little lone wolf.

hannah hastings; 20. lost. Zeta Tau Alpha.

[olivia-uh]

Oh…. Okay.

[fquhannah]

[cheyxturner]

Is something wrong Hannah? You seem… less you than normally.

[fquhannah]

----- [she had looked down at her hands again before she looked up, sighing a little] What? Oh, no, I'm fine. Just tired.

[fquhannah]

lol hi.

[cheyxturner]

Well let’s pretend we both did. It’ll be easier than stressing out over trying to remember.

[fquhannah]

[she doesn't look at her, before finally looking up and nodding her head] Yeah, sure.

[rllycharlie]

C’mon, you don’t just forget what you’re going to say like that. I guess what I’m trying to say is please don’t waste my time, you either say what’s on your mind or don’t say it at all. So are you going to carry on or drop it..?

[fquhannah]

Sorry, Charlie. I just ---- I can't think right now. My brain is going to implode.

[mikaelsonthings]

time to f i g h t…

[archiveblog0101]

Things are different now. You can't tell me that they're not.

[wydnatalie-deactivated20150612]

Well okay..

[fquhannah]

Yeah....

[cheyxturner]

Actually, yes I do. I have a feeling I knew where you were going with it.

[fquhannah]

Well, that's good. Cos I don't.

[olivia-uh]

Uh… Okay… Well… If you remember…

[fquhannah]

I ----- I probably won't.

[cheyxturner]

We both are his best friend, so one of us is going to get hurt. Though I know that if he doesn’t pick me, it won’t kill me. I feel like that he and I have a deeper connection, but it’s still his choice. It’s not like she and I are duking it out, neither of us are pressuring him - that I know of. I just want this to be over, whatever the outcome.

[fquhannah]

You'll be okay. I know you will. Heartbreak is survivable. Sure, for the first few months it's gonna hurt, but then you get used to it like you get used to everything. I wish I could give you sound advice but I don't normally do this kind of, um, thing. Just give it some time.

[fquhannah]

You know when you just ---- never mind... I forgot my point.

[cheyxturner]

[Cheyenne gave the girl a smile. It wasn’t exactly the best advice, but coming from someone completely honest, it was precisely what she needed.] Hannah, I wouldn’t have told you if I wanted a lie. I need someone to be honest with me, even if it is brutally honest. Something has to snap me out of this, so I’ll take brutally honest over pity or a lie any day.

[fquhannah]

Don't give it the power to throw you off you're game. Whatever game you're playing. Its a two way street if its about the boy, and you guys have to figure out to get to a one track instead of going in circles. Getting your shit together is hard, but once you do it gets a lot easier.

[samlassiters]

I don’t know if I can possibly be a bigger mess, if I’m being honest, Hannah. Pretty sure there’s rock bottom, like a foot of crap…then me.

[fquhannah]

[Hannah nodded her head, her arms still wrapped around her, but she had looked down] You and me both. You and me both. [she repeated before looking over at her with a small sad but knowing smile] Sorry.

[caraphernclia-deactivated201508]

And I’m so sick of losing people. I lose people. I swear somewhere out there is a lost and found just full of people I’ve lost, but the map is all wrong and I’m too tired to go claim them, half-petrified that they won’t even recognise me anymore.

- The Heart Rate of a Mouse Vol.3: A Kingdom by the Sea - I [Chapter 3] (via blasphcmy)

[samlassiters]

I hate crying. And I’ve cried more these past weeks than I have in a long time. It’s just all hard right now, I know I’ll get a handle on all of it sooner than later but right now, I miss Nevan- not this person he is because of the accident, the real Nevan. And I r-really miss my brother. And there’s nothing I can do about either of those things. [She looked down, hugging her sides to keep herself from completely crumbling]

[fquhannah]

I'm not a love expert. I've never been in love nor really cared for it, but, I do know what it's like loving someone who was taken away from you. It's not fair. Both things that you're going through isn't fair. But its life, and life sucks sometimes. Its like you said, you'll get a handle on it, but right now it's okay to be doing what you're doing. It needs to happen otherwise it'll be an even bigger mess later on.

[cheyxturner]

[The smaller brunette ran her fingers through her hair as she set the coffee down on the table between them. Closing her eyes, she squeezed at the bridge of her nose, knotted her eyebrows together.] Boy/love triangle drama. I just don’t wanna deal with it, but I don’t want to lose my best friend, that I may or may not be in love with. I haven’t actually analyzed the depth of my feelings yet. [Shaking her head of thoughts, she looked at the girl across from her.] Enough about my sad pathetic tale, how are things going with your midterms? I’m pretty sure I’ve failed one already.

[fquhannah]

[Hannah had listened intently nodding her head before pursuing her lips a little. She didn't have advice for that. The girl didn't really think love was for her. She had picked at her nails as she talked before thinking of something to say] Right. Well, I'm not gonna to bullshit you and tell you that everything will end up alright, cos that's a lie, but.... things will end up the way they're supposed to be. Good or bad you'll survive it just like you always do.