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Fading Masterpost

Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.

Larry Stylinson / Completed AU / Eating Disorder Triggers

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SINISTER - LARRY STYLINSON AU

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Harry is an accused rapist and murderer, and is placed into a mental rehab on plead of insanity. Louis Tomlinson, his therapist, tries to aid him to mental stability, but that requires more than just talking.

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— Nitya Prakash

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freedomwillcomesoon

i’m finally starting to understand that some people aren’t meant to stay in the way you first imagined them.

there was a time when he felt different to me — like maybe there was something fragile and precious blooming between us. the inside jokes, the way he sought me out even when he didn’t have to, the small gifts he remembered i’d love, the way he would catch my eyes across the room like we were on the same wavelength.

sometimes it felt so loud. like the whole world paused to listen to whatever unspoken thing was living in the spaces between us.

and god, i wanted to believe it. i wanted to believe that the way he lit up when he saw me meant something more. i loved liked him.

but people are messy, and feelings are even messier.

i don’t blame him for being uncertain. for being careful with himself. i don’t even blame myself for hoping.

it’s just… lately, i feel like i’m waking up from a dream i didn’t know i was having. the more he speaks, the clearer it becomes — the way he frames us now, the sibling-like tone, the quiet way he puts walls back up where there used to be windows.

i don’t blame him. because…

i know.

it stings, but it doesn’t burn the way it once might have.

i think that’s growth. i think that’s me choosing to carry the good memories gently, without turning them into something they were never meant to be.

we had our moment. maybe it was real in some ways - well to me, it was. even if it wasn’t everything i hoped for.

and that’s okay.

it’ll pass.

it always does.

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to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you. by A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt

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countingthehours

what really gets me, after the initial shock, is the fact that what i remember as a group of bright eyed, over ambitious kids are now grown adults who are able to navigate the complexity of this situation.

we not only grew up with the boys, but we grew up with each other.

a lot of us have careers, families, a whole life far detached from the one we used to dedicate to a group of five boys (and their families, hairstylist, bodyguards… even a pigeon). and in one moment, simultaneously and instantly, all those memories came pouring and flooding back.

we grew up, but we never left

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child stars dying young directly or indirectly as a result of fame-related trauma is just so especially sad. for me it’s the tragedy of how kids don’t really know what they’re signing up for when they ask to be famous, especially back in 2008. liam’s mistakes, addiction, and bad decisions, are all so inarguably tied into his career and the carelessness of the entertainment industry. the 31 year old man that just died is the same 16yo boy that was given drugs and alcohol to keep him quiet while he was being overworked and exploited. corey haim, river phoenix, judy garland, and so many more. you can think what you want about liam and have your own opinions, but don’t lose sight of the larger picture that he was a victim of.