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𝒈𝒐𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ... qnʇ uoʇ ǝuonɓɥ ʇo sɐʌǝ ʎon.

[freezeher]

❝ . . . 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 you & i that there is death for all of us . but then we find that the scriptures also tell us that we have a great promise : there is a better place for those who believe in 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓳𝓮𝓼𝓾𝓼 𝓬𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽 . ❞ ©

𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑫. / 𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑻. / 𝑈𝑆𝐹𝑊 𝑆𝐼𝐷𝐸𝐵𝐿𝑂𝐺. / 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑻 𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑲𝑬𝑹. / 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝒀𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻./ 𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑬 𝑺𝑪𝑨𝑻𝑶𝑹𝑪𝑪𝑰𝑶.

[tueurloup]

⸻⸻⸻ 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓. i'm immortal, 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌. 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙐𝙉, the sustained 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕 of an 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓮 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮  ⸻ these things may 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐘 me. but then again, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵.

[freezeher]

peeks……..

[freezeher]

i’ll def have to do some spring cleaning around here (cleaning out inactives, drafts, my inbox, etc) but i think i’ve caught the ethel muse again….

[freezeher]

i still wanna come back but i’m definitely gonna be sooooo slow bc i’m back at school now, looking for work, etc but it’s good to know some of y’all stuck around! at the very least this week i wanna take care of the above and after that i think i’ll drop a plotting call 🤍

[freezeher]

i’ll def have to do some spring cleaning around here (cleaning out inactives, drafts, my inbox, etc) but i think i’ve caught the ethel muse again….

[freezeher]

mom said “mia goth is way too pretty and cool to be ethel” time to deactivate /j

[freezeher]

hi i’m not dead i’m just in school

[freezeher]

hi all. my best friend’s boyfriend is in the hospital unexpectedly and it would mean a lot if you could donate or share this 🤍

find the gofundme here

[freezeher]

i super miss being here so i’m thinking about slowly but surely coming back. however i start school soon so regardless, activity will still be low and slow 🤍 i miss being on ethel a lot and i miss my friends here. i hope y’all have been well!

[0ctobres]

hi, i’m not doing well again. i might try to be here this week if this blows over. message me on discord if you need me.

[vee-bean-deactivated20240101]

[consumare]

THE CORRUPTION BEGINS WITH THE MOUTH, THE TONGUE, THE WANTING - THE FIRST POEM IN THE WORLD IS: I WANT TO EAT. independent, selective, and mutually exclusive, & mixed canon. primarily series & silence of the lambs based, with headcanon influence, & very little taken from the books by thomas harris. THEMES OF: blood, gore, cannibalism, murder / mass murder, & more are present. follow at your OWN RISK.

[freezeher]

BODY. long legs. short legs. average legs. slender thighs. thick thighs. muscular thighs. skinny arms. soft arms. toned arms. muscular arms. toned stomach. flat stomach. flabby stomach. soft stomach. six-pack. beer belly. lean frame. slender frame. muscular frame. voluptuous frame. petite frame. lanky frame. short nails. long nails. manicured nails. dirty nails. flat butt. toned butt. bubble butt. thick butt. small waist. average waist. thick waist. narrow hips. average hips. wide hips. big feet. average feet. small feet. soft feet. slender feet. calloused feet. calloused hands. soft hands. big hands. average hands. small hands. long fingers. short fingers. average fingers. broad shoulders. narrow shoulders. underweight. average weight. overweight.

HEIGHT. shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm-150 cm. 151 cm to 160 cm. 161 cm to 170 cm. 171 cm to 180cm. 181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. taller than 2 m.

SKIN. pale. fair. rosy. olive. dark. tanned. blotchy. smooth. acne. dry. greasy. freckled. scarred.

EYES. small. large. average. grey. brown. black. blue. red. green. gold. amber. hazel. other. doe-eyed. almond. close-set. wide-set. deep-set. squinty. monolid. heavy eyelids. upturned. downturned.

HAIR. thin. thick. fine. normal. greasy. dry. soft. shiny. scruffy. frizzy. curly. wild. unruly. straight. smooth. wavy. floppy. cropped. pixie-cut. short. shoulder length. back length. waist length. floor length. buzz cut. bald. jaw length. mohawk. vermilion. white. platinum blonde. golden blonde. dirty blonde. ombre. light brown. mouse brown. chestnut brown. honey brown. chocolate brown. dark brown. jet black. ginger. auburn. dyed red. dyed any “unnatural color”. streaked. thin eyebrows. average eyebrows. thick eyebrows.

TATTOOS / PIERCINGS. full sleeve. thigh tattoo. shin tattoo. wrist tattoo. lower back tattoo. shoulder tattoo. hand/finger tattoo. foot tattoo. neck tattoo. face tattoo. chest tattoo. one tattoo. a few here and there. multiple. no tattoo.

monroe piercing. nose piercing. septum. nipple piercing(s). genital piercing(s). industrial piercings. earlobe piercing. prince albert piercing. eyebrow piercing(s). tongue piercing. lip piercing(s). tragus piercing. angel bites. labret. stretches out ears. navel piercing. inverse navel piercing. cheek piercing(s). smiley. nape piercing(s). no piercings.

COSMETICS. light eyeliner. heavy eyeliner. cat eyes. mascara. fake eyelashes. matte lipstick. regular lipstick. lipgloss. red lips. pink lips. dark lips. bronzer. highlighter. eyeshadow. neutral eyeshadow. smoky eyes. colorful eyeshadow. blush. lipliner. light contouring. heavy contouring. powder. matte foundation. dewy foundation. concealer. wears make up regularly. wears makeup from time to time. never wears make-up.

