LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS

Protection for All. Exposing liars & venting about idiots.

[fractureddivinity]

Man, what a bunch of weirdos. I love how cringe they are tho.

But like I said... there's no arguing with stupid.

I'm over it. It was fun for about a day. Not even.

Last words for here: You'll never stop me from writing. You'll never fully ever find me. You'll never get enough ears to listen to make a difference. I don't care about the people backing you. And I am perfectly content with who I am. I've grown up; but clearly you guys haven't. It's very hypocritical to say I haven't changed when you, who ever you are because I don't even remember you other than that you piggybacked off Ven's posts back in the day, are literally using a tag from 2020 and still talking shit. So congrats, you made yourself look like an idiot.

[fractureddivinity]

Actually, let me amend the message to Cherry...

You're also very two faced.

In fact, ignore my well wishes. That was so hateful of you.

You wonder why your life is so miserable. It's because this is how you treat people who truly care for you.

You don't care about anyone.

I have suffered and you couldn't give a fuck less.

Only reason you blocked was so I couldn't show them how hateful you've been.

You're fake, Cherry.

You always will be.

And I will never forgive you for this.

[vxidlxve]

hold the fuck up, are you trying to say that someone deserves to be abused because they got fed up with a repeating pattern of shitty behavior after a million and one too many chances? Jesus I knew you were a terrible person but this is next fucking level 😬

I hope the next egg you crack to make food is rotten as fuck and gets all over you and you step in dog shit daily.

[fractureddivinity]

Lmao, wow, logged into an old blog just to fuck with me. It's okay. Legal is taking care of everything.

[vxidlxve]

babes with what money and time are you getting legal help? and for what? you breaking the protective order yourself??? incredible. you actually only have one brain cell.

[fractureddivinity]

Bitch I HAVE a job. And it pays fucking great. And I didn't mean lawyers, honey. This is a threat on my life by having my address out there. I called the cops. And they are, in fact, working on it. I'm done with this shit. I never deserved this shit. Idk who you are and I don't care. Never did shit to you. Only person with a dick up her ass is Jess. She wants to whine and throw a fucking tantrum cause she can't get what she wants. And I'm done with it. Put your fucking big girl pants on and get the fuck over it. Tumblr drama ain't worth people's fucking lives asshole.

Also doesn't matter if there's a protective order in place when I feel THREATENED. The one with the single braincell is Jess cause UH DUH when you get a protective order it's to get the person away. Not have protection to fucking endlessly STALK them.

[vxidlxve]

oh hi! I'm Eris and I'm tired of you being a piece of shit to my friends.

I've gone by Isaria in the past so maybe that was the name you knew me by. I'm good friends with Ven/Clover, Cherry, Blake/Six. You once IM'd me all excited I was using your R**n H**wood icons when I wrote him, saying you liked seeing them used to write with your "friends" even though that was after you got dropped by them and Katy. you tried to be all buddy buddy with me but then I was told about your behavior back then (late 2018-2019) and I stopped using the icons and didn't talk to you.

you didn't do anything directly to me except victim blame and slut shame RHs victims which does affect me!

"put your big girl pants on" LIKE YOU SHOULD?? okay. "tumblr drama ain't worth..." take your own advice good lord.

"uh duh" you sound 5. do you need a nap? maybe a sippy cup of juicey juice? snack? remember big breaths, smell the flowers and blow out the candle 😊

jess doesn't stalk you. your graphics and writing style are distinct, so when you pop up in rpc tags or on the dash and someone thinks "huh this is a lot like That Person's style" they'll notify Jess so she can block and that's all she does. others in our trauma bonded friend group don't block and occasionally check to see if you're exhibiting concerning behavior (like posting a maps screenshot of a random house with an uncensored address.....) or doing anything that could break the PO so we can let Jess know to add it to the evidence folder for any future legal action should it come to that.

the protective order still matters. what exactly are you feeling threatened by? genuinely, what has anyone done that is an actual threat to you?

