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[saintlupin-deactivated20250330]

some sirius headcanons

i've been thinking a lot about my personal understanding of sirius as a character and what traits i would attribute to my interpretation of his personality based on this and here's some headcanons i've officially settled on:

he's the type of person to feel the deepest of his emotions privately. he's not uncomfortable with big and heavy emotions but he doesn't like feeling them around people and needs to fall apart completely in private

he is james' emotional rock. when james feels completely overwhelmed, sirius provides a non-judgemental space to talk through his feelings and thoughts

sirius is someone people come up to and start telling their deepest secrets to completely out of nowhere... he just has that aura that makes you feel like you can tell him your secrets.

sirius is hard to read, but the marauders seem to be the only ones who can tell when something feels off. he's quiet, even with them, but they're afraid approaching him might make him upset--they know sirius prefers to be alone when he's struggling and the last things they want to do is unintentionally push him further away.

sirius is good at understanding his emotions on an intellectual level but struggles to "get them out of his system" so to speak on an emotional level.

sirirus loves to do things for people as a quiet way to say "i love you." maybe invite them to a meal, buy them something they need, etc.

sirius is very intuitive. as such, his intelligence is, too. things just click for him and he can't always explain why they come to him easily. however, he enjoys explaining concepts he grasps strongly and watching the person he's talking to take interest and come to understand what he's explaining.

sirius can usually tell what's going to happen next in any given situation. he's got really strong "gut feelings".

sirius observes before making any decision. however, he loses himself to impulsivity at times due to how intense his emotions are.

sirius has a love/hate relationship with peter. he sees peter's insecurity and doesn't like it. he views peter as someone who sort of self-victimises a lot and resents how peter can't seem to hold himself accountable or be independent. he also understands peter is struggling and tries his best to be empathetic, and there are genuine moments when sirius' own insecurities cut so deeply that he can truly empathise with peter.

sirius doesn't always take criticism well and often "shuts down". this is misinterpreted as anger because his tone becomes more aggressive as a defensive reflex. this is an incompatible trait with peter who is naturally extremely passive and a huge point of contention between the two of them.

sirius doesn't realise how harsh he comes off and one of the reasons he loves james is because that man isn't overly-sensitive by nature. things roll off him very easily and so sirius can be a bit snappy and devilish and james will just be like "whatevs, lol, we all have our days."

on the opposite note, remus is a very sensitive person but he doesn't hold grudges. he lets things go fairly easily and sirius really appreciates this about him. remus brings out a softer side of him and he likes this, too.

remus knows how to sit in silence. and more than anything, sirius really needs this. he needs to sit and exist and feel the sunshine on his face whenever he feels a lot of pain. remus sits calmly and listens and this makes it easy for sirius to share his thoughts and feelings.

