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i dont even have any friends to tell.. i feel so lost.

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is there even just a little happiness in this world left for me? i guess everyone hates me.

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skies are grey, feelings are blue.

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tired of pretending but i have no choice..

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woke up with puffy eyes because of crying all night long.. goddamn missing someone who wants nothing to do with you is a different genre of hurt.

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it was raining..

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the feels when your heart is aching but your eyes cannot cry as theyre running out of tears.

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i don't know.. i guess it's a goodbye. there's no point chasing someone who doesn't want to be chased anyway. i wasted lots of tears on you and it's tiring.

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i dont know if i can get past it. im so scared.

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i cant live up to peoples expectations. i just cant please everyone. its exhausting.. :'(

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why did it hurt a lot..

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i fcked up.

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why can't i just get one single thing in life that i really want? am i really that worthless?

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05:00 am and i started getting a tension headache.

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03:00 am and my back hurts. well..