask how you were. I wanted you to ask how I was.

No, I am not fine

Three months ago, I packed everything of yours into a box. The toy ring you gave me last winter as a joke. Your t-shirt. And a Christmas present I’ll never get the chance to give.

The first time I went to get dressed, it took me an hour. Every piece of clothing was associated with you. I wore this when I came to see you that night after bingo. I wore this when I watched you play video games. That was the shirt I wore as I laid in bed and watched you clean your apartment. That was the outfit I wore when I first met your daughter. And this…this was the shirt I was wearing the night we first had sex.

I threw myself into school and work. But a class where my professor uses sex, relationships, and smoking as examples is hard to sit through. It reminds me of how you always smelled of one-part cigarette to every two parts you.

I cut out social media. I couldn’t bare to look at the nicknames you gave us. To the rest of the world a goat is just an animal. To me GOAT is an acronym standing for “greatest of all time”. I didn’t want to lose this inside joke, and at the same time you didn’t have the decency to change mine. I hope a nerve is hit when you open up that app and come face to face with the words “my girl” with an exclamation mark.

No, I am not fine

I have a memory that can’t be erased. I have two boxes. One taped up and labeled with your name, the other full of clothes I can’t touch. I have a class that I can’t attend. And a phone I can’t unlock.

No, I am not fine

For three months now I have walked around with a shattered heart. The shards flowing through my veins and arteries causing agonizing pain even when I am standing still. I want to scream and claw at my skin until I look as gruesome on the outside as I feel on the inside.

No, I am not fine

But I can’t tell you that; that would be the cruelest and most manipulative crime I would ever commit. You don’t do that to someone you love. So please,…believe me when I tell you I’m fine.

#personal #words #not okay #not fine #heartbroken #love #hurt #breakup

You know those celebrity posts where they were a really chubby or weird looking kid and then they grew up to be beautiful and a healthy weight? I don’t think we make the connection that money probably played a huge part in that and it wasn’t just puberty. Those kids made money by acting and eating healthy and buying beauty supplies is not cheap.

#puberty #you're doing it right #celebrities #eating healthy #money #wealth #inequality #growing up #beauty

peachyjude

the truth— the truth is, yes, i would have let myself love you, if i had understood back then that it was going to end anyways. the truth is, sometimes i think you’ll be the only one who will have ever felt that way about me. the truth is, i think you’re part of the reason i can’t decipher romantic attraction from platonic, why i’m scared of feeling anything beyond the surface of the skin, why i dislike the way ‘i love you’ feels in the back of my throat. the truth is, it was so much easier to touch you and pretend that it was enough, just so you wouldn’t find my heart and realize i was afraid of fucking it all up. i was unworthy of you and somehow the hatred of myself became resentment of us, of anything starting. the truth is, whatever 'anything’ was, it was the closest thing i’ve ever felt to romantic love. i no longer regret it. i can’t.

the truth//e.t. (via peachyczerny)