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It was the coldest summer in 100 years. Snow,that used to be already gone by the mid of spring, hasn't left the poor lands of Jotunheim, turning them into wast white wastelands. Laufey guessed that this anomaly happened just to "celebrate" so long awaited peace between Asgard and his Kingdom. King Odin accepted to marry his Oldest offspring to the Laufey's youngest child. In return Asgard promised to support Jotunheim and bring it back to it's previous pre-war state. Loki was his name. "His" was the subjective Odin had described Loki. In jotun reality they were genderless and difrently than Asgardians saw it as superiority not a flaw. Odin had arrived with the almighty allmother of Asgard Frigga. Something in her calming appearance made this difficult atmosphere less stressful. Even Loki who was still concered as infant didn't cry or even stir when Friga took him into her warm embrace. Like he instantly acknowledged her as his new mother. But he didn't remember those times now. He doesn't remember when he firstly met Thor, like Thor was always around from the begining of his memories. Tall and kind and laud and always smiling warmly. His large palm petting Loki's hair. Loki's day would usually start early in the morning. Sun was always bright in Asgard and only chilly breeze let define morning as early. Sigi, allmother's maid, came to wash and dress him. After that she took his hand and escort him to the main dining hall. Allmother already present at the main table. Servarts bring dish after dish and table piles up with delicious food. Lokis mouth waters just from all the pleasant smells in the air. He sits next to his mother while she greats him kissing his forehead. " Have you slept well, my darling?", she smiles softly. "Yes, Allmother.", Loki replies and suddenly notices that any other family member don't join them. " Where is Thor? And Allfather Odin?". "My dear husbant is still asleep. And Thor should join us not long ago.", Frigga turns to one of her maids. "Where is he?". And the maid doesn't start to move then Thor's booming voice flies from corridor. "Present." He takes the place at the table next to Loki slightly ruffling his semi long black locks already piling food on his plate with free hand. " Yesterday's hunt, how did it went?", Loki asks eagerly totally forgeting about the food. His eyes spirkle with desire to hear what Thor has to tell about the hunt. His stories are the best. "We cought boar this big", Thor exclaims animating how big was this boar his arms wide open as possible and his mouth already stuffed. " It attacked Fandral and he fell on his back from fear." Loki knows that Fandral is anything but fearful,but Thor's story sounds so funny that he can't stop laughing. After their mother sighs deeply, they remember there they are and laughter dies quickly. Loki turns to Thor. "When can I be able to go hunting?", his eyes questions Thor. Thor can't reply to that as quick as he wants. "Sif says that you were my age when you went on your first hunt." Siff is right, Thor and her were no more older than Loki than Allfather took them to the royal forest. They were so short back then, that they couldn mount a horse without help. Thor still remembers hare he caught on that day. All proud he took it to the kitchen and boasted about it to his friends for weeks most of the time exaggerating true events. Hunt and war was two important topics in Asgard and no matter one was male or a famale it was a honorable thing to participate in. Thor knew that Loki knew that. But also he knew that Allmother didn't want to let him near any harm possible. From Loki's first days in Asgard Frigga had told allfather that she didn't want to rise Loki up as any other Asgardian. She sensed a strong power in him and wanted to educate that power with knowledge not with brutal force. Loki knew that he was diffrent from Asgardians not only by his extravagant appearance, but also by his inner powers. None of his surroundings could materialise energy, none except Frigga. But she wasn't an Asgardian, her roots were way deeper into ancient Ydrasgill, and Loki could sence that like warmth of sun on his skin. She called it magic. Loki could always sence magic in him and around her. Frigga taught him daily about new and new ways to control and use it. They did spend hours in her library studing old books that nobody except them could understand. And Loki loved it, but strong wish to learn how to hold a weapon or go to explore the wast surroundings of all the realms he read about coudn't be lessened by that love. Thor couldn't reply. Silently he looked at Frigga,his eyes asking the same question Loki just have asked him. Allmother signed againd even more deeply concerned about the topic. " Loki, only warriors go to hunts. Allmothers egsists to protect, not to kill. As a future Allmothet you should know better than that, Loki.", and she didn't say any word more only gracefully continued to eat her meal. Loki wanted to argue,but he knew deep inside that that was meaningless as he never were able to win an argument against Frigga before. Sad he looked at his lap appetite gone for the rest of the day. Thor was also upset that he couldn't help Loki. " Next time I will bring you a dozen of hare pelts.", he tried to sound happy. But Loki only turned to him and smiled sadly. They proceeded to eat in silence. The Allmothet title was the other thing Loki knew as long as he remember. There wasn't a day when Frigga wouldn't mention that he was the future Allmother. This title ment to him that someday he will be as strong and as intelligent as Frigga. And that one day he will also will have to protect Asgard and it's people and teach the descendants. But he couldn't understand why he can't go to hunts and battles like Thor and his fellows. And Frigga always answered him that he is still to young to understand. After that they would return to the thing they were doing before and let the topic die unanswered until the next time. And those times would happen more and more frequently. After hearing all Thor's stories Loki died wanting to get out of palace no matter to hunt or to explore. He would watch sicretly how Thor trained younger court tenant's offsprings who were same age as Loki or even younger. He dreamed that Thor would teach him how to hold a bow or a sword. One evening after Sigi wished him goodnight and left his room, he got up and wondered to Thor's chambers. This wasn't the first time he secretly sneacked out of his room after the curfew,but he never wondered as far as Thor's chambers that was in the other side of the floor. It took time to reach it and Loki was afraid that someone could catch him,but his light blue skin and black hair made him almost invisible in shadows of night. The door wasn't locked and slightly pushed it creaked and opened. Room was as big as Loki's but without all the tall bookshelves that Loki acquired Thor's room looked even more bigger. Maybe the fact that it was empty made it feel so huge. Thor's large bed stood in the middle of the room and was made with linens and soft animal pelts. Seeing that bed was still neatly made Loki understood that Thor still hasn't returned whereever he was. He climed on top of the bed and laid on one of animal pelts touching white soft fur with his cheek. All bed smelled like Thor of something strong and wild but at the same time kind and gentle. Loki even didn't notice how this smell lulled him to sleep. He dreamed about wast snowy plains and strong winds when he sensed gentle touch on his cheek. "Loki, why are you sleeping here?". Loki opened his eyes and saw Thor leaning over him his golden locks still wet from bathing. He smelled clean and calm and Loki closed his eyes again to enjoy the scent. "Theach me how to fight.", he said his eyes still closed. "What?", Thor asked if he misunderstood the question. "Teach me how to fight", Loki repeated now fully alert and watching straight into Thor's eyes. "It doesn't matter which weapon", he added. "But Allmother..", Thor wanted to argue, but Loki was quicker. " Allmother doesn't need to know", he said while sittling up. Loki was almost three times younger when Thor,but there was something so convincing in his stature that sometimes Thor fared what he will appear to become than he grows up. So he just questionably looked at him. " She won't be present next week", Loki said with even more confidence. "Very well then...", Thor agreed. He knew deep down that Allmother knows everything present she or not, but he also wanted to train Loki so he had no other option than to agree.

