Its so sad to see how miserable I was.
And its really nice to see things can actually get better. :-)
I've dissapeared but im not dead. I guess if everyone ever looked at my blog could've assumed that cause i was so depressed.
But life leads you to were you belong. A loving life, loving family, loving partner, loving cats, a quiet life. All I ever wanted. A quiet, quiet life. No more torture, no more sorrow.
I do recognise myself while reading, but it seems so far away. And i'm thankful.
After all that was everything i ever craved to have. Just some quietness.


