[fractureddivinity]

So you're hanging onto the past and can't let go. Got it. Can't move on. So like, nothing I say or have said will ever matter. No apologies matter. So I can't waste my time with someone like that because it's literally me talking to a brick wall.

I have changed. But, you see, I have something called freedom of speech and I am going to use it. I am allowed to have thoughts and opinions that don't line up with other people's opinions. I am autistic and my brain doesn't process like everyone else's. And no, bitch, I'm not using that an excuse. I'm saying that I analyze EVERY detail of things before I make a choice in my thoughts on it. It's just who I am. But the internet doesn't like that. If you don't agree with the mass, you must be bad right?

Why are you hanging onto something I already said I made a mistake on. Oh right, because you can't believe me. Because I "repeat behaviors" that you deem bad. And what behaviors are these? Me expressing my opinion? Defending myself? Being rightfully upset when someone leaks my address? Being rightfully upset and wanting to dispel the lies that are told about me??

Jess is certifiably insane. This has gone too far. And no, threat of danger from the individual in question overrides a protective order. It does not protect you when you openly put someone in harms way. I talked to a cop tonight and he confirmed that's not okay, even if she has a protective order.

All I have asked from the start is for her to take the document down and us all go our separate ways. Why is that such an issue? Why be so cruel and vile to someone when ALL I have done is try to be in my own little corner and write.

Why is it okay for Jess to namedrop Cherry in her callout, but the second I confirm a lie with Cherry's own words, it's bad. None of that makes sense.

AND YES SHE DOES STALK. I literally just confirmed it. She was adding screenshots of my RANDOM posts to her callout. But the second I blocked, it stops. THAT is 100% her stalking. And in the past, when we were friends, she straight up TOLD me she had burner blogs to stalk Reci and Lupin. You think I'm gonna trust she's not stalking after I was LITERALLY told by her that she does it??? Bro open your eyes.

You need to move the hell on from the past. That was years ago and I'm not gonna put up with it anymore. But again, talking to a brick wall gets me nowhere. You're never gonna see any sense so I'm gonna stop bothering.

And the threat exists in my ADDRESS being available. You never know what someone could do with that info. It means it's an ACTIVE threat.

[vxidlxve]

where is your address available currently? it hasn't been present in the call out for quite a long time and was only up by accident for a short period before the uncensored version was replaced.

"waaahhh freedom of speech" we are not the government freedom of speech means nothing here bestie. go back to middle school social studies. you can be in your corner and write, but people are allowed to warn people about your past and current behavior and allow them to make their own choices.

you're moaning about me not being able to let go of the past despite me doing absolutely nothing publicly in 5 years while you constantly bring drama up for everybody to see.

evidence of Jess saying she has burner blogs? because I have never seen that and she has never mentioned it. it's not her adding your posts, she's not the only person with access to edit it but this behavior is still something that should be added because you could literally just block and move on but you won't. you feed on drama and negativity.

you could quote easily change your graphics style and writing style and move to a new blog under a new name and we wouldn't find you. but that takes effort and wanting to change and you can't do that. you've had a decade to do that.

[fractureddivinity]

Boom. Taken TODAY. In fact...

THERE. So you don't think I'm lying.

And no, they always find me. Because it's not just her. It's Reci and Lupin too still stalking me. And then they deep dive and message people who put the blogs on the list and it's the same shit over and over.

I'm allowed to express myself dude. It's as simple as that. And I have apologized multiple times. But then I delete my blogs because people won't leave me alone.

Her saying that was said on VC. Nothing I can do to prove that. But her Kitsune blog was one of them. And a YGO blog I don't think she uses anymore. Those were mentioned ON CALL. So don't go saying I stalked or some shit. I don't even know her YGO one. I only know the Kitsune one because she asked for graphic input (that she ignored) when she was making icons for it.

Anyways, I don't want to change my style. I don't want to hide. I just want people to understand that I am not who I was and that I'm trying to start over and just be me. And write. And roleplay. Damn dude, why is that such a problem.

[vxidlxve]

??? what old ass version of the doc is that from bc I have pulled it up multiple times over the past few months and the uncensored version has never been there.

if you just want to write and RP then stop continuing the drama and prove you've changed by being a better person. let people make their own informed opinions of you based on available information and your own behavior.

