It's funny how the "etherealfated" anon keeps saying I got caught and that I'm trying to beg for forgiveness or something? I don't beg. I know who I am. I don't care what you think of me. The way you act by stalking me and naming all my blogs shows you are the one with the problem. I'm just fine.
To those saying "oh where are your friends to defend you? you have no friends!" Because I said fuck tumblr and found friends elsewhere. People who actually have brains and don't allow themselves to be controlled by one small little childish woman throwing a tantrum.
I have friends. I am happy where I am. I am happy with WHO I am. Because I know I'm not the person Jess wants to say I am. Believe her lies, I don't care anymore. This will be my last update here.
To those who abandoned me... I hope you one day reflect on yourselves and see how manipulated by Jess you really were.
As a writer, I feel the need to preface this with describing that I let out a long sigh before writing this... Cherry. You need to wake up. Reflect on yourself. On your actions. I was always there for you. Jess will leave you. All I can say is that I'm sorry you felt that I was "using" you. But in truth, you had been using me from the start. The moment Lupin dropped you, you came to me and cried about her hurting you. And I was there. I was always there. But it didn't matter. Anytime I needed a friend, you weren't there. Did you ever actually care? I don't think so... because, like them, you can't let go. But I have reflected and I believe my life is better without you...
Good luck. I mean that. I know I said some nasty things and I'm not going to hide that. But I do wish you luck. Maybe when your dreams come true, you'll finally be able to reflect on this moment.
Anyways, Everyone else is irrelevant. They've always been unwanted passengers on this journey in my life. Always jumping on this train when they were never apart of this fight. I get it, they're your friends. But even when things were resolved, you all still caused problems. You're parasites. Drama addicts. But you're gonna have to find someone else to fuck with because it won't be me anymore.
I am stronger than you all think I am.
I will not allow you to hurt me and pull me down.
I have and always will be a fighter.