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Francesca 'fancy' silva twenty-five | single | dancer

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rossi-nico:

Nicolas understood loyalty. What he didn’t understand was why he didn’t inspire the same loyalty in people. Time and time again people were more than willing to lie to him. They were willing to put themselves in danger for Sebastian, but for him, they couldn’t even spare honesty. “What I know,” Nicolas said, voice tired, “Is that you will do whatever you have to do to protect him. Including lie to me. You never consider that dishonesty as being disloyal to me, only that you are protecting your friend…someone you love.” And it was clear then, that he would never actually be the person that inspired that kind of loyalty in her. “I won’t kill him. You have my word.” And his word was all he had, really. He certainly didn’t trust anyone else’s at this point.

He wasn’t rough and he didn’t yell, he was cursing her out or slamming her against the walls, Nicolas was gentle but he made his point. Fancy bit her lip and began to feel her eyes swell with the emotion she was holding inside, because for all that was holy in this world; she loved this man, not the other. But her childhood was molded and her fate had been decided and now she was here confused, angry, and holding onto him still so tightly that she was surprised he hadn’t pulled away yet. She didn’t want to say sorry, because sorry was useless and she knew she hurt him, and it was killing her that she did. “Nicolas...” She breathed out, voice trembling as her tears started “I love you...” That’s it, and she cried more because that’s all she could say. 

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rossi-nico:

Nicolas wanted to be surprised by her words. And yet, it was all part of the pattern of their lives. “Someone? You saw him with someone and you shot at him?” It sounded so ridiculous to him. “So, even though you believe he would never hurt you, and that he is your best friend, you could believe that he is horrible enough to do something bad to someone else? Do you not see how ridiculous this all sounds? Who was with him?”

Fancy shook her head, her own words actually sounding like nothing but utter and pointless nonsense at this point. “N-No! Sebastian has never laid a single finger on me - ever.” She breathed, keeping her hands tightly holding his as a way of being calm enough to sort out her damn thoughts. “I know it sounds ridiculous, but it’s just like you knowing how dangerous a friend can be but also knowing that no matter how dark a past they have; they still are your friend.” Fancy shrugged, she was running out of coverups and solutions, running out of methods to help Sebastian and try to pull him out from sinking any deeper. She was frustrated and to stop herself from even thinking of crying, she merely brought the hands she held tightly up to her own face and covered it using his hands. “I can’t tell you who he was with because I promised them... I’m sorry.” His hands were warm and she was trembling, and he felt stiff and she felt fragile, and he was going to kill Sebastian and a part of her was actually thinking that would be alright. Because than she’d be free, she’d be normal. But than the other part still cared for the boy who stopped her beatings and who saved her ass numerous times. “Not if he cares about them...” she mumbled finally “And he called her his friend... He’s never called anyone except Bebo and I his friend, and he was legit.” 

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rossi-nico:

Nicolas listened, face turning hard before he cursed in Italian. “So he would never hurt you, eh, carina? Not Sebastian. No. He wouldn’t hurt you. He’d just push you down the stairs.” He didn’t pull away even though his first instinct was to find and murder the man who dared to hurt the girl in front of him. “How? How can you continue to defend him? Not only defend him. You lied to me. You just happened to take the stairs and fall?” Nicolas’ rage was barely contained, but it was eerily calm. His voice was low and steady. Any one glancing at them would not see the rage just below the surface of his skin. “What were you arguing about?”

Fancy looked at him painfully and tried to think of some way to defend Sebastian but was hit again by Nicolas’ words. “I went to check up on him and I saw him with someone, okay? I thought Sebastian might’ve done something... bad, and I shot at him. So we argued and he followed me to the stairs and tried pulling me back, so I yanked even harder.” He didn’t have to pull away, because Fancy let go of his hand though still kept her fingers tight with his. “Sebastian has never hurt me before though and when I think about this situation, it makes me lose all trust and hope in him and actually fear him. But how? That’s supposed to be my best friend”

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nspecter-esq:

I’ve seen a few people who piqued my interest, and I’ve yet to have a bad time here or I wouldn’t keep coming back.  Do you recommend any of the acts in particular?

“I don’t hear anyone having a bad time, ever. Oh, well there’s Alec, I think he’s like the thirty-one flavors of ice cream and you can have whatever you’d like. Evie is a gorgeous doll but I don’t know if her and her girlfriend have agreed to... you know? But then there’s also KD and she’s a marvelous and beautiful dancer. You really can’t go wrong with any of those choices and I’m sure if you’d like, there are patrons here that hook up with eachother as well”

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rossi-nico:

“Carina,” Nicolas sighed, “If I could take all your fears from you, I would. I’ve never issued you an ultimatum regarding Sebastian. And I won’t. I understand loyalty. What I will not tolerate is for you to come to harm due to him. I’ve stayed out of his business, and have taken that oath seriously.”

