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So I got t3rm3d </3
Itās crazy because I only had that account for THREE DAYS and I never used tags. Someone who followed me mustāve had their follows public. So hereās your reminder to PRIVATE THEM OR I WILL BLOCK YOU
Looking for my mutuals, like Vik (whose username has something to do with skeletons) and Muttwings.
Anyway see you around š©·
The black coffee people might be convincing me... it's calling...
my body should just decide to be 30 lbs lighter tomorrow because it knows iām pure of heart
I love getting banned from a discord server for telling someone politely that they shouldnāt mock someone and say their identity is invalid just because they donāt understand it, and then getting called transphobic when I try to explain my identity as an example of how labels arenāt always rigid. Lmao.
At a point where I am genuinely considering Ä·m$ again but canāt bc theyād all deadname and misgender me at my funeral. My parents would spend the whole time making it all about themselves and how much it hurts them and conveniently leave out the part where they abused me physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially for years and then disowned me on top of it.
I hate that no one will ever really see me as a man. I hate that my entire fucking worth according to my church and most of the world is tied exclusively to how many children I can pump out. I hate that people cat call me on the street but Iām too ugly for anyone to actually love. I hate that every single person Iāve ever dated swore up and down in the beginning that they would never leave me and that everyone in my past who mistreated me was a horrible person and they would never do that and then they fucking do. I hate that I still fall for it every fucking time. I hate that Iāve been sick for nearly a decade but doctors keep fucking diagnosing me with hysteria and sending me home after only testing for pregnancy, then charging me $500. I hate that I was sexually assaulted multiple times and no one takes me seriously because it was a girl and she had āworseā trauma than me. I hate that everyone always says āI would never bully an autistic personā and I STILL spent my entire fucking life being mocked abused and othered by everyone around me for being āweird.ā I hate that I still donāt have a fucking diagnosis because my fucking psychiatrist doesnāt believe that girls can fucking have autism. I fucking hate that even when I was going by a male name and wearing male clothes even people who didnāt know my deadname would call me āsheā and āher.ā I fucking hate that no matter how fucking hard I try I will never ever be enough for anyone. I hate that I will never be anyoneās first choice. I hate that Iāve explained this to my āfriendsā multiple times and they all just make excuses as to why they canāt participate in my hobbies with me even though I do theirs, or even just fucking text me first sometimes. I fucking hate that other countries are watching trans people literally have to k1ll themselves because our country is killing us and they STILL wonāt take us as refugees. I fucking hate that even though I have direct unbroken German lineage as recently as the late 1800s they wonāt take me because my grandparents were born here. I fucking hate that Canada wonāt take me because my disability would be a ādrain on their medical system.ā
I fucking hate that no matter what I do no one will ever care about me the way I want them to. I hate that no matter how hard I try no one ever loves me the way I love them. I hate that no one ever genuinely wants to understand me. I hate that no one is willing to hug me. I hate that not even the people I dated were ever fucking willing to hold me even when I begged. I hate that I ruined my parentsā life by being born and even though itās been almost 22 years they still hate me so much for it that they wonāt even talk to me. I hate that everyone keeps promising me Iāll āfind [my] people eventuallyā and I ājust have to keep lookingā ā I have no people. There is no one like me. Iām a freak. Everyone who meets me only tolerates me. I hate that I want love. I hate that I want them to do more than just tolerate me. I hate that everyone Iāve ever loved treats that want as a massive burden that they shame me for having.
I hate that Iāll never be a man but Iāll never be a woman either. I hate that Iām not good enough for anyone no matter how hard I try. I hate that everyone hates me. I hate that when I talk about how much I hate myself people either tell me to grow up or tell me itās all in my head even though I have almost 22 years of PROOF that it isnāt.
I hate that I have literally no one to confide in. I hate that when I try I get ignored or told Iām ātoxicā for ātrauma dumpingā ā I hate that I help everyone else but no one ever helps me.
I hate that Iām no oneās person. No oneās first choice.
I hate everything and I just want to make it stop.
I wish I was a kid again, but with different parents. Maybe then I wouldāve had a chance at actually being loveable.
evn when im deĪ±d they still wont listen . .
I fit in NOWHERE
My biggest kink is being loved
Its okay (I cried all night and all day bc of it)
no one cares about ed until youre visibly underweight
I'm so sick and tired of my accounts being cancelled. Please, block, don't report. I'm just trying to find community, I don't glorify anything. I was iwannapunchthemirror/ iwannapunchthemirror2. I've got two accounts deleted in less than a week, if you have some tips for this to stop happening please tell me
sometimes i really want to detransition,,, im not accepted by my family, my masculinity is ridiculed and my hardships erased even in queer spaces, i'm overburdened to maintain people's expectations of what a trans man "should" look like or else the acceptance i've gotten is withdrawn, im unappealing to those around me, i even just feel left out of ed spaces a lot of the time. im american too and dont even get me started on how scared i am with the state of my country
i love being trans, but i've been trying so hard for so long and i'm so fucking tired
Sheās not even f4t in the first picture literally what is wrong with you people ššš
why does tumblr keep recommending these stinky looksmaxxing communities to me? i don't get looksmaxxing on the feed of my main account but i get it on every new 3d blog that i create and i hate it so much.
ugh why did even we made it mainstream? why would you associate yourself, directly or indirectly, with individuals like clavicular and their ideologies? someone who associates himself with ppl like sneako, andrew tate, that one neo-nazi kick streamer with a very punchable face (nick fuentes) ect.
Ok so we (all of us in this community) have to continually self censor everything we say so we can stay on here, to get the support we need from others who are experiencing the same struggles. But itās totally okay to make money off us by pushing diet and exercise ads at us. How is this in any way ok? Totally get that ads fund the platform but the targeting really needs work. Ask me to buy stuff, no drama, itās the what Iām supposed to buy that I take issue with considering how much I have to hold back from my own blog to comply with content guidelines!
