freakybrine

i suck at interacting with people which is make me go crazy, help. i dont do commissions... im gonna do something stupid

[freakybrine]

Freakybuddy?

You good :> ?

Haven't seen your posts around tumblr much?

I haven't posted much anywhere tbh. I've been in a slump for a while and can't get myself to create anything. Except like 2 days ago where I was making a Mineimator animation that was just gonna be a shitpost. I never pushed the save button once and lost all my progress. I thought it would've autosaved but the program crashed from importing an audio. I haven't tried remaking it yet but it frustrated me a little. Art wise, I haven't gotten myself to draw anything good. It's just bad doodles that I think too hard about.

It's been like 3 weeks since I made an animation for my other socials which wasn't intentional. I can find good audios and ideas to do, just never the mindset to make any. I think the realization I had weeks ago really altered my mindset and can't get myself to even make animations as much which sucks.

I need to find someway to get myself making content again or I'd just look like I quit which part of me doesn't want to do. If I do find or get into a better mindset than I have for years now, maybe my posts will be on pause. But for now, I'm just stuck in a endless loop of not knowing what to do with myself.

The only positive things I can say why I haven't made stuff as well is because I've been out with friends and reading more (i don't read as much as I should).

If this comes across as me venting or lashing out, I'm sorry. I just needed to get it out. I probably need a life changing thing happen to me or something. 😭

I could probably post some of my animations here that I haven't shared for Tumblr users. even if they're like a month old or something

[freakybrine]

so i uh erm became a woman now. its not me becoming trans, im just detransitioning. i was originally female if it wasnt obvious. i guess this is my persona now, the Hero/Heroin character is just an oc now. I might change how she looks overtime for preference sake but who knows (especially the hair, it looks too basic in human form).

i need to give her a name yes technically this is a Herobrine sona i think. I just thought it would be easier.

I guess this would count as a Fem!Herobrine if yall want but its just a sona for me

[meet-theartist]

I don't even know anymore 🥀💔

[freakybrine]

absolute cinema ✋😐🤚

(i cant believe i got referenced 🥹)

[freakybrine]

yall dont fall for this shit, so deadass 😭💔🥀

ik its obviously a scam but im just letting yall know. any link clicking can just get your accounts stolen so dont try it.

i legit laughed looking at this. i cant imagine a real admin changing the font of their post just to flag accounts. let alone use a mention feature. thats why this shit is so obvious🥹

[freakybrine]

hi freakybrine

hi 👁️

[freakybrine]

then who would.... (I'm reaching and will be embarrassed if I'm wrong)

i legit haven't seen anyone mention this so i feel crazy. you cant tell me Matt doesn't look almost alike of Steve and say that. YOU CANT TELL ME

[freakybrine]

so what does the hero303 duo do whenever they hang out?

Do they even hang out?

For the Minecraft World:

They'd play around or explore the game features rather its new or old. Every new update that comes out makes 303 more excited than Hero, but still check things out. They were most impressed with the Warden and skulk city. Hero was also interested the most in the mace when it released.

If they aren't exploring, they'll be talking and relaxing in random spots of the world. They even troll with players together sometimes. They rarely hang out with the others all together (Alexbrine/Villainsbane, Null, Dreadlord, etc.).

As for the Real World:

The most they do is 303 wanting Hero to explore the new world they got into. A world where 303 used to live in. He might not remember everything, but stuff like eating out, learning flowers and bugs, j-jobs (🗿), etc. (i haven't fully developed the setting so I can't say a whole lot yet. Hero does seek interest in this new world such as the history, religions, and so on. I could go on about what he learns or needs to understand, but that's more for future projects.

(the second image is just them watching a movie or something)

[freakybrine]

You got any Minecraft au lore to info dump? ←⁠(⁠>⁠▽⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ

I wanna read

i dont wanna give away too much info about Herobrine especially yet cause i wanna try some sort of series (even though this is considered a prolog). But all the creepypastas aren't in one big team. All of them are on their own with one end goal, being the ruler of all basically. There's been many battles between each other, Herobrine having the least amount of engagement. He has strong opinions about how they should all be working together instead of fighting. But, he's very quiet about the thought.

Entity303 and Null catch on to Herobrine's isolation and realize how much he was 'hiding'. They team up eventually and start a war against him in 2014-15. Neither of them want to admit who won or lost, overtime settling their differences and being acquaintances. 303 and Herobrine meanwhile, he get slowly more comfortable with each other. Even if Hero only sees him as a mutual. Entity will talk about the different things and experiences that exist in the human world with Herobrine, especially his thoughts and feelings. Almost like venting or ranting. Even if Hero can't do anything, the best he can do is listen and let 303 speak.

