i'm like the joker in that i'm dramatic and gay

Adult || Filipino || AroAce art can be used in edits, icons, etc., as long as you dont claim it as yours or repost it then no credit needed but still appreciated (no ai or whatever its called tho) feel free to tag my stuff as platonic, ship, or qpr as you please regardless of intent (unless the CC is a minor) if i say something about wanting CCs to do something assume im not serious im a hater at heart so theres gonna be lots of complaining but assume its not that deep unless its something actually serious

[freakinator]

Do Not Interact

Do Not Ensconse This Upon Your Memory

Do Not Gaze Upon This Wretched Thing

if you dont follow all of this youre breaking my boundaries

[oh-snapperss]

hello everyone. i was sexually harassed, exploited, manipulated, and used by the recently removed Quag Fridays producer, Caleb Shade. i am not caleb's only victim.

please read. our experience with him cannot happen to anyone else. i have spent so long in this community suffering under his work, and it has affected dozens of creators, fans, and anyone in between.

my experience with 'Producer Poke' (Caleb Shade)

hi everyone. many of you probably don’t know me, or have only seen me in passing. my name is laurie, or walker. my place in this community i

[kachicu]

wanted to add my experience here as well

my experience with caleb shade.

i’m night, also known as kachicu. i’m a 20 year old and non-binary, and fem presenting. i’m a very, very small streamer who you might know f

[leafatlaw]

I literally refuse to learn anything about drawing but I do know that if you use the right colors you can make people feel things. And also drawing on a slightly yellow background makes you develop a stockhome syndrome with the color forever.

[snowquills]

yeah,

[hardsellingit]

I highkey just dont think anyone in broader mcyt (creators or fandom) actually understands what shipping is and I think that's where 90% of the problems related to it in discussion stem from LMAO

[hardsellingit]

this is like the mildest thing lmao and my bad ig for going on twitter where everyone's brain died a long time ago but I saw this tweet (a qrt of tubbo talking abt his new ~shipping boundaries~)

and to be clear this is just one example of what I'm seeing A Lot in the broader fandom, not to do with this tweet in particular, I'm not even watching qsmp2 so this has nothing to do with that specifically lmao. it's just a good example I happened to see today

and just like. that's not how shipping works. that's not what it is. bro. ur not Only allowed to ship if they do something in canon about it. that's not a red flag that's literally what shipping is. what happened to the good old days where you could pull up a fic of two characters from completely different series who had never interacted cause they're from Different Series but it was still treated as a reasonable concept. we've lost the meaning of the word shipping. its not What Exists In Canon Only it's exploring the idea of a dynamic. if anything it's More interesting to explore smth with limited canon?

idk I feel like that simple idea of Exploring A Dynamic has been lost and that's where sooo much of the Drama around it comes from? like the drama around 'bad' or 'problematic' shipping and suddenly everything has to be neat and tidy and Moral, the drama around what you're Allowed to ship and what's Evil and Weird and Problematic, the drama around the morality of exploring certain kinks or around certain nonstandard relationship dynamics... shipping as a concept seems to have become for some people (as above) just supporting a Canon, Established, Supported By The Creators dynamic and not just. you exploring a concept.

it's just very strange to see as someone who's been in the (non mcyt) fandom space a Very long time cause like. this is not how it has always been lmao. This Is Not What Shipping Is.

[r6ku1p25v]

[heartcircus]

MINUTETECH IS NOT A FATHER FIGURE TO THESE PEOPLE!!!! so many people just assign him this parental role (especially over mapicc and spoke) because they want them to have a relationship beyond friendship that is not necessarily romantic so instead they say he’s their “father figure” but i really cannot stress enough that minute does not act in a parental or familial way towards these people

[freakinator]

hope getting that bag is worth being known as someone who doesnt gaf about labor rights lol