[fractureddivinity]

Literally has the date on it... "YOU'RE A LIAR" There wasn't any old versions of the document because they were all taken down, dumbass.

I watched her edit the doc in real time.

But there's no point arguing with stupid.

[fractureddivinity]

Okay. I'm done. Pea brains hurt my head. Can't deal with stupid for that long. Keep yappin and trying to spread shit. Idc anymore. It's so old at this point and literally NO ONE else cares except for you.

[fractureddivinity]

MAN LOOK AT THAT SICK ZERO LIKES. AND ALL THE REBLOGS ARE US YAPPIN AT EACH OTHER.

[haithussy]

Apologize to everyone you've caused issues Robin/Alicia. Don't go pulling the 'it's been YEARS just move on' you still hurt them and you haven't grown past that either. You've never once moved on and yet you tell people to and whine and bitch when they don't want you near them knowing how much of a lying waste of space you are.

'Everyone else is irrelevant' Hi, so you're saying your other victims don't matter? They're not joining for the ride, you've hurt them and they want your apology. How do you expect them to move on when you're calling them irrelevant? You sure are sounding like a literal predator who only wants to be in good light of their victims they actually like so those victims may think about coming back to you.

Learn to stop calling your actual victims from your words and actions alone 'irrelevant' or not important. all your victims matter and you certainly don't if you think that about people you've hurt.

[fractureddivinity]

Hypocrite.

And no, they don't want an apology. Because I have apologized numerous times. But it's never enough. They take and they take and they take, all under the guise of not believing in the apology. I'm not going to grovel and beg. I am above that. Anyone who wants someone to do that is worse than the person they are condemning. I'm not going to keep apologizing.

That's what Jess wanted. She never wanted to take accountability for her own actions and played on my insecurities and need, at the time, to feel accepted. Then she tore me down and played on my fear of loneliness by constantly hurting me then refusing to listen when I tried to compromise. There is no compromising with a narcissist because they believe they are never in the wrong. Her words read exactly as the narcissistic ramblings of a 12 year old. She doesn't act 33. She once said "I am not going to change, so you might as well leave." So, you want to sit there and listen to someone who has, IN HER OWN WORDS, admitted she is always going to be petty and refuse to accept any blame... but me, who has changed massively over the years, I "can't" change according to you. But you're wrong. I'm just not jumping like a dog like you want me to. You want me to stop posting my feelings. You want everyone to fall in line. And when they don't and have their own set of rules for how they do things, they're automatically seen as wrong.

Tumblr has created it's own conformist culture. But you're too set in your ways to realize it. Everyone who acts out against the standards that certain people who desire control want are put down and seen as the enemy. I speak out and express my thoughts and that's something you don't want. So you say I need to change a core part of who I am and I say no, that's not going to happen.

I let myself be abused by a man I thought loved me. He held me down to the ground and choked me. And I forgave him. After he STOLE my daughter from me (a part you all get wrong by the way, citing me being unfit when he literally set me up and made me miss a court hearing on purpose) I even STILL tried to compromise with him. I have been ran over by so many people and still I try to be kind to others. I have my faults. I have my issues. I don't excuse them but I do correct them. I have been correcting them for many, many years. I have learn to accept that I cannot be the center of someone's attention. I try to keep myself level BECAUSE of what Jess put me through. I am FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SOBER FROM BEING AN ALCOHOLIC. THAT is real change. But because I don't CONFORM to your fucked up rpc rules from those who desire control, I'm not actually changing in your eyes, right? I apologized for what I've done. Just because some of those apologies got lost to the fucking shadow realm when I deleted blogs out of frustration isn't my fault. And I have even apologized here. But you will say "I don't believe you." So there's no winning the game when it's fucking rigged. And when I go into people's fucking ask boxes and apologize I'm seen as block evading. "These people want apologies." NO. THEY DON'T. CAUSE WHEN I TRY, I'M BLAMED FOR THAT TOO. So shut up with what you THINK you know because you don't know anything.