Fancy brought one of his hands up and pressed her cheek into his palm, holding his hand there; she needed to tell him. “Sebastian would never hurt me it’s just,” She hesitated while looking at him, biting her lip and still in denial “I think when he and I were arguing on the stairs and he grabbed me to pull me back - it could’ve been me tugging too and it’s only a suspicion but I think... I think he might’ve pushed me” 

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alluring-aidan:

I do usually have a plan, but this is something even I can’t help you with.  If you leave Sebastian for Nico, you’re a traitor to your organization.  Something tells me death would be a kindness at that point.

“Nothing you can pull out of your ass last minute? I’m sure you’ve had a few things up there but they might not be useful for this situation. Nicolas is worth anything at this point so I either get Sebastian on my side to help me or I’m lost. I wish I could google this, could I use the google for this?”

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rossi-nico:

Nico really didn’t like the sound of that, nor the slight trembling of her body. The question she asked though…she really shouldn’t ask questions like that. She already knew the answer, even if she didn’t want to admit it.  Another sigh. “I would do exactly what I’ve told him I would do. I would make him regret every breath he takes.”

Fancy shook her head but not because of his words, but because she didn’t want to lose the man infront of her. She still clung to him and gently caressed the side of his face, just enjoying his presence in general. “I’m scared to lose you but I feel like I can’t leave him even if I wanted to, I ran out of solutions and answers, and I don’t know what to do...” 

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alluring-aidan:

I honestly don’t think you have that option, Fancy.  Odds are you’ll be killed or tortured if you try to leave.  I don’t know what else to tell you.  I’m sorry.

“I was afraid you’d say that and you usually always have a plan, or I at least could. Well... Thank you, Aidan, no matter what happens. But you know me, I always have to go out swinging” 

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lil-red-evie:

Evie’s expression turned hard, and to something considerably more dangerous than anyone would expect from the petite girl. “So it is possible that Sebastian has a bigger death wish than I originally thought then,” she said calmly. “It doesn’t matter if he did it on purpose or not. If Nicolas finds out that there is even a possibility, Sebastian is a dead man. And quite frankly, even if Nicolas never finds out, his current good health is already at risk.”  She’d warned the DJ that he shouldn’t piss her off.

“I shot at him” She said quite calmly, thinking back to when she caught him with Gabby “And the person he was with, but still... Sebastian has never hit me or done anything but I think at that moment maybe, maybe he wanted to hurt me. I want to tell Nicolas but I’m scared he will kill him, Evie. Sebastian is changing but it’s not because of me, it’s because of... that person” 

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alluring-aidan:

Make your own life easier.  Stay with Sebastian.  It’s better than ending up dead or worse.

“But my life isn’t easier though, it’s hell. If I stay with Sebastian, I can’t have a normal life with Nicolas and that’s not an option. I want that.”

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rossi-nico:

Nicolas sighed. Concussions were never minor, and had no one thought to actually let him know? “You didn’t want me to think he hurt you on purpose,” he supplied with a sigh.  “I’m glad you are okay, carina. I can’t lie. I’m not happy that no one told me, or that you disappeared again.” He bent and kissed her again, trying once more to erase the doubts and worry. 

“I would’ve told you but I was... tied up” she muttered, her eyes adverting just a little, starting to tremble again from the nerves. She was good at lying, but lying to him was horrible. “Sebastian is a prick, and I’m sorry he didn’t tell you...” His kiss silenced her as she clung to him and pulled him in deeper, not wanting to separate till she couldn’t breathe and finally broke away, her eyes searching his face before speaking “What would you have done if he was the one who hurt me...?” 

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alluring-aidan:

Honestly?  You’re better off alive and well than whatever they’d do to you if you tried to leave.  None of your options are all that great.  I’m sorry, Fancy.

“Give me something to work with here, Aidan, anything. Please give me something you think I should do...”

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lil-red-evie:

Evie raised one very well manicured eyebrow at Fancy’s laughter. “Why would Sebastian want to kill you, and why on earth would you lie to Nicolas?” She shook her head, lips pursed. “I’ve known Nico for awhile love. Dishonesty is not the way to deal with him. Not when he has trust issues already.”

“I spent a week with Nicolas and went to check on Sebastian and caught him with... someone, and well, I went to leave and we got into an argument by the stairs. He grabbed my arm, and I yanked, and we continued this tug of war.” Fancy was scared to the next bit of words but she still continued, playing with her fingers to calm her nerves “He looked at me with this look like I don’t know, and I think, maybe, I felt him push me and let go... I told Nicolas I fell down the stairs and Sebastian got help and took care of me. Everything is true except, well, me falling down the stairs. It could’ve been my tugging but I just think, you know?” 

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alluring-aidan:

“Loud” doesn’t start with the same sound you were making.  Sebastian is one thing, but do you really think you can just up and leave his organization?  I’ve seen others try–it doesn’t end well.

“Could I try?” She asked, “I need to try or else what can I do? I don’t want to lose my life here and I don’t want to lose Nicolas, so what do I do? Rat them out? If I do, Sebastian goes too and I don’t think he deserves that” 

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alluring-aidan:

How does he get when he acts like his father?  I feel like you’re not telling me everything.

“Loud.” She said simply “That’s it. Sometimes he throws things, breaks things, but Sebastian would never hurt me... right?”