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Oh no no no you don't

Now he's almost eighteen. Tall, broad shoulders, golden hair and sunny features. He's almost resembles one of those gods' descriptions in those mythology books they read when they were younger. He yawns, kisses his mother good morning on the cheek and takes his place by the counter. He is not a morning person, but breakfast his mother prepares does the trick to lure him out of bed. Today it's waffles, eggs and bacon. He's almost done with his breakfast and even is thinking to ask for a refill, but his mother outruns him, " Is Loki still sleeping? Gods, that kid can out sleep the end of the world. Thor, dear, can you wake Loki up?", and she gets back to preparing the rest of the breakfast. Thor gets up from his place by the counter and stomps loudly to the second floor. He knocks a few times on a dark mahogany door, but doesn't get any answer. Then he opens the door and comes in. The room is much same as his, wide windows illuminating everything. But while Thor's room is a big mess of sports wear, computer games and school work, this one is more tidy. There is a few bookshelf stocked full with various books from floor to sealing, a dozen of canvases standing next to the wall and posters of bands that Thor hears only from this room. The bed stands near the window. It's a narrow bed with ornamental metal framework. The owner is visibly buried beneath a pile of blankets avoiding the the light disturbing peaceful sleep. Only the feats are visible. Thor goes further into the room and bends down to lightly pull on one of the foot. He gets a unpleased growl in return. He can't go back to his mother defeated and without Loki, so he tries again. He grabs one of the ankle and tickles the delicate foot and gets a momentary response in a form of a smack. " Thor, you oaf, stop!", Loki shrieks while laughing. Thor delighted of his victory plops on the end of the bed smiling at his younger sibling . Loki is fifteen, slim and narrow boned, but tall for her age, long inky hair framing her sharp facial features and bright green eyes shining behind lidded long lashes. Loki is beautiful and that makes Thor's life difficult. Thor remembers him being little, four or five years old, and his father saying to him that no matter what he must be a good older brother and always protect his baby sister. Mostly that was said because Loki was a weak kid always sick and staying at home and for a long time she didn't have any other friends than her older brother. So Thor took his role as a protector very seriously. And well he never grew out of it. That also made his life difficult. The problem was that Loki was not only beautiful, but also smart and interesting. Even her snarky character attracted people. Everything started this year. When Loki was little their parents too afraid to let her enter public school because of her weak health homeschooled her. And everyone knows that home schooled children learn faster. So by the end of first year she knew almost exactly the same as her three years older brother. After her 9th birthday her parents conserved that the only friend around her age was her brother gave her to all-girl school, hoping that her health won't get worse. But on the opposite she outgrew her sickness and became a very normal child. So by the end of her fourteenth year she stated that she wanted to attend a public school like her brother and any other normal teenager. Their parents didn't see the reason why not and starting from the new school year she started to attend the same school as Thor. She even skipped a few years and made it only one year below her brother although she had to be three years bellow. As it was mentioned before, she was smart. Also the other reason she found her new classmates more interesting than her possible fifteen year old ones. And that was the problem. Anyway anything considering his baby sister and outside world was pretty much a problem to Thor. She got out her bed wearing only tight tank top and a pair of short sleeping shorts. She yawned and left the room only to came back and scold Thor for still sitting on her bed. "Young lady, why are you still not ready?", Friga scolded her lightly while kissing her forehead. It was like a part of a daily routine as Loki never was a morning person. "You should be dressed by now, or your brother will leave without you". " Why don't I have my own car? Thor has one, it's not fair", she wained. " You are fifteen, you are illegal to drive, get over that, sis", Thor reminded her while stuffing his second refill of waffles. " But all of my friends have cars, and if I want to get somewhere I always have to ask Thor to drive me", she pouted. " That's because all your friends are more or less seventeen", he reminded her while gulping down the last drops of his orange juice, " Now better be quick or I'll leave without you and you will have to go by school bus like any other normal fifteen year old" , he teased. " Well then I will get a boyfriend who will drive me to school" she teased Thor knowing that the idea of any male beside her drives him insane. But his overprotectiveness didn't irritate her, nor she was very interested in relationships. And again the problem was the boys at school who was interested in her. Thor never intended to heavily state that their are related , but after the first day of Loki in his school and all the sexual comments he heard that day in a changing room, he said it very clearly that Loki was his younger sister and anyone who will make any dirty reference or a pass on her will mostly end up with broken arm or two. Not that he wanted to hurt anybody, but he liked the idea of other being afraid and keeping their words and their hands to themselves.