If these people want apologies, they can reach out and I will apologize if I was at fault. Otherwise, what's the point when I'm gonna get blasted either damn way?

But I will say this again. I am planting my feet firm. I make my own choices. Followers or not, I'm staying. I don't care what you try and do anymore. It's not going to run me away.

I make my own path. No one dictates who I am.

[haithussy]

Touch some grass. Eat a donut. Watch a show. Cause you sure as hell are getting way too obsessed with stalking your victims to make yourself look like the victim. Ever look up NPD for yourself?

[fractureddivinity]

[haithussy]

this is all you're doing and will continue to do. be proud.

[fractureddivinity]

You keep responding, so guess I'm talking to someone. Doesn't matter if it doesn't get into your pea sized brain, still fun annoying you.

[haithussy]

I like making you look like you're talking to yourself. C:

[fractureddivinity]

Wow, another from the stupid department. That made no sense.

[haithussy]

Okay Robin keep talking to yourself.

[fractureddivinity]

[fractureddivinity]

Just have to add this here. Has no respect for anyone. That's Jess!

[haithussy]

Apologize to everyone you've caused issues Robin/Alicia. Don't go pulling the 'it's been YEARS just move on' you still hurt them and you haven't grown past that either. You've never once moved on and yet you tell people to and whine and bitch when they don't want you near them knowing how much of a lying waste of space you are.

'Everyone else is irrelevant' Hi, so you're saying your other victims don't matter? They're not joining for the ride, you've hurt them and they want your apology. How do you expect them to move on when you're calling them irrelevant? You sure are sounding like a literal predator who only wants to be in good light of their victims they actually like so those victims may think about coming back to you.

Learn to stop calling your actual victims from your words and actions alone 'irrelevant' or not important. all your victims matter and you certainly don't if you think that about people you've hurt.

[fractureddivinity]

Hypocrite.

And no, they don't want an apology. Because I have apologized numerous times. But it's never enough. They take and they take and they take, all under the guise of not believing in the apology. I'm not going to grovel and beg. I am above that. Anyone who wants someone to do that is worse than the person they are condemning. I'm not going to keep apologizing.

That's what Jess wanted. She never wanted to take accountability for her own actions and played on my insecurities and need, at the time, to feel accepted. Then she tore me down and played on my fear of loneliness by constantly hurting me then refusing to listen when I tried to compromise. There is no compromising with a narcissist because they believe they are never in the wrong. Her words read exactly as the narcissistic ramblings of a 12 year old. She doesn't act 33. She once said "I am not going to change, so you might as well leave." So, you want to sit there and listen to someone who has, IN HER OWN WORDS, admitted she is always going to be petty and refuse to accept any blame... but me, who has changed massively over the years, I "can't" change according to you. But you're wrong. I'm just not jumping like a dog like you want me to. You want me to stop posting my feelings. You want everyone to fall in line. And when they don't and have their own set of rules for how they do things, they're automatically seen as wrong.

Tumblr has created it's own conformist culture. But you're too set in your ways to realize it. Everyone who acts out against the standards that certain people who desire control want are put down and seen as the enemy. I speak out and express my thoughts and that's something you don't want. So you say I need to change a core part of who I am and I say no, that's not going to happen.

I let myself be abused by a man I thought loved me. He held me down to the ground and choked me. And I forgave him. After he STOLE my daughter from me (a part you all get wrong by the way, citing me being unfit when he literally set me up and made me miss a court hearing on purpose) I even STILL tried to compromise with him. I have been ran over by so many people and still I try to be kind to others. I have my faults. I have my issues. I don't excuse them but I do correct them. I have been correcting them for many, many years. I have learn to accept that I cannot be the center of someone's attention. I try to keep myself level BECAUSE of what Jess put me through. I am FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SOBER FROM BEING AN ALCOHOLIC. THAT is real change. But because I don't CONFORM to your fucked up rpc rules from those who desire control, I'm not actually changing in your eyes, right? I apologized for what I've done. Just because some of those apologies got lost to the fucking shadow realm when I deleted blogs out of frustration isn't my fault. And I have even apologized here. But you will say "I don't believe you." So there's no winning the game when it's fucking rigged. And when I go into people's fucking ask boxes and apologize I'm seen as block evading. "These people want apologies." NO. THEY DON'T. CAUSE WHEN I TRY, I'M BLAMED FOR THAT TOO. So shut up with what you THINK you know because you don't know anything.

