IMPORTANT NOTE!!!
TRIGGER WARNING - CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE, RAPE, AND PROFANITY
I don't normally make posts like this on here but this is very serious.
Hey, please read this it is so important however if you are easily triggered be careful and take your time reading this and if you can't read it, that's completely okay because this is a very heavy topic and I understand if you just cannot consume this but what you can do is share it to as many platforms as possible to spread awareness to others.
I hope that whoever reads can hopefully understand that child sexual abuse or any kind of sexual abuse no matter the age is not just wrong but an unimaginable, horrid, vile evil because it affects victims, it really affects them and it can ruin their lives and the way they see the world, it's really sad and absolutely vile that these things can just happen and no one does jack shit about it and that's a huge problem.
no one really cares, if they did they would do much, much more to stop it because it is horrible, it's absolutely horrible and no one is doing enough there just aren't enough that really care and i feel so disgusted and enraged at this because that is not just a crime it is extremely damaging and mind warping and ruins the person it is fucking evil and i really just feel so awful for not just myself but other victims that have been treated and broken like this it's absolutely agonizing and if you are a victim i'm sure you know the feeling
confusion, guilt, rage, hate, depression, hyper sexuality, and unwanted thoughts and memories because of the things that happened to us
if you are also a victim of anything that is sexual abuse no matter your age or gender…
I see you, I understand you, and I relate to you
none of us deserved this shit, and we have a right to be angry, sad, and confused because it wasn't normal or okay
even if it happened as an adult I still validate you because being raped no matter the age is horrible and no one deserves to go through it no matter the context no matter the way it happened no matter if it was violent or not it was still abuse and we have the absolute right to feel the way we do because we are hurt, we are warped because our abusers were selfish and wanted to gratify themselves regardless of the consequences and harm they cause
and all of them knew that it is wrong and they still acted on it because they wanted to feel good or get revenge or whatever the reason was it was out of pure selfishness and evil
I am not sorry for being angry, I am not sorry about anything that happened to me the only one who should be sorry is my vile, disgusting father
I hate that I was created from him, he is the reason I exist and it makes me fucking sick because I have the blood of an actual, textbook pedophile groomer and that makes me so upset and worried about becoming what he is because we are unfortunately similar to each other in some ways and sometimes, I have horrible vile disgusting thoughts that i do not want or need in my head and who's to thank for that?? my father, he destroyed my mind and how i see the world, i will never be a normal person because of him and i just wonder what i would've been like if i didn't get groomed and manipulated into thinking it was my fault and that it was okay because like he said, we were just having fun NO YOU were having fun and even though i asked and “consented” to this vile behavior i was so scared, scared of what would happen if anyone knew i had sex with my own father and i did not speak of it for years until near the end of high school and i genuinely thought i would be in trouble because incest is a disgusting crime and i was afraid of being in trouble and every so often during the time before i said something i would be laying in bed trying to sleep and i suddenly remember what happened to me and i would tear myself to shreds blaming myself and that proves that even if it wasn't violent and was a calm situation it was still very very traumatic because of how much i blamed and hated myself for so long i have suffered immensely from this and the fact it isn't just me and there are other girls and even boys being sexually abused even right now as i type, breaks my heart so much because no child deserves to be put through that even if it isn't violent or doesn't involve beating or having their lives threatened if they say anything it is still abuse, in my opinion it is pretty much the worst kind of abuse because it really really messes up their little minds it messed up my little mind and it is absolutely horrifying that an adult would genuinely want to sexually harm a child, girl or boy it is still horrifying because they do not understand anything about being abused and some are made to think that its okay and that is so heartbreaking and extremely cruel because children are not developed enough to comprehend these things