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Chapter2 Yes, indeed, traveling between realms was way too complicated when you aren't immortal. Loki couldn't say if his right arm hurt,ribs were causing too much pain to actually feel anything else. He tried to move it, but it only felt somehow wrong. For a second he even smirked at the idea that it was good to be left-handed because casting spells was similar as writing, you couldn't do it with your limb not working. Loki slowly brought his left palm to his ribs and a weak golden light started erupting from all the gaps that wasn't firmly shut between palm and his side. Maybe it was stupid to waste his last drops of energy for wounds that wasn't fatal, but the pain was killing him. How the hell humans could endure it? Loki tried to concentrate on something else and not to think that he's about to pass out and leave himself totally defenseless. So he concentrated on Tony's face. Ah yes, the fascination that escapes Midgardians as they become witnesses of something out of their daily world as magic. The dull light started to disappear as together it took away the pain away. Or mostly of it as together it also took Loki's consciousness. But knowing that his ribs were healed made it easier for Loki to shut his eyes and fall into darkness. Next time he opened his eyes was a while later. He couldn't indicate the period of time he spent unconscious or what time of the day it was. Loki was lying in soft double bed surrounded by white silky sheets, there wasn't any window or he couldn't spot one, only dull night light somewhere near door. He tried to sit but this simple task was way more difficult than it may occurred. His body was heavy and made him feel like a rock sinking into water. His right arm was put in some kind of cast and he assumed that his magic wasn't enough to heal all his body. In his left hand there were a needle attached to a bag with transparent liquid. Loki tied to bring his left arm to his teeth and unplug the needle, which purpose he didn't understand, but a calm voice stopped him. " Miss, please do not unplug the catheter." Ah, yes, he still was in his female form. Weird. Shouldn't he be back to his original one? " My recent scans show that your vital status is not back to it's normal state". Where the voice was coming from? Was it some kind of iron man's magic? "Where are you hiding, mortal?" Loki really wished that he at least could lift his head properly and see his encounter, but his body felt like rock sinking into bedsheets. " I'm regretting to inform you, that I am not an mortal being" Did Man of iron have a god in his acquaintances? " I am j.a.r.v.i.s. , an artificial intelligence created by Mr. Stark. I run the tower." "So where are you hiding?" " Nowhere. I am everywhere" Definitely magic. "I informed Mr. Stark that you gained back your consciousness". Great... Just great...