If these people want apologies, they can reach out and I will apologize if I was at fault. Otherwise, what's the point when I'm gonna get blasted either damn way?

But I will say this again. I am planting my feet firm. I make my own choices. Followers or not, I'm staying. I don't care what you try and do anymore. It's not going to run me away.

I make my own path. No one dictates who I am.

[haithussy]

Touch some grass. Eat a donut. Watch a show. Cause you sure as hell are getting way too obsessed with stalking your victims to make yourself look like the victim. Ever look up NPD for yourself?

[fractureddivinity]

[haithussy]

this is all you're doing and will continue to do. be proud.

[fractureddivinity]

You keep responding, so guess I'm talking to someone. Doesn't matter if it doesn't get into your pea sized brain, still fun annoying you.

[haithussy]

I like making you look like you're talking to yourself. C:

[fractureddivinity]

Wow, another from the stupid department. That made no sense.

[haithussy]

Apologize to everyone you've caused issues Robin/Alicia. Don't go pulling the 'it's been YEARS just move on' you still hurt them and you haven't grown past that either. You've never once moved on and yet you tell people to and whine and bitch when they don't want you near them knowing how much of a lying waste of space you are.

'Everyone else is irrelevant' Hi, so you're saying your other victims don't matter? They're not joining for the ride, you've hurt them and they want your apology. How do you expect them to move on when you're calling them irrelevant? You sure are sounding like a literal predator who only wants to be in good light of their victims they actually like so those victims may think about coming back to you.

Learn to stop calling your actual victims from your words and actions alone 'irrelevant' or not important. all your victims matter and you certainly don't if you think that about people you've hurt.

[fractureddivinity]

Hypocrite.

And no, they don't want an apology. Because I have apologized numerous times. But it's never enough. They take and they take and they take, all under the guise of not believing in the apology. I'm not going to grovel and beg. I am above that. Anyone who wants someone to do that is worse than the person they are condemning. I'm not going to keep apologizing.

That's what Jess wanted. She never wanted to take accountability for her own actions and played on my insecurities and need, at the time, to feel accepted. Then she tore me down and played on my fear of loneliness by constantly hurting me then refusing to listen when I tried to compromise. There is no compromising with a narcissist because they believe they are never in the wrong. Her words read exactly as the narcissistic ramblings of a 12 year old. She doesn't act 33. She once said "I am not going to change, so you might as well leave." So, you want to sit there and listen to someone who has, IN HER OWN WORDS, admitted she is always going to be petty and refuse to accept any blame... but me, who has changed massively over the years, I "can't" change according to you. But you're wrong. I'm just not jumping like a dog like you want me to. You want me to stop posting my feelings. You want everyone to fall in line. And when they don't and have their own set of rules for how they do things, they're automatically seen as wrong.

Tumblr has created it's own conformist culture. But you're too set in your ways to realize it. Everyone who acts out against the standards that certain people who desire control want are put down and seen as the enemy. I speak out and express my thoughts and that's something you don't want. So you say I need to change a core part of who I am and I say no, that's not going to happen.

I let myself be abused by a man I thought loved me. He held me down to the ground and choked me. And I forgave him. After he STOLE my daughter from me (a part you all get wrong by the way, citing me being unfit when he literally set me up and made me miss a court hearing on purpose) I even STILL tried to compromise with him. I have been ran over by so many people and still I try to be kind to others. I have my faults. I have my issues. I don't excuse them but I do correct them. I have been correcting them for many, many years. I have learn to accept that I cannot be the center of someone's attention. I try to keep myself level BECAUSE of what Jess put me through. I am FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SOBER FROM BEING AN ALCOHOLIC. THAT is real change. But because I don't CONFORM to your fucked up rpc rules from those who desire control, I'm not actually changing in your eyes, right? I apologized for what I've done. Just because some of those apologies got lost to the fucking shadow realm when I deleted blogs out of frustration isn't my fault. And I have even apologized here. But you will say "I don't believe you." So there's no winning the game when it's fucking rigged. And when I go into people's fucking ask boxes and apologize I'm seen as block evading. "These people want apologies." NO. THEY DON'T. CAUSE WHEN I TRY, I'M BLAMED FOR THAT TOO. So shut up with what you THINK you know because you don't know anything.