and for anyone who is an adult rape survivor, I want to remind you again that you are still so valid because sexual abuse at any age is terrible and even if you are old enough to understand what happened to you it is still so damaging and ruining for your mind and i want you to know i see every rape victim no matter their age or gender or sexuality or anything else you are still a victim and you need support and deserve so much love and i feel so heartbroken to know that rape is so so common and in some cases normalized and not taken seriously and i feel for other rape victims because i know how agonizingly mentally damaging this kind of sexual abuse or any kind of sexual abuse is and i hate that our justice system barely does jack shit to help us victims feel validated and protected and justified and I just don't get why they don't care they need to put themselves in our shoes and really really think about how this ruins so many lives, so many lives are destroyed every single day and barely anything is being done
I do want to thank this one really good non profit organization that works directly with law enforcement to catch sexual predators that prey on underage girls online
The name of the organization is SOSA also known as Safe From Online Sex abuse and they do not mess around and they take it very, very seriously and it does give me a tiny silver of hope knowing how much work and thought and bravery to actually trick pedophiles into thinking they are talking to an underage girl, that is so scary and i admire this courage the main woman that leads SOSA named Roo Powell, she is my literal idol and i want to do something similar to her one day once I get in a better space in my mind to handle these heavy, scary things to protect children and anyone else from being sexually abused
I want to make some kind of difference, I want to help others process their suffering and not feel so alone
I want to help them understand that being raped no matter if you are a child or not is never ever your fault even if you are an adult that made a poor decision or is drunk or high on drugs it is still not ever your fault because no one in this world asks for this, even if they did go somewhere sketchy or take a drink from a stranger at a nightclub or bar that they don't know is spiked until it's too late or even getting yourself in a dangerous situation it is on the perpetrator for causing harm and they should know that raping anyone even if they get into the situation on their own it is still vile and disgusting and they should be very ashamed and hateful of themselves for taking advantage of a persons body when they are drugged or high that is rape and it is not okay even if they aren't drugged or high it is still rape if they do not say yes and completely give their consent, and just because they stay silent does not mean they want what is happening to them because they are scared, silence is not consent and these monsters should know better and they DO know better but choose to do evil things anyway
By the way, if a child does say yes to a sexual act with an adult it is not real consent because they not only legally but also mentally cannot actually understand sexual activities or even be able to handle the gravity of doing something like that even if they say yes or ask for it, it is never their fault and the adult doing that is the only one who should be held accountable and punished for their evil actions
Overall what I'm trying to say is silence isn't consent, a child cannot consent, a drunk or drugged person cannot consent, and even if they aren't under the influence and they say no or obviously don't want to do it, it is not consent because they did not say yes
And again, children cannot EVER consent even if they say yes that is still rape because they cannot comprehend how wrong that is because they are just kids, they are defenseless and vulnerable and thats why they are unable to consent it's not just a legal thing it is a moral thing
Coercion is also not consent, convincing someone to have sex when they are obviously uncomfortable no matter their age if they are not comfortable you should accept it and leave them alone
If you are in law enforcement or any other legal authoritarian, I beg you to PLEASE take sexual abuse of all forms seriously even if the victim is an adult because being abused in this way can harm anyone's mind horribly no matter their age and yes child sexual abuse is really really vile and evil but so is any other kind of sexual abuse no matter their age so please please don't let these monstrous demons win I beg every officer, judge, detective, or anyone that can make a difference please don't allow this stuff to continue I'm so serious just please do SOMETHING to get proper justice for the victims and proper punishments of the perpetrators