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Oh no no no you don't Now he's almost eighteen. Tall, broad shoulders, golden hair and sunny features. He's almost resembles one of those gods' descriptions in those mythology books they read when they were younger. He yawns, kisses his mother good morning on the cheek and takes his place by the counter. He is not a morning person, but breakfast his mother prepares does the trick to lure him out of bed. Today it's waffles, eggs and bacon. He's almost done with his breakfast and even is thinking to ask for a refill, but his mother outruns him, " Is Loki still sleeping? Gods, that kid can out sleep the end of the world. Thor, dear, can you wake Loki up?", and she gets back to preparing the rest of the breakfast. Thor gets up from his place by the counter and stomps loudly to the second floor. He knocks a few times on a dark mahogany door, but doesn't get any answer. Then he opens the door and comes in. The room is much same as his, wide windows illuminating everything. But while Thor's room is a big mess of sports wear, computer games and school work, this one is more tidy. There is a few bookshelf stocked full with various books from floor to sealing, a dozen of canvases standing next to the wall and posters of bands that Thor hears only from this room. The bed stands near the window. It's a narrow bed with ornamental metal framework. The owner is visibly buried beneath a pile of blankets avoiding the the light disturbing peaceful sleep. Only the feats are visible. Thor goes further into the room and bends down to lightly pull on one of the foot. He gets a unpleased growl in return. He can't go back to his mother defeated and without Loki, so he tries again. He grabs one of the ankle and tickles the delicate foot and gets a momentary response in a form of a smack. " Thor, you oaf, stop!", Loki shrieks while laughing. Thor delighted of his victory plops on the end of the bed smiling at his younger sibling . Loki is fifteen, slim and narrow boned, but tall for her age, long inky hair framing her sharp facial features and bright green eyes shining behind lidded long lashes. Loki is beautiful and that makes Thor's life difficult. Thor remembers him being little, four or five years old, and his father saying to him that no matter what he must be a good older brother and always protect his baby sister. Mostly that was said because Loki was a weak kid always sick and staying at home and for a long time she didn't have any other friends than her older brother. So Thor took his role as a protector very seriously. And well he never grew out of it. That also made his life difficult. The problem was that Loki was not only beautiful, but also smart and interesting. Even her snarky character attracted people. Everything started this year. When Loki was little their parents too afraid to let her enter public school because of her weak health homeschooled her. And everyone knows that home schooled children learn faster. So by the end of first year she knew almost exactly the same as her three years older brother. After her 9th birthday her parents conserved that the only friend around her age was her brother gave her to all-girl school, hoping that her health won't get worse. But on the opposite she outgrew her sickness and became a very normal child. So by the end of her fourteenth year she stated that she wanted to attend a public school like her brother and any other normal teenager. Their parents didn't see the reason why not and starting from the new school year she started to attend the same school as Thor. She even skipped a few years and made it only one year below her brother although she had to be three years bellow. As it was mentioned before, she was smart. Also the other reason she found her new classmates more interesting than her possible fifteen year old ones. And that was the problem. Anyway anything considering his baby sister and outside world was pretty much a problem to Thor. She got out her bed wearing only tight tank top and a pair of short sleeping shorts. She yawned and left the room only to came back and scold Thor for still sitting on her bed. "Young lady, why are you still not ready?", Friga scolded her lightly while kissing her forehead. It was like a part of a daily routine as Loki never was a morning person. "You should be dressed by now, or your brother will leave without you". " Why don't I have my own car? Thor has one, it's not fair", she wained. " You are fifteen, you are illegal to drive, get over that, sis", Thor reminded her while stuffing his second refill of waffles. " But all of my friends have cars, and if I want to get somewhere I always have to ask Thor to drive me", she pouted. " That's because all your friends are more or less seventeen", he reminded her while gulping down the last drops of his orange juice, " Now better be quick or I'll leave without you and you will have to go by school bus like any other normal fifteen year old" , he teased. " Well then I will get a boyfriend who will drive me to school" she teased Thor knowing that the idea of any male beside her drives him insane. But his overprotectiveness didn't irritate her, nor she was very interested in relationships. And again the problem was the boys at school who was interested in her. Thor never intended to heavily state that their are related , but after the first day of Loki in his school and all the sexual comments he heard that day in a changing room, he said it very clearly that Loki was his younger sister and anyone who will make any dirty reference or a pass on her will mostly end up with broken arm or two. Not that he wanted to hurt anybody, but he liked the idea of other being afraid and keeping their words and their hands to themselves. Fifteen minutes later or so Loki returns fully dressed and prepared to go. She wears a cute dark green short dress and black tights, her hair loose on her back. Thor grabs his keys and his school bag and they leave. Fifteen minutes more and they are at a school's parking lot.

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Plz, I need it in my life;( I just watched a movie called "Turn Me On" and now I need frostiron story told from almost 16 year old Loki point of view. He lives in a small town in Sweden where is even existing is boring. Odinsons own a huge farm, so mostly what he sees everyday are fields and fields beyond. His brother Thor is way older than he and has almost no time for Loki.His selfish friends don't understand his spiritual sufferings. And Loki? Loki suffers his premature sexual desires that becomes more unberable when he meats his new neigbout Tony who lives with his mother during the summer in a big house not far away from Odinson farm. He is few years younger than Thor, but few years older than loki. He quickly become pals with Thor and Tony helps him with all the machines in a farm. So they meet with Loki almost daily. And Loki turns their every accidental meating in a sexual fantasy. Firstly those fantasies are the creation of his libido, but after some time he begins to imagine romantic relationship between them and it get even harder not only be near Tony but sometimes to separate what is real and what is made up in his head))

[jakesjohnson-deactivated2016090]

otp: we’re not a couple.

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Everybody wants a black widow movie, but stop for a moment ant consider that maybe Scarlet doesn't want to make a black widow movie. It's a phisicly hard role where you have to stay fit and slim and everybody knows that marvel is a asshole when it comes to adecvat paying for a role:(

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Work in progress for goingtofall ;)

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