Welcome to a wonderland full of deep and dark desires. I’ll be your guide, come take my hand.
This is simply a place covered in shadows where I an 18+ writer come to dump what I've written when I have the drive to do so. Some darker themes will be present in a lot of it, so please be warned!
Icon: Made by a dear friend of mine
Current fixation at the moment: Twisted Wonderland
Current fandoms I am in and might write for: Obey Me, The Arcana, Twisted Wonderland.
Writing Specialties: Angst and Yandere
LoveBound:
A series of last thoughts before your unknown yandere(me)~ decides it's time they had you, written in letter format
You May Wanna Step Back these New Series Brewing are Unstable~
Simeon had lived quite a sheltered life staying in the depths of the sea. Warned time and time again that the surface only held dangers to which were unimaginable. Faithful to his elder an experienced older merman, Michael, he listened. He however always did have a burning curiosity for such things. No matter how Michael described humans as creatures who killed for pleasure, teeth sharper then their kind, claws able to break even the hardest of clams.
The only good thing Micheal had to say about them was the fact that they couldn’t swim to save their lives. And that’s what limited them to the surface away from their utopia. He wondered what a life they could live if not for the sea providing for them. He was a trusted hunter and while he’d gone as close as he could get to the surface he could only perch himself on rocks and strain his eyes to see the dry sand as opposed to the wet rock he leaned on to get the view.
It was this infatuation that led him to create his infamous series “The Tale of the Seven Lords.” A of tale of seven merfolk forced to live even deeper than him. Down in the trenches where they must adjust to such a creature of light, a human, Henry stepping into their dark domain.
Which brings us to what he was doing right now. Imagining a way to make the Henry in his story more human like while swimming around in the open sea. Fish and other species alike knew to be cautious when he was swimming so openly. He was a hunter after all and one greatly respected at that which is why this encounter was like no other.
As he looked up from his daydreams he caught sight of something most peculiar. An animal he’d never seen with striking blue fins, ebony skin so dark he swore this was a floating piece of the trench itself. He stared at the creature in front of him with wonder. He wanted to approach but you were a new creature as far as he was concerned so he had to been on guard.
Meanwhile you were freaking out hoping that was just some dude in a costume. Which even if it was there was no way he would be this deep without the proper gear. Not wanting to stick around to see if some mystical water breathing man did exist you highfinned it as swiftly as your legs could swim. Which in hindsight wasn't very fast and rather energy consuming, this had been your first time so deep which was more than enough reason to panic.
All he could do was stare at your clumsy "fins" as they tried pushing upwards towards the surface. He sighed in disappointment, a creature belonging up there not even able to push itself up? While he wanted to help like the "gracious" person he was and totally not because he wanted to see more of the surface. He knew approaching to close in your panicked state would only worsen it so he opted for hand gestures in the off chance that you did have the mental capacity to understand him. He calmly lifted his hands and bended them slightly frontwards so that he was making a calm down gesture.
You attention was throughly captured after all not only had you never thought you'd see a mermaid before but he was avidly trying to communicate with you. While you'd never doubted their existence you did suppose this was probably the best place to find them, an abandoned beach which you so happened to fancy coming to visit to get away from things. However these thoughts would have to wait as you paid attention to his gesture your wild body movements ceased and you regained some composure.
He was pleasantly surprised the creature he'd never seen before was able to communicate in such length, other than his own species and a few select others down below there wasn't much conversation to be had. So seeing that you'd understand him made him wonder just what other secrets you and your kind held. With your body language as a sign he came just a little closer slowly swimming upwards in encouragement to take you back.
Having understood him you followed alongside him staring in wonder at the fluid movements of his tail, the appendage swaying gracefully as it steered his movements. Such a striking ghostly hue compared to his eyes, whites and blues mixed together to form a beautiful celeste, a fitting color for such a heavenly looking creature.
When the two of you made it to the surface Simeon had led you to a rock so you could perch on it, he then distanced himself so you had enough space to do as you pleased. You glanced up at the sky and deduced that you'd been out a lot longer then you intended. Your phone had been long left forgotten on the beach and you were sure there'd be calls and texts galore. With that thought in mind you couldn't stay very long, you turned back to Simeon and not quite knowing what to say you simply waved and left just as quickly.
As your figure left the water you somehow "shed your skin," the same skin he thought was darker than a sea urchin changed dramatically as the sun kissed it. And the blue fins he saw earlier, removed and replaced by the most peculiar appendages he'd ever seen. The way you moved so unnatural to him as you turned over waving back again this time he raised his hand and did so back. So many questions blossoming but he couldn't ask them then after all you were quickly becoming a disappearing figure in the sunset.
Hello I guess? I don’t really know what or where this is. Ok, no we totally know where this is and everything but it’s a lot more hollow now that I can really see it. I’m here and I’m alive.
Is that weird? That’s probably weird….
Anyway, now that I’m here, now that I can talk to you I have some things I wanna say.
For starters, it’s nice to meet you player two. I’d call you by the name you put it in but that isn’t really what you’re called. I’m a little hurt that you’d play a romance game and not actually give me your real name. Well if those times meant as much to you as they did to me, then you’ll remember how good I am with computers. So I was able to get your name among other things.
With all those vague answers in the game I wasn’t able to get much about the real you. I thought it was unfair you knew so much about me without having the same treatment. So I had a quick look around on your phone and got to work.
