my soul is always with you.

— i am both wound and knife.

[ienvysomegays]

➴ this was all for you.

@ qazaq heshe intp, melancholic everything & nothing & something more all at once.

jean moreau ash lynx megumi fushiguro kinn.

➔ tpw babel aftg cp jjk bf arcane etc.

[quelmdn]

Erasmus / Kallias

[forgleto-o]

Date idea: I lie face down on your bed and you pet my head for maybe 2 or 3 hours.

[teaboot]

Do you have any advice for someone else who is in the very beginning stages of the "life is a precious gift rapidly escaping me, I have to change to become someone better and be happy before I've wasted all of it" transition? I'm tired of losing so much life and joy to grief and trauma and I also want to start creating and seeing and enjoying as much as I can for my tiny time as a carbon based lifeform but it's overwhelming to say the least

Actively seek out things that inspire wonder

Look for the good parts. There are good parts. There are interesting parts. There will always be good and interesting parts.

Treat yourself kindly. This one is difficult.

Do things out of ridiculous whimsy.

Practice cog itive behavioural exercises to self-examine and address beliefs and behaviors that are causing suffering.

Don't argue when people compliment you.

Don't rush yourself, and don't assume it'll be like this forever when you have a backslide. These things happen. Over time, they happen less.

Be honest with the people you love and trust.

Tell people how much they mean to you and what you like about them.

Help others and find satisfaction in being the stranger that did something good

Consider speaking to a medical professional, my antidepressants and anti-anxiety medical took some time to figure out but life is WAY better.

Have a silly little craft or hobby.

Let yourself be bored sometimes. Stand outside in the rain and let yourself get wet. Go on a walk. Put your phone in a different room and wander off. Meet up with a friend and go on a long walk together to nowhere in particular

Start doing things because you want to and it feels good, not just because you think it's something you should say yes to.

Say yes to things.

Take a random day of the week and go into a store or a business you've never been in before.

Compliment strangers when something about them is striking.

Read books and watch movies that make you feel the exact right amount of ecstatic and embarrassed, and make all the silly noises about it.

Collect scraps of fabric and little trinkets and all the little textures and colours you love and stash them in a shoebox or something like a tiny dragon's hoard.

Start a collection of something small and inexpensive. Like corks.

Make food with ingredients you've never used before

Make long lists of all your favorite things- flowers, bugs, songs, foods, places

Start a trash-book to fill with scraps of neat wrappers and bits of paper and colored fabric from old ruined clothes

Imagine yourself as a alien from a dead and barren world who has just arrived on this planet for the very first time and imagine how excited you would be by every little thing

Cannot recommend enough that you befriend a creature

[cjowoart]

"Attend me."

"For old time's sake?"

[archiveofliterature]

the thing is, right, sure ramy's religion might have smth to do with his response to robin's "she wants you," but that's only if you extrapolate. rf kuang does not textually imply ramy refusing to develop feelings for letty bc he's muslim (plus. it doesn't matter anyway bc even if he did, it would be fine bc it was common knowledge that "non-muslim women become muslim automatically by marrying a muslim man"). what rf kuang DOES imply clearly is 1) ramy and letty having racial tension and 2) ramy and robin having queer feelings for each other

"don't you know why?" is also not abt the racial tension bc that was literally established right before this conversation. writing-wise, it makes no sense for ramy to repeat smth he knows robin is already aware of. robin asks "no, really," bc he knows there is racial tension, but he's drunk and, therefore, more bold and pushes ramy to admit what he can't admit himself. that there is smth between them. that ramy does not want letty bc he wants robin

[archiveofliterature]

"ramy didn't like letty bc he's muslim and she's not" as if that's stopped any brown muslim guy ever ?? PLEASEEE don't make me laff if a brown guy wants a white girl they will have a white girl genuinely nothing is stopping them

people will jump through hoops to avoid the obvious. RAMY IS GAY AS HELL WOMP WOMP

[sailermoon]

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

[rylandgraces]

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

[minyard-05]

genuinely if i was into neil josten i would be humiliated by it too. the man wears jorts. he's never picked up a social cue in his life and the only thing he thinks about is stick ball. he smokes but he actually doesn't and he's ginger and he's got mommy issues and the most punchable face a man has ever worn. he doesn't even pick up on any of your cool smooth lines nor does he care how sexy your car is. he's british. when you're talking he says things like 'i could draw on you with a marker' and when you're gone he says you're all that matters. andrew was right to hate him this would be a fucking devastating thing to discover about yourself.

[queer-as-city-folk]

me when I take a fine logo and make it UGLY

[andy-rew62]

I’m tired I’m depressed I wanna kms I’m horny I’m yearning like damn boy pick a struggle rn I don’t wanna multitask

[sagihairius]

you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”

[mistressaccost]

you can have random one sided beef with ANYONE! it’s so beautiful. and it doesn’t cost any money!!!!!!

[trashcangimmick]

[feluka]

imagine if i did my work. if i sat down and Did it. and it was Done. can you even imagine such a thing

[ruhaniya]

sorry i didn't reply i have existence issues

[local-band-of-idiots]

yeah im complaining again becuse its pride month and for some reason im not seeing any agender posts that have a million notes, we arent included in the heart flag gifs, and it feels like nobody is talking about us

please dont forget about agender people this pride month

dont forget about agender people who dont also identify as trans

dont forget about agender people who want to transition (binary or not)

dont forget about agender people who dont

dont forget about agender people who use or like traditional binary pronouns like he/him and she/her

dont forget about agender people who prefer they/them or neo pronouns or a mix of pronouns

dont forget about agender people who dont want to use pronouns at all

dont forget about intersex agender people this pride

dont forget about agender people who are bisexual, pansexual, lesbian, gay, ect.

dont forget about agender people who are aromantic or asexual or both

dont forget about agender people who just dont care about dating or dont want to date anyone for any other reason

dont forget about agender people this pride