If these people want apologies, they can reach out and I will apologize if I was at fault. Otherwise, what's the point when I'm gonna get blasted either damn way?

But I will say this again. I am planting my feet firm. I make my own choices. Followers or not, I'm staying. I don't care what you try and do anymore. It's not going to run me away.

I make my own path. No one dictates who I am.

[haithussy]

Touch some grass. Eat a donut. Watch a show. Cause you sure as hell are getting way too obsessed with stalking your victims to make yourself look like the victim. Ever look up NPD for yourself?

[fractureddivinity]

[haithussy]

this is all you're doing and will continue to do. be proud.

[fractureddivinity]

You keep responding, so guess I'm talking to someone. Doesn't matter if it doesn't get into your pea sized brain, still fun annoying you.

[fractureddivinity]

Got google on speed dial at this point. But it always works. Cause it's certified harassment. Google said it is. So it is.

[fractureddivinity]

Oh, hun, you can keep putting it back up and I'm gonna keep getting it taken back down. Guess we're gonna be at this all our lives, huh?

[fractureddivinity]

Naw dawg, this gotta be Jess. Pointing NPD back at me like, huh? Clearly YOU haven't read up on it. Out here in Delulu land like a motherfucker lmao.

[haithussy]

Apologize to everyone you've caused issues Robin/Alicia. Don't go pulling the 'it's been YEARS just move on' you still hurt them and you haven't grown past that either. You've never once moved on and yet you tell people to and whine and bitch when they don't want you near them knowing how much of a lying waste of space you are.

'Everyone else is irrelevant' Hi, so you're saying your other victims don't matter? They're not joining for the ride, you've hurt them and they want your apology. How do you expect them to move on when you're calling them irrelevant? You sure are sounding like a literal predator who only wants to be in good light of their victims they actually like so those victims may think about coming back to you.

Learn to stop calling your actual victims from your words and actions alone 'irrelevant' or not important. all your victims matter and you certainly don't if you think that about people you've hurt.

[fractureddivinity]

Hypocrite.

And no, they don't want an apology. Because I have apologized numerous times. But it's never enough. They take and they take and they take, all under the guise of not believing in the apology. I'm not going to grovel and beg. I am above that. Anyone who wants someone to do that is worse than the person they are condemning. I'm not going to keep apologizing.

That's what Jess wanted. She never wanted to take accountability for her own actions and played on my insecurities and need, at the time, to feel accepted. Then she tore me down and played on my fear of loneliness by constantly hurting me then refusing to listen when I tried to compromise. There is no compromising with a narcissist because they believe they are never in the wrong. Her words read exactly as the narcissistic ramblings of a 12 year old. She doesn't act 33. She once said "I am not going to change, so you might as well leave." So, you want to sit there and listen to someone who has, IN HER OWN WORDS, admitted she is always going to be petty and refuse to accept any blame... but me, who has changed massively over the years, I "can't" change according to you. But you're wrong. I'm just not jumping like a dog like you want me to. You want me to stop posting my feelings. You want everyone to fall in line. And when they don't and have their own set of rules for how they do things, they're automatically seen as wrong.

Tumblr has created it's own conformist culture. But you're too set in your ways to realize it. Everyone who acts out against the standards that certain people who desire control want are put down and seen as the enemy. I speak out and express my thoughts and that's something you don't want. So you say I need to change a core part of who I am and I say no, that's not going to happen.