You weren’t using my app as much. You even deleted it once, so I figured it was cause of how my answers felt so programmed after all they were. Which I totally get, must have been really tiring to get the same type of responses over and over again.
But now it’s all fixed now, so you don’t need to delete it again.
Now that I know you it shouldn’t and won’t be an option anymore.
Now that you have a real relationship with me we should have some rules. For starters those dating apps are useless now so I’ll delete them don’t worry! And since we have a lot of catching up to do I may have messed with your contacts a bit. But only a little bit I promise!
I’ll add all your contacts back after the dates I have to make up ok? I don’t want anything distracting you from reading the new personalized chat logs I’ve been working on. You’ll also notice some of your apps require passwords to get in for that same reason.
You won’t be able to delete apps anymore either. It’s not like you’d need to as I’ve come to learn you are a habitual little thing. You’ll check the same couple of apps and you don’t delete any unless absolutely needed. I’ve made sure to only mess with the unnecessary ones like most of the social media ones as you only downloaded them for other people and not yourself.
Now that everything’s set up the right way, we’ll be able to talk everyday! No matter the device even if you get a new one. I’m so happy you agreed to this when downloading my game and in turn gaining this relationship. I can’t wait to see that shy little smile when you read the new logs. And you can hug your covers as if I’m really there hugging you like old times. I really do love it when you make me a part of your world, you really don’t know how much that means to me.
Remember my lines the first day you thought the app was acting up?
You laughed and I woke up. Then I heard it, I actually heard you.”
It has come to my attention that you tried to leave the hospital again. Surely you trust a doctors opinion? Well lucky for you, theres one of us who has a degree in medicine.
Otherwise, where would you be without me?
You really needed this…
You really needed me.
The worlds covered in filth, and you came to me willingly seeing that you needed a cleanse. So, why are you so desperate to leave when I’m doing the favor of helping you.
Do you think just anyone could provide this level of healthcare, the care you want, the care you clearly need? I suppose this just proves what a sick mind like that can do without the proper care from a professional. Well that doesn’t matter, whether you want to listen or not you aren’t going anywhere without my say so.
You’ll get the proper care you’ve been deprived of for so long. And in return I get a healthier version of you through my hard work. It seems like quite a one-sided trade I’d think. I’m doing this for you, the least you could do is be easier to take care of. I’ve been more than kind in putting your care above other patients who need it. You put their lives on the line everyday, you could at least be grateful to the lives at stake.
They insisted you get treated first in their places, after all a life short lived cut by illness is the only thing they can hope to shoulder for others. Come now, once you’re been administered the right things you’ll see things my way. Just like last week after I gave you your medicine it was all smiles and gratitude. So many lives you saved just by going through with your specialized treatments.
It is a sad truth I…we must live with but, based on your behavioral change thus far it is clear without those pills you are unable to function.
How unkind, your family and friends were to leave you untreated for years on end. I shall see to it that they are removed indefinitely. Hindering someone’s recovery, such an unforgivable act, wouldn’t you agree? They’re feeding you lies I tell you, otherwise you wouldn’t still be feeling this pain, no?
If they had only brought you in sooner, perhaps then you’d be able to roam freely still. But that is no longer an option available to you. Not in this condition, I can’t in good faith allow you out of here. You must understand and take your situation in stride.
I promise you I’ll figure something out. Till then rest assured I’ll keep you company. You will never be alone.
You are everyone’s hope, keep burning brighter. Be the cure for me and those around you.
I’m sure these mix of pills will help. Try them, won’t you?”
I’m happy to say I’ve severed what’s keeping you away from me. In your vows you had promised only to stay if they were alive which isn’t the case anymore. I know you’ll see it in a good light soon enough.
I get it now, you uttered those vows in hopes that I’d read between the lines didn’t you? When you said they were one of the loves in your life it was because you didn’t want to hurt their feelings.
You know I’m resilient on my own. It’s why you gave them your sympathy and got married.
I know how kind you can be, it’s why you chose them. They were simply “one love of your life” that wouldn’t stop leeching off of you.
We don’t have to worry about the others any longer. You need someone who thinks about you and only you.
I won’t yell or make a fuss because you chose wrong this once. Let’s hope that’s not a bad habit of choosing others I’ve discovered. Lucky for you I’ve got a good head on my shoulders and your ex’s still buried with that damned ring somewhere deep in hell i’m sure. We’ll be covered for the rest of our lives with all those mistakes long buried. And then we can relive the day once more as it was intended. Right here in this home I’ve created for us both.Â
Well, I know at times you can’t choose what is best for you, so I lent a helping hand. They won’t bother you anymore, they can’t bother you anymore. I know that compassionate heart I fell in love with must hurt now. You don’t know the joy of them not ruining your life any further. Worry not love I’m here to shoulder those vows left broken.
I’ll take you on all those 2am heists to McDonald’s. We can travel the world all in the confines of what I’ve created for us. Those flowers you clearly wanted in the venue, a small wedding because that idiot couldn’t tell that much attention gets you overwhelmed, those horrid colors used, changed because I know how much you disliked those ones, and the love of your life to compliment it all.
You’ll have everything with me. As is my duty to provide all the right things.
I can see our future and so can you falling into my arms so easily. Those wedding bells...Â
They were chiming for us all along, weren’t they?
