Ex fragilesadness

Hi, I'm Emi //TW: ED Not pro, just venting// Please choose recovery🌸 CW:a lot //UGW:83LBS

[fragile-sadness]

Hello, I'm back. I didn't gain weight since I was maintaining all this time. I glad to know that my metabolism is still alive.

But I'm still fucking fat.

[wannnabe-vegan-pls]

the “im restricting again” gang’s all here

[fatacidbarbiedoll]

Trying to decide what to eat when you have an eating disorder

[sk1nnee-mini]

I have to repost again it’s literally my favourite thing ever

[pleasedontfeedmydemons]

Me: knows you don’t lose weight overnight

Also me: weighs myself compulsively every morning. Gets pissed when I haven’t lost 30lbs in 8 hours.

[sunnirainbow]

[pleashelpmex]

I can’t save myself anymore

I’m tired

[thankyouforstaying]

you’re not strong if you decline a meal you love

you’re strong if you let yourself enjoy it even though your disorder is screaming at you not to

[fragile-sadness]

I had a subway and for some reason, I don't feel guilty. A subway and a chicken burger (just the meat).

I will keep restricting for today and for a long time.

Maybe I was needing a cheating day.

[iwantperfectioni]

[fragile-sadness]

I'm sad, I had a normal day I even was eating normal and I feel sad. I don't want to fucking eat again.

[fragile-sadness]

I already reached the point of crying because I ate too much. That's it. I'm so fucking sick

[hollowfairy]

No offense…: but you’re doing this for YOU. And you know when you sneak an extra serving without tracking the calories. Or put in half the the effort to your workout. You know when you cheat yourself and you can see the results all over your stomach, thighs, calves, arms, and back. You get what you put in. Put in the effort to take the stairs each time, leave the last few bites on your plate, drink the extra glasses of water. Simple. This is for you. Don’t cheat yourself.

[skeletal-and-sad]

don’t cheat yourself

[vajktvoje]

[whileiwaseating]

Yes starving is hard but so is

Breaking down in a dressing room

Not fitting into any of your clothes but being too broke to buy more

Looking at your rolls in the mirror

Being the fat ugly friend

Crying over pictures you’re tagged in

Having no pants cause your thighs rub and you get holes in every single pair

Having to spend hours choosing an outfit cause nothing looks right

Being self conscious about your relationship because you’re afraid of them finding someone skinner

Trying not to eat in public due to fear of judgement

Having flabby arms

Being disgusted with yourself

So yeah it’s hard but my life is harder when I don’t do it

[vcoldxfingers]

Reblog if you have an eating disorder but

You’re not underweight

Even a little chubby

Struggle to fast

Binge eat

Struggles to lose any weight

Maybe I’m just a fat ass…but I just want to feel like I’m not alone

[sk1nnycoffee]

i s t r u g g l e to fast a lot of the time. ESPECIALLY when i’m home. idk why

[mushrumps-deactivated20190626]

Yeah I have disordered eating habits and a skewed self image but I don’t tolerate fat shaming

[crybabycarlea]

WE DONT TOLERATE BODY SHAMING ON THIS BLOG

[recoveringlesbian]

Hell no

[just-another-sad-song]

If you believe using fatspo is ok or you shame people based on their weight, leave my blog now and never come back.

[enby-life]

HOT TIP!!!

You will drink more water if it tastes good. I’m dead serious. Throw some mint in there, throw some lemon or strawberry or a little flavor packet. Your brain likes things that taste good.

[enby-life]

You know why people like lemonade? Flavored water

You know why people like tea? Flavored water

You know why people like koolaid? Flavored water

People like flavored water. Brains like flavored water. It’s like being forced to choose between a rock or a rock with glitter on it. You want the glitter rock

[enby-life]

I am once again telling you to drink water

And to absolutely FUCK OFF if you’re going to be a dick on this post

[literally-fuck-food]

i like the way water tastes tbh but i hope this helps someone else at least