SCENT. floral. fruity. perfumes. aftershave. cocoa. moisturizer. natural soap. shampoo. cigarettes. leather. sweat. food. incense. marijuana. cologne. whiskey. wine. fried food. blood. fire. metal. rain. grass. ocean. autumn leaves. baked bread. freshly baked cookies. smoke. campfire. lavender. trees. pumpkin pie. musk. rose. gingerbread. peppermint. oak. honey. lemon. strawberries. vanilla. coffee cake. mint. rawhide. chemicals.

CLOTHES. jeans. tight pants. over-the-knee socks. tights. leggings. yoga pants. pencil skirt. tight skirt. loose skirt. tight/formfitting dress. cardigans. blouse. button up shirt. band t-shirt. sports t-shirt. sweatpants. tank top. cut off t-shirt. designer. high street. online stores. thrift. lingerie. long skirt. miniskirt. maxi dress. sun dress. tie. tuxedo. cocktail dress. high slit dress/skirt. t-shirt. loose clothing. tight clothing. jean shorts. sweater. sweater vest. khaki pants. suit. hoodie. harem pants. basketball shorts. boxers. briefs. thong. hotpants. hipster. panties. bra. sports bra. crop top. corset. ballerina skirt. leotard. polka dot. stripes. glitter. silk. lace. leather. velvet. chemise. patterns. florals. neon colors. pastels. plaid. black. dark colors. fur. faux fur.

SHOES. sneakers. slip-ons. flats. slippers. sandals. high heels. kitten heels. ankle boots. combat boots. boots. cowboy boots. knee-high boots. platforms. bare feet. loafers. dress shoes.

[janedoez]

@freezeher liked for a starter. 💛

she sits on the bench outside motel room number 5 with a cigarette and a lighter that refuses to light. said dilemma no longer holds her interest, though, as she watches something all too familiar go down a few doors away. a man gets in his car and speeds off. a young woman is left to return the key to the front office. as she passes by, calamity speaks. ❝ how much of it do y' get to keep ? ❞    in reference to the money she has stashed away somewhere on her person. not everyone is self - employed like she is. when she grins, it's lopsided. ❝ me, i blow it all on blow. spend it all in one place, just like people tell ya not to do. ❞ 

[freezeher]

ethel steps numbly from the vehicle , her face adorned with now smeared makeup almost zombielike . the euphoria of weilding such control over these men that seek her out in packs has long worn off , leaving her with heavy limbs & bruised knees . a sigh as she tucks loose strands of hair behind her ear , fishing a mint from her bag & popping it into her mouth . the cooling sensation on her tongue is a refreshing shock to her senses . two pairs of sad eyes meet & ethel does her best to conjure a smile in return . ❛ my boyfriend gets most of it so we can keep on livin' here . th' rest of it goes to food , gas 'n dope . ❜

[freezeher]

❝  your scars are nothing to be ashamed of.  ❞ ( priest )

𝑬𝑿𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑽𝑬 𝑺𝑪𝑨𝑹 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 .

there was a time not too long ago when she'd have staunchly disagreed with him , grasped desperately for any other topic to veer attention from the rasied marks on her skin . no nausea churns her stomach nor do her hands tremble at the mere mention of ghosts in her past . ethel draws a long breath , looks up at him from pale slashes on her arms & says , ❛ i know . ❜ on the exhale , as though she's been keeping those two words trapped in her throat since the formation of scar tissue . ❛ 's just . . . they're permanent reminders of things i'd rather forget . . . i've had enough a' my memories followin' me around without wearin' 'em on my skin . ❜

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, i don’t look for you in everyone i know. you’re here. 

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR THE MORNING AFTER *  adjust as necessary, nsfw implied

this... isn't my bed.

i'll make us breakfast.

wait, how long have you been here?

did you stay the night?

you're so beautiful like this.

did i give you that hickey?

don't get up. stay right here.

kiss me again.

nice bedhead.

are you... wearing anything?

this was a bad idea.

i've wanted to do that forever.

did you enjoy it?

i did a number on your back. sorry about that.

is this your shirt?

maybe you should go.

i had a great time.

if you stay, i'll make us coffee.

i shouldn't have stayed over.

come back here. please?

i've never been like that with anyone before.

there's a bra on the ceiling fan.

did we... actually...?

we could do it again, if you want.

you made me feel... incredible.

was it... okay?

you look beautiful in my bed.

what do you remember?

was i too loud?

you can borrow my shirt.

i guess this makes us more than friends.

this can't be happening.

i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.

is that a hickey?

this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

should we talk about it?

what time is it? i'm late for work.

how long have you been awake?

i remember... everything.

we should do that again sometime.

i think we cuddled.

that was the best night of my life.

what parts do you remember?

why don't you stay for breakfast?

was it good for you?

the sex was great.

how do you like your eggs?

are we still friends?

sorry, i've got morning breath.

i'd really like to keep seeing you.

i'm glad i invited you in.

finally... fucking finally.

please don't leave the bed.

don't make fun of me if i walk funny.

this doesn't mean anything.

my friends are never going to believe this.

i don't even know who i was last night.

no one's ever taken care of me like that.

let me help you clean up.

maybe we should forget this even happened.

i'm just going to... leave.

you said some wild things last night.

you're wearing my shirt.

maybe we could make this a regular thing.

am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.

where did i put my glasses?

your clothes are in the living room.

i need a shower.

your hair's a mess.

you make a great pillow.

i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.

did i do something wrong?

we were pretty loud.

do you want me to leave?

i asked you to stay the night.

i bet your neighbors hate us.

stay like this.

well, that's one way to bounce back.

what about round two?

don't let go of me.

why don't you join me in the shower?

we can't keep doing this.

we're fucked, aren't we.

how long have i been asleep?

i tried to keep feelings out of this. i really did.