I let myself be abused by a man I thought loved me. He held me down to the ground and choked me. And I forgave him. After he STOLE my daughter from me (a part you all get wrong by the way, citing me being unfit when he literally set me up and made me miss a court hearing on purpose) I even STILL tried to compromise with him. I have been ran over by so many people and still I try to be kind to others. I have my faults. I have my issues. I don't excuse them but I do correct them. I have been correcting them for many, many years. I have learn to accept that I cannot be the center of someone's attention. I try to keep myself level BECAUSE of what Jess put me through. I am FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SOBER FROM BEING AN ALCOHOLIC. THAT is real change. But because I don't CONFORM to your fucked up rpc rules from those who desire control, I'm not actually changing in your eyes, right? I apologized for what I've done. Just because some of those apologies got lost to the fucking shadow realm when I deleted blogs out of frustration isn't my fault. And I have even apologized here. But you will say "I don't believe you." So there's no winning the game when it's fucking rigged. And when I go into people's fucking ask boxes and apologize I'm seen as block evading. "These people want apologies." NO. THEY DON'T. CAUSE WHEN I TRY, I'M BLAMED FOR THAT TOO. So shut up with what you THINK you know because you don't know anything.

If these people want apologies, they can reach out and I will apologize if I was at fault. Otherwise, what's the point when I'm gonna get blasted either damn way?

But I will say this again. I am planting my feet firm. I make my own choices. Followers or not, I'm staying. I don't care what you try and do anymore. It's not going to run me away.

I make my own path. No one dictates who I am.

[haithussy]

Touch some grass. Eat a donut. Watch a show. Cause you sure as hell are getting way too obsessed with stalking your victims to make yourself look like the victim. Ever look up NPD for yourself?

[fractureddivinity]

[fractureddivinity]

Asking if someone meant to unfollow is not going against anything. It's a simple inquiry.

Being upset at the lies circulating and wanting to shed light on the matter? Yeah, it's probably a bit jarring and unwanted and I get frustrated, but it's always been meant to try and clear things up.

But hey, I won't do it anymore. I got tired of explaining myself ages ago. I just wish people had a braincell enough to actually analyze words carefully instead of taking them automatically as fact.

Jess was asked to take two "victim" names from her list, but she didn't. Instead, she blocked. What does that tell you about the person who wrote that callout? They want lies to be believed. Tori is my friend. She never had any involvement with Jess. Tori even said "how did she even find out we stopped being friends for a while?" How? Cause she made shit up to make things look worse than it is. I never "financially extorted" Tori. She paid for multiple commissions. I asked her for 20 dollars for my ID because I needed my ID renewed for a job and she said no. Frustrated because I needed that job, I just backed off and took some time. Then came back and apologized. (But I don't apologize, right?) In any case, we immediately went back to being friends. Because she understood.

The amount of things Jess has lied about is insane. Do people not just mass follow others before reading shit sometimes? That's what happened with the person underage. I did not get upset at them blocking me. I got upset because someone used my discord (after be having blocked them) to find out where my blog was. Get that right.

Chandler Riggs? Sarcasm doesn't translate over text to small brains.

Person I was friends with long ago? Said they SOUNDED cute like a cat. Cute can be said without it being romantically implied dumb dumbs. Never asked her out. Just said something over the phone that got misconstrued I guess??? Idfk. I suspect people just lied about that cause we were shipping at the time. And yeah, she was underage but that was before the huge ass sweep of people going insane over the whole threading with underage people thing. Get your research notes out and take this down: Back in the early days of tumblr, people of under 18 and above 18 did roleplay together. Cherry, was in fact, underage when I met them too. But tumblr has changed. The past of tumblr was different dawg, idk what to tell you.

The point is, going off the word of a liar is going to come back and bite y'all in the ass. But I really don't care anymore.

I've grown desensitized to it.

I can respond all I want because I enjoy speaking my thoughts.

I always have and I always will.

Deal with it.

[haithussy]

Apologize to everyone you've caused issues Robin/Alicia. Don't go pulling the 'it's been YEARS just move on' you still hurt them and you haven't grown past that either. You've never once moved on and yet you tell people to and whine and bitch when they don't want you near them knowing how much of a lying waste of space you are.

