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Adopt an unstoppable mindset
Studies have shown that willpower can deplete over time. So if you believe you’ve got limited willpower, you will not go far.
A SEAL candidate who believes he probably won’t make it through training won’t succeed.
For years we thought the timing was never right . My brain always wondered what it would be like , to hold and care for someone who has dealt with so much pain. Crazy to think we used to be best friends you would lean on me all the time . I would check on you always . When I needed you , you were there to provide me with a home and when I finally obeyed your wished and stopped lusting over you our relationship was ruined . Liam brought us together cause after such a loss I knew I was out in you life to give you a new purpose . Through our fights I always wonder how your doing and if your safe . You have had so many people in your life let you down I never thought I would be one of them . I have had so many people in my life be dishonest with me and I never thought After what we had built you would be dishonest to me . However I gusss stranger things have happened . I let all that anger go , I’m no longer with Kelli , and I no longer think about what it would be as your man. I hope you and Eli eventually got together and I hope your doing well . I always have love for you and I pray we can be friends again at some point
I don’t know why your in my thoughts today . Not sure why you have any hold on me . I can barely remember your scent . I still can remember your touch you taught me to appreciate head rubs . Crazy I haven’t held you in almost two monthes and I still wonder your thoughts your feelings your actions . How you spending your time , are your workouts going well . Do you still hit the Mexican place on Cheat day . Is their any part of me you miss . I miss your sassiness . Your make up , being able to calm your worrying . I miss when you would shake your leg in deep thought . I miss how you would always be touching my butt and feeling on my muscles . I know what I have at home is awesome I know I love my wife but my lord you had me under a spell . Contrary to you saying you didn’t like yourself I loved us. Miss you and pearl I pray your happy cause I’d be pissed if didn’t give us a chance and your not elated everyday of your life . I want all great things for you love !!!
I always said you would be the one I didn’t see coming. No idea you could have me holding back tears as I talk to my friends , no idea you would have me praying asking god which way I should turn. I look at my wife and see the love and the loyalty she has for me and know I should chose her but then I think of you and wanna know what life would be like with you. Your energy your smile your sense of humor your sexiness your sassy remarks your beautiful self how could life with you not be great . Your sense of style is off the chain even though it doesn’t need to be cause you look stunning right when you wake up. No make up needed no special hair style you always looks amazing . I spent the night with you two times and both times I found myself watching you as you sleep I couldn’t believe how sensual yet adorable you were . I wanted to snuggle and hold you forever . I just wanna know what life would be like with you. I believe we are destined so not sure when but when our life does begin together I will cherish it more then any other relationship I have ever had .
Today was tough I wanted her for myself , my conversation with wifey was less then great it was quite forced actually . I want us to work but it feels like such work where as if I Kelli were to Let me come back I know it would easy . Even with all the stress from her family and our ex’s would be easy to deal with given the support and love we would have for each other . I wish it would just work for karen and I cause it would be much easier on everyone . Today I was so close to just saying fuck it and leaving . Feeling like all I wanna do is give Kelli and I a fighting chance. I don’t wanna wait till after my show I want us now. What if I wait till after my show and too late what if she falls in love with my mikey all over again.
What if I lose what I feel today for her what if i’m giving up the best love I could ever have. I know if Kelly and I don’t work out I won’t step out on my wife again . THis pain of separation is the worst loss internally I have ever felt. I pray I get a clue as to which way to move forward my karma is I love my family and I am in love with this girl Kelly Lynn!!!
The worst feeling is what if she doesn’t want me anymore. What if the love I feel is one-sided .God help me

Today was better I found out I’m not the only one missing someone . I found out that had I taken action on my own without waiting to see what my hopefully future partner was going to do that I would already have the desired outcome .
I had a low point today where I couldn’t get her out of head , then my friend called after working out with her and filled me in in what I needed to do to make my dream a reality .
After realizing all I need to do is leave my current situation and she would most likely be mine , I wasn’t so sure that’s what I wanted to do . I’m not necessarily happy but I’m not unhappy either so what do I do , make the best of my situation with the belief that it will one day again be that uncontrollable desire abs connection for each other or go after who I’m in love with now!!
No easy decision cause I love my wife , but in love with my Kelli . Everyday is a new reality so I’ll take it slow and see how I feel day to day . Hopefully one day I’ll wake up with an answer I’m somewhat sure of .
Why do I feel such hurt such pain ,
Being with her I stand to gain nothing but her looks, her scent , her body , her mind , her tattoos so perfectly at one time all mine!
Her sense of humor , the one of a kind sassiness I felt like we had it all.
The time we spent never was enough . Her attitude along with her laugh was so addicting . The way she put words together like gold.
Sit on my lap , let me hold you , snuggle with you, feel your heart beat next to mine . Her voice like music to my ears
Even so simple her teeth looked so cute , her feet also perfect , her thighs so thyick and she was always raving about my , well you know.
Never have I felt so connected , so intertwined , I knew we would only get better with time . My heart will never be the same , maybe I learn love is not a game .
I’ll forever miss our flame
Why do I feel such hurt such pain ,
Being with her I stand to gain nothing but her looks, her scent , her body , her mind , her tattoos so perfectly at one time all mine!
Her sense of humor , the one of a kind sassiness I felt like we had it all.
The time we spent never was enough . Her attitude along with her laugh was so addicting . The way she put words together like gold.
Sit on my lap , let me hold you , snuggle with you, feel your heart beat next to mine . Her voice like music to my ears
Even so simple her teeth looked so cute , her feet also perfect , her thighs so thyick and she was always raving about my , well you know.
Never have I felt so connected , so intertwined , I knew we would only get better with time . My heart will never be the same , maybe I learn love is not a game .
I’ll forever miss our flame
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Got a chance to talk with the champ @philheath over the weekend and his attitude is relentless . You wanna win you gotta believe you have already won before you even step on that stage. I'm doing my homework cause with proper preperation the confidence will be there @liftrunbang @georgefarah_guru
I am not here to be average I am here to be awesome . #earngreatness #moreworktodo #riseup #neversettle
Don't forget tommorow @pireesde is #tacotuesday . $2 tacos all day.
To all my fans in Germany I'm super excited to be visiting and #guestposing the end of April . Thank you @alex_stampoulidis for this opportunity .
#mondaymotivation . The show was motivating and seeing all my Ifbb brothers , like @big_ramy was motivating . Reminding me that everyday counts and continued improvements is a must .
@arnoldsports 2016 is over and it was the best experience I have had with @promerasports. Meeting all the great fans , Arnold and the new members of the team made this weekend was awesome . Thank to all my fans for the support and Iove you guys have me this weekend . #biggienation #concretstrong #teamconcret #asf2016
Yesterday was a pure fun and excitement @promerasports booth 1019 be sure to come out today , the final day of @arnoldsports festival 2016 and take part in all the events and contest at our booth . See ya soon!!! Pictured here with my brothers @liftrunbang and @flexatronrhoden