Unfortunately I don't think this message will do any good, not enough people take rape seriously if the victim is an adult woman or especially an adult man it's really heartbreaking because as much as men can be vile devils, some men can also be a victim of rape from women or even other men and that is horrible, rape is horrible no matter their age or gender or if they're gay or not or if they felt arousal during it or even if they love the perpetrator it is still vile and sick and it will absolutely ruin their lives if not treated or supported enough or at all and the fact no one is doing enough really enrages me to no end because ALL victims of all ages, genders, sexualities or any other traits are VALID NO MATTER THE CONTEXT and authorities should be doing a lot more than they are because this is out of control, it is out of control and it gets worse with each year that passes this is VERY SERIOUS and needs to be treated seriously and for those who make jokes about REAL victims and their REAL trauma, go get an actual life and get off your computer and leave these poor people the fuck alone because it is NOT your place to judge or make fun of them
Jokes in fictional comedy shows like family guy are one thing but to make fun of REAL victims and REAL horrible, sad situations is absolutely appalling and extremely cruel and heartless and you need to take a walk in the victims shoes because you obviously don't understand how serious this really is and if you do understand and make fun of it anyway, fuck you because we do not think this is funny only the victims have the right to make a dark joke of their own trauma and IF YOU ARE NOT A RAPE VICTIM, SHUT YOUR VILE, INSENSITIVE MOUTH BECAUSE IT IS NOT YOUR PLACE TO MAKE THOSE JOKES
So please for the love of god don't be insensitive and have some empathy, really think about how horrible and disgusting this actually is think about how it changes and ruins the person's life forever, you cannot truly “fix” that, they can cope and live their lives the best they can but it changed who they are and they may not ever go back to who they were before and that is so sad and heartbreaking no innocent individual, child or not deserves to deal with that and it isn't fair that we are told that we are just projecting our trauma or that it wasn't that bad or that it will be better no it won't, why? Because justice is RARELY ever served and the perpetrators getting what they actually deserve is a huge part of recovery and without that closure that the monster is behind bars for life it really slows the process of feeling safe again and healing and knowing that the demented psychopath isn't running around free like they did nothing wrong and potentially harming more people but no, they deserve a second chance because they're still human right? Wrong, most if not all of them are only sorry for themselves when they are caught and unfortunately they know that nothing is really going to happen to them because our justice system is beyond backwards and way over forgiving of these ruthless monsters
This justice system is disgusting and it is failing and before anyone tells me “well that's just how the laws work” NO. I WILL NOT ACCEPT THAT.
Let me explain for those who actually think this way
I will not accept that because these individuals are being HARMED and the justice systems job is to PROTECT the victims and PROSECUTE those vile demons no matter what the context is I don't give a flying shit about how the law works there NEEDS TO BE A HUGE CHANGE BECAUSE THIS IS SERIOUSLY SO WRONG AND DISGUSTING
“There's not enough evidence!” Shut the fuck up and BELIEVE those victims because it is proven that most of them are telling the truth and you aren't helping them, that is so beyond cruel and selfish of you because they need support and help, rape is VERY, VERY SERIOUS and I cannot stress enough the urgency of this because not only are the authorities not helping the people in communities are making it into a JOKE OR DISREGARDING THE VICTIMS SUFFERING
They've made memes and jokes about the Epstein Files and many other horrible, depressing situations and that is part of why nothing is being done about these heinous crimes
For those people making all these jokes and memes about anything like Epstein or any sexual abuse situations, respectfully just shut your disgusting mouth because you clearly don't understand or care about how vile and sad these things really are and honestly you trolls need to get off your devices and GET A LIFE AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING USEFUL OR KIND TO ADD TO THE SITUATION PLEASE JUST BE QUIET IF YOU SERIOUSLY BEHAVE THIS WAY
And I want to thank those who are ACTUALLY enraged and sad about these things and how loud you guys are about this, KEEP IT UP, KEEP SHOWING YOUR ANGER TO THE JUSTICE SYSTEM AND THE VILE DISGUSTING MONSTERS THAT COMMIT THOSE SEX CRIMES
BE LOUD, BE DISGUSTED AND ENRAGED TO HOPEFULLY OPEN UP THEIR EYES AND MAKE THEM DO SOMETHING MUCH MORE ABOUT THESE VILE SITUATIONS
And to any fellow victims, please take good care of yourself and give yourself grace because what happened to you is NOT your fault no matter your age, gender or anything else.
Thank you so much for listening to me and please spread awareness and share this with as many people as possible because we need to be loud and demanding for change to happen, take care of yourselves.
(Hateful comments will be ignored and deleted so don't bother trying to be a complete asshole because I don't care what you have to say if you're just going to say something horrible.)