'Everyone else is irrelevant' Hi, so you're saying your other victims don't matter? They're not joining for the ride, you've hurt them and they want your apology. How do you expect them to move on when you're calling them irrelevant? You sure are sounding like a literal predator who only wants to be in good light of their victims they actually like so those victims may think about coming back to you.

Learn to stop calling your actual victims from your words and actions alone 'irrelevant' or not important. all your victims matter and you certainly don't if you think that about people you've hurt.

[fractureddivinity]

Hypocrite.

And no, they don't want an apology. Because I have apologized numerous times. But it's never enough. They take and they take and they take, all under the guise of not believing in the apology. I'm not going to grovel and beg. I am above that. Anyone who wants someone to do that is worse than the person they are condemning. I'm not going to keep apologizing.

That's what Jess wanted. She never wanted to take accountability for her own actions and played on my insecurities and need, at the time, to feel accepted. Then she tore me down and played on my fear of loneliness by constantly hurting me then refusing to listen when I tried to compromise. There is no compromising with a narcissist because they believe they are never in the wrong. Her words read exactly as the narcissistic ramblings of a 12 year old. She doesn't act 33. She once said "I am not going to change, so you might as well leave." So, you want to sit there and listen to someone who has, IN HER OWN WORDS, admitted she is always going to be petty and refuse to accept any blame... but me, who has changed massively over the years, I "can't" change according to you. But you're wrong. I'm just not jumping like a dog like you want me to. You want me to stop posting my feelings. You want everyone to fall in line. And when they don't and have their own set of rules for how they do things, they're automatically seen as wrong.

Tumblr has created it's own conformist culture. But you're too set in your ways to realize it. Everyone who acts out against the standards that certain people who desire control want are put down and seen as the enemy. I speak out and express my thoughts and that's something you don't want. So you say I need to change a core part of who I am and I say no, that's not going to happen.

I let myself be abused by a man I thought loved me. He held me down to the ground and choked me. And I forgave him. After he STOLE my daughter from me (a part you all get wrong by the way, citing me being unfit when he literally set me up and made me miss a court hearing on purpose) I even STILL tried to compromise with him. I have been ran over by so many people and still I try to be kind to others. I have my faults. I have my issues. I don't excuse them but I do correct them. I have been correcting them for many, many years. I have learn to accept that I cannot be the center of someone's attention. I try to keep myself level BECAUSE of what Jess put me through. I am FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SOBER FROM BEING AN ALCOHOLIC. THAT is real change. But because I don't CONFORM to your fucked up rpc rules from those who desire control, I'm not actually changing in your eyes, right? I apologized for what I've done. Just because some of those apologies got lost to the fucking shadow realm when I deleted blogs out of frustration isn't my fault. And I have even apologized here. But you will say "I don't believe you." So there's no winning the game when it's fucking rigged. And when I go into people's fucking ask boxes and apologize I'm seen as block evading. "These people want apologies." NO. THEY DON'T. CAUSE WHEN I TRY, I'M BLAMED FOR THAT TOO. So shut up with what you THINK you know because you don't know anything.

If these people want apologies, they can reach out and I will apologize if I was at fault. Otherwise, what's the point when I'm gonna get blasted either damn way?

But I will say this again. I am planting my feet firm. I make my own choices. Followers or not, I'm staying. I don't care what you try and do anymore. It's not going to run me away.

I make my own path. No one dictates who I am.

[haithussy]

You can't run from what you've done.

[fractureddivinity]

I'm not running. C: I'm planting my feet. And you'll never be able to get rid of me.

[fractureddivinity]

Remember how Steve Rogers never let anyone keep him down? That's me. Keep beating me down. I'll just get right back up. I might back away to regain my strength, but I will A L W A Y S get back up. So none of you think that you can keep me down. You won't win. I won't let you. You think you're stubborn? No. I am. I R E F U S E to let anyone hurt me ever again.

" I'm not your m a r t y r . I'm the flame you F E A R. "

[fractureddivinity]