kiwi's and me🌞

i’m a melanin girl who resides in many fandoms and travels constantly. oh and i write...sometimes ;)

[romavitae]

We got these two photoshoots in a few months. They both look confident and they look absolutely amazing expressing themselves the way they want. They both rule the music industry. And I’m a very proud fan.

[natalia-romanovas-world]

Robert Downey Jr. has a much darker past, we have read it and we already know it, but he is hiding it from us doing an overly proud demeanor.

Chris Evans has anxiety and major commitment issues, he talks about it and we already know it, but he always has his radiant smile drawn on his face to hide from us.

Chris Hemsworth's family life was once at a risk of divorce with kids, but he and Elsa managed to keep it afloat despite all obstacles, and they are going for a happily ever after like nothing happened.

Jeremy Renner has done wrong in his past, caught into a false accusation, but now he has his daughter's custody and he lives a peaceful life, even without us knowing.

Scarlett Johansson, abused as a child actress, has to do romantic scenes with actors twice her age during her teenage, going marriage after marriage with her daughter, but yet scored a double Academy nominations and continues to be a role model for girls all around the world.

Tom Holland, with the pressure of rising to the fame as a child, he still continues to entertain the world even though his fans are somewhat childish and very intrusive.

Sebastian Stan, an immigrant who lacked social skills in the past, incredibly shy and yet hide all those from his fans because he knows that they all love him dearly.

Mark Ruffalo, continues to save the world by going against all those big companies as an environmentalist, has a really strong political opinion, but yet being so down to Earth around us.

Brie Larson, facing all backlash from the social media, for voicing her heartfelt opinion, still going on to inspire young girls around the world to stand up for themselves.

Last but not least, Chadwick Boseman, giving his best for 4 Marvel Movies (Civil War, Black Panther, Infinity War and the Endgame) and 3 Non Marvel Movies (Marshall, 21 Bridges and Da 5 bloods) from 2016, while having stage 4 colon cancer, fighting until he was succumbed to the death. And we never knew.

Be nice and kind to everyone, not only in the various social media platforms, but also in the real life. Because we really don't know what is going in their lives.

Once you realise that, you maybe too late to even correct your mistakes. ❤🙏

[blackqueerblog]

That’s not  justice

[youngscrappyandhungry33]

reblog until ur fingers bleed

[fiveumbrella]

Signal boost. This is a really important issue.

[fruitsandfans]

this is the soundtrack to my heart and deepest emotions

Yesterday was pretty rough. A post that I made on here hurt someone I loved and it ended our relationship. I am so upset with myself because I let what was going on with me in our relationship drag on and never said anything. This soundtrack is something that is very touching to me. It initially started out as a wedding playlist because majority of it was love songs about finding that person but now I see it more as music that has spoken to me and who I am as I guess you can say a lover/partner? One thing I can truly say about what happened the other day is I never intended to hurt them and I hope they know that I truly am sorry for how things happened. so this is forever my soul.

[fruitsandfans]

Vacation Days!

On the lighter side of things. I have a couple of trips coming up that I’m really looking forward to. 

Oh and before I forget! I wanted to share a little trick that my mom found out about through one of her Facebook travel groups. That’s how we were able to afford two of the mentioned trips for my family of five. So I’m not sure if this works for other airlines but I know with Spirit Airlines if you go to the airport and buy your ticket it is so much cheaper than buying them online! For the seven of us to go to Georgia round trip it was $370 in total. With the pandemic going on they were a bit less then what what the tickets usually go for but it was still pretty cheap. 

In July, I’m going to Georgia for a week and a couple of days. This trip is just a mini vacation to get sorta just leave the refines of our house. Just a little fun fact: I’m a huge Vampire Diaries fan! The town in the show where all of the magic happens is called Mystic Falls. I found out about a year ago that it was actually filmed is actually in a little town called Covington, Georgia. It’s about an hour from where we’ll be staying so my mom and I decided to make the drive one day and go exploring. It’s going to be totally worth it. I’m so excited!!! I honestly can’t wait.

In August, I’ll be visiting the beautiful land of Canada. Approximately two days after my birthday, I’ll be flying in to go see my beautiful god daughter. I honestly can't wait to have Timmy’s again.  For those of you who don't know Tim Hortons aka Timmy’s is a coffee chain in mostly up north near and in Canada. They have the best iced and frozen coffee drinks. For all of my fellow Shawn fans, get to Canada ASAP he wasn't lying about their hot chocolate.

To top off my year, my huge family will be doing a cruise around the week of thanksgiving. It’s a five day cruise on Norwegian. I can’t even tell you how excited I am for this trip especially. I went on a Royal Caribbean cruise last December and let me tell you! The memories I made that week is just unbelievable. Their customer service, the attractions on the ship, THE 24 HOUR PIZZA PARLOR, you name it and they had it. So far I’ve been on a Disney Cruise Line, a Carnival cruise, and MSC Cruise but Royal Caribbean was the best overall. 

I can't wait to show you all pictures and tell you about the wonderful experiences that I have!!!!!

Be sweet and safe, xo ;)

[thedruidsforest]

How could you NOT fall in love with the glow of the moon and stars, the warmth of the sun, the ancient life within the trees, and the sweet melodies of the winds?

[fruitsandfans]

i want to be able to taste the sunlight🙂

[fruitsandfans]

I’m not really