Herobrine doesn't fully understand emotions unlike everyone else, sadly. Overtime when uh lore shit happens and he is in the real world, he starts understanding and feeling more not even by choice.

[freakybrine]

how did your au's entity303 and herobrine meet :D

whole yap session coming in with bad visuals 😭 (its 4am, chill)

basically when 303 gets transported into Minecraft, it doesn't take long for Herobrine to notice the new character. Entity303 wasn't even his name originally (i haven't thought about it yet). 303 was just realizing where he was before seeing Herobrine approach. He's aware of who he is due to people making rumors online, making him very cautious. Meanwhile, Herobrine views 303 as a potential new ally due to both their nature and data. Herobrine is considered the only non npc or player to exist. But Entity spawning into the world changes that.

I wanted them both to stay close together at first. But i changed it because it felt too fast and sudden. Especially with the information I've given 303. He would struggle to find a way back home as Herobrine watches, not understanding the "real world" as a thought. (some digital circus ahh shit 💔🥀)

[freakybrine]

Is herobrine and entity 303's relationship all freaky na shit like that oorrrr do they have wholesome moments to...? Like cuddles..? :333

I don't want it to always be freaky shit, i can't help it though. I have been trying to think of more nice and slow moments for the two without it being awkward or weird. Like that one vid i made when 303 gifted Herobrine the redstone torch. (ill add the fact that later down the line when Herobrine feels shitty and stressed, thats when they unconsciously cuddle. Herobrine feels awkward doing the same for 303, but at least he sits and listens when needed. He doesn't even know how to hug 😭)

There is one thing I'm willing to put here wholesome wise 😏(god its a fanfiction at this point...)

Herobrine never liked physical touch or interactions. It always unnerved him and the feeling from it. 303 doesn't push that boundary on him (the freaky shit is way later down the line, trust). At some point however, when they both were hanging out and exploring their new "home world", something catches 303's eyes and was hyped up to show Herobrine. He'd grab his hand and pull him to follow. Herobrine felt uncomfortable at first but it slowly grew on him. He couldn't help but stare and think how new this feeling was. Not love yet. More of just warming up. He felt human in that moment. Seen and recognized not from his unnatural features.

He wouldn't stop thinking about it, even after the moment passed. This sort of moment wouldn't have worked on anybody else. He almost felt stupid for not feeling like this sooner. Herobrine eventually does get over it and becomes more comfortable around 303 in a physical sense. It's kinda like he's touch starved, but I'd have to look into it more to confirm.

I actually have doodles of this when I was feeling lovey dovey from a song. They're a little rough though considering they're made a couple months ago when I was experimenting. I'm gonna add this too because of the visuals, 303 is one of those people who denies his feelings for him 😔.

I wanna gatekeep the song but it sounds mean to do so. Here's the song I was listening to on repeat (i liked the slow down versions better but I do that with some songs anyways). I do wanna animate to it at some point with this moment, but it'll take time. A Little Death - The Neighbourhood

why did i ramble so long about this, omg. im sure the wording of this is all over the place 😭

[freakybrine]

idk, i just thought this was funny to make😔(there is sound)

[freakybrine]

i like the idea herobrine could learn human emotions and problems 😔

[freakybrine]

Random Headcanons list .3. 👉👈

[freakybrine]

tw- blood

uhh herobrine seems happy :D (wanted to play around with teeth and blood. i hate teeth in general)

[freakybrine]

Herobrine's head looks a little wonky here but lets ignore that >.> (btw the second image of Herobrine being whitewashed is a joke, don't take it seriously >.>) I guess the 3rd one is considered a redraw, not planned. Its a 7 month comparison .3.

I'm so glad i can draw them better now. Twitter somehow helped me out on it ¯\(°_o)/¯ (yes its my first time getting it 🥀💔) I'm gonna prey I keep this style going and improve bro's head shape 😔

[freakybrine]

I'm gonna somehow forget to put these here so might as well do it now than later 💔🥀(the last one is just based on how I made them in roblox)

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[freakybrine]

yall dont wanna know the shit i had to go through this month... it was so bad i actually couldnt get myself to draw anything good so uh take these projects i guess 💔🥀

at least i got into a animating grind 👁️ (3 out of the 4 of these are already finished LOL)