too gay to be lobotomized

** addie they/he ** i dont bite (hard)

[freakurodani]

DMs are open for inquiries!!!

Take care out there!! Times are hard!!!!

[swagophile]

me: yeah i guess its not even a kink thing really, like yeah i want a mommy but moreso i just want the kindness i was never afforded in childhood

mob guy: yeah. i undastand dat. my mudda, god rest her soul, was a complicated woman,

[freakurodani]

anyway, salvius grew up in a port town, raised in a house boat by their mother, who constantly told them contradictory stories about who their father was.

Juno used to be a woman of importance, of joy, then she has her child. She was heartbroken by salvius' father leaving her and everyday, she makes sure salvius never leaves her too

[freakurodani]

so salvius recently met gaius, high ranking member of the fighter's guild, on the expedition they are on. Salvius was resentful of Gaius at first bc he was everything they werent. It was like looking into a portal where they grew up in a normal life. but actually it turns out that not only is Gaius cool and sick with swords, but he's also kind, and went out of his way to comfort Salvius after they had to kill bandits that were attacking the group

after that, they started having normal conversations, talking about anything and everything together and after a jumble of words, salvius is happy to have their first confirmed friend!!! while gaius thinks theyre courting now 🫣

[sergal]

everyone shut da fuck up this is the only thing that matters

[sergal]

Oh My God Damn

[baddbyrne]

okay not to ocpost again but the worst thing about having an oc is sometimes they become The Character to you. and you need to talk to someone about it like wow I can’t stop thinking about The Character… but in order to do so you have to like sit them down and explain everything about your oc first. and then it’s just you explaining your writing ideas. i need to talk about them the same way i would talk about any random character i love to someone.

[freakurodani]

what if i rubbed your back after you stripped the armor off that guy one of our coworkers decapitated and told you i understand the weight heavy on your heart

what if that was the catalyst to our deep intimate emotional connection, the first one youve ever had because love was poisoned to you, and i always felt above it

what if i wanted everything you could give me and you were just so elated to have a friend and what if i stood by you because any affection from you is everything to me

what if we were brothers in arms what if i was doomed and the only thing able to save me was running away with you, because we are both imprisoned by our homes in different ways and our affection for each other gave us the strength to free ourselves

[freakurodani]

i feel so out of touch, tumblr do you even like poor meow meows anymore

[freakurodani]

love and peace

[freakurodani]

me when i doodle in my journal instead of just writing my feelings: heh.... just like arthur morgan

[freakurodani]

the armor stays on during emotionally vulnerable conversations, thanks

[freakurodani]

heh. my followers on tumblr dont even know for the past year ive been honing my craft.... and playing a lot of dungeons and dragons

[t4timekeeper]

yeah i just love it when a character is in an escapable torment nexus for a huge portion of their life and it defines every aspect of their existence forever. also whats cptsd

[freakurodani]

"It is incredibly baffling that being surrounded by idiots could do such wonders to Salvius’ self-esteem. Despite everything that tried to keep them down in life. At least they aren’t a fucking idiot. Constantly making idiot decisions. Stupidly."

to pass the time in between sessions, ive been writing character examinations of my fella, Salvius, and sharing them w my dm.

today i learned they fucking hate their party. oopsie

[freakurodani]

i wish you could see the beautiful world my ocs live in. yes they have mommy issues

[cuppydogshane]

me and the mutuals are giving some minor characters rich inner worlds later if you wanna pull up. yeah its gonna be all day.

[freakurodani]

"... I guess, I've always known that there is something fundamentally wrong with me. "

"I have never considered the weight of expectations. An enemy you know is an enemy you don't fear. I know disappointment."