[freakinator]

actually, speaking of subz, while its not unusual of me to hate someone to the point of wanting to kill them (its the homicidal tendencies innit) it Is pretty impressive for a mcytber specifically (a type of person whom im generally ready to be disappointed by) to manage to do it in only 2 or 3 streams

[clawhammers]

[lsblrconfessions]

i think it's time to make a lifesteal misogyny doc. sorry idk about yall but im tired of every time something bad happens on the server (that was obviously due to misogyny) people come on here to rant and vent but nothing gets done on the actual cc side of things, which means stuff is doomed to repeat itself

and its very apparent that a lot of things could have been better / made better if lifestealers and fans treated women like people. hannah being excluded from her own teammate betraying her, hannah receiving an excruciating amount of hate for locking of the end, leading to her to stop logging on (and sb being called cool in comparison), squiddo not feeling welcome on the server, jumper being silenced by her own former teammates

The list goes on and on like . if we want to get serious about making fan spaces (and the server!!!!!) more inclusive and safe that doc has to get made and sent directly to admins

there's only so much you can do on tumblr

i also feel like it's possible people are scared to speak on women ccs behalf but it's also possible that they themselves wouldn't want to "break the peace" and "everyone is friends on lifesteal" ugh, its time to wrap it up

there are way too many instances of this shit occurring, we need to get serious and scream until they listen. and if they don't listen after being made aware of the fact of how glaring misogyny is on lifesteal at least you tried and we know they're not interested in making the server better

disclaimer: this isn't me trying to cancel anyone. people on that fuckass server just need to be made aware of how to change their ways, recognise and stop misogyny in it's wake

[girlshambogames]

jumper genuinely needs to be saved like she said multiple times she can't stay w steve duo alone, that they make her feel like she's intruding and doesn't belong, and that she probably won't login if she doesn't have any teammates and everyone ignored her 😭😭😭 like at least zam apologized to her afterwards ig. but steve duo didn't even TRY convincing her to stay their teammate. none of them even bothered to comment when she said she probably won't login for the rest of the season. im so ????????

[freakinator]

fuck i have so many wips but i really dont wanna go through my files

[jumperwho-minutetech-fanblog]

my kys queen

[azure-bluet]

the comment section on mapicc's new video is horrid. ive scrolled a good bit and only found one comment properly talking about mapicc rather than one of his teammates, unstable, or comparing his title to flamefrags'

[freakinator]

feeling nostalgic for the days of bullying minute for saying some stupid bs we should do that again

[birdonaplatter]

one final bing illustration i might explain at some point

[birdonaplatter]

"at some point" yeah man. today.

This illustration was supposed to capture the failed aspect of bing. I wanted to lean into the flaws, fears and failed aspirations while also keeping the composition extremely stable.

Zam, "a sun that's yearning for the light"

I really wanted to portray zam as a lighthouse that's trying to save everyone from a storm, her hair mimicing waves. Her pose is very isolated but also *screaming* for comfort. He also got a little devil on his shoulder (Mapicc lmao)

Jumper, "a burning memory"

Jumper only exists in Zam's light, to sort of dwell on the fact that she probably won't play much (and didn't play much) unless it's with Zam. It also makes her look like a mirage and i liked that visual.

Friendship tower has 4 people coming into it at the bottom, but – importantly – the roof is broken. Were the 4 nether stars always there, in the middle of the tower? Did they break the roof? Are they the hearts that Zam wanted to give to her teammates? Are they the hearts that Pentar and Yungy got over the season? Does it even matter anymore?

Steves, "blood-stained mountains"

Towering above the foreground, Yungy and Pentar both protect and overshadow it. People associate mountains with something peaceful and protecting, shielding valleys from winds and cradling the setting sun. However, the taller the mountains reach, the more abmitious the trails become, the more people they actually kill. Them smiling (or laughing) is also important – unserious nature of bing can be viewed as a big flaw from an outside pov, almost a mockery of what the others have gone through. I also made them sort of "merge" together into one, doubling down on the fact that steve duo is usually viewed as a unit.