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A smirk tugged at the edge of Augustusâs mouth. âTrue enough,â he said as he pulled the chair back and sat. He remembered when he was newly turned, reconfiguring the way he thought about time. The impatience with which he tried to make the months and years feel shorter, as if that qualified his immortality even more. The way his sire had once admonished him: thereâs no need to squander your life just because you have more of it. Then he shrugged, coming back to the present. âThough rest assured, as quickly as certain moments will go by, the passage of time will often feel drawn out and slow. For better and for worse.â
âRegardless, it has been a while since weâve properly spoken,â Augustus said. âHow have you been adjusting lately? Better, I hope, than how I found you.â
He did not mention anything about how he was faring, or the state heâd been in the last time theyâd been in the same room. Part of Augustus hoped it would not have to come up at all, though he supposed he needed to acknowledge it. There was no other way to secure his role as the powerful, collected vampire mentor. He mightâve lost precious weeks of his influence to other, less desirable vampire mentors, but now that he was back to himself he would make up for it tenfold.
   He thought about how he had already begun to learn more patience ---how he had held off on seeing Mona for so long, even though her time was certainly less than his. He would have said the same about her before he was turned, to be fair, given her penchant for both life -threatening and -shortening habits. Still, he knew she was alive and that gave him enough reassurance that patiently was the right way to go about things, even if it wasnât easy. âI know what you mean.â He smiled, a twinge of longing in his eyes as the thought of Mona refused to leave him, now that it had come around again.Â
   âOh, absolutely,â he blurted with an excited nod. âIâve had good people helping me, erm, adjust.â Heâd been well fed, and wanted for very little between the small gang of vampires that had taken it upon themselves to care for him in whatever ways they could. They all did something different ---Catherine made sure that he wanted for nothing; Adalene had taught him how to hunt; Charlie provided a safe place to call his home, a warm presence he didnât know how terribly he needed; and Augusts, even in the vulnerable moments the man didnât want to speak about, was a wealth of wisdom and much needed guidance. He had all his bases covered, and all he had to do was wander back into town and look clueless. âItâs been a lot easier. I think...â He paused as the thought entered his consciousness, taken aback by its unexpectedness. âI think Iâm starting to feel like this could be normal.â

















