why did no one warn me how life really was?
20 years later and I still have not come to how everything that's gone on will be worth it in the end. between the amount of countless dumb immature conniving vindictive bitches that live their everyday trying to be me or figuring out what im doing or where im at . for what ? seriously? its gone on for 3 years now. I've never been one to bite my tongue. I was always the one making them bite the curb. until the legal system caught up with me. when I got out of my last relationship I realized throughout those years I caught a nasty habit with drugs, trouble, and bad people and bad decisions. I started spiraling down hill and it feels like everyone I had or had turned to had just been caught up in their own life . im living in a generation where everyone's either pregnant dead in jail or on drugs. im feeling pretty down not to sure whether to give up or keep going but every time something stops me. I just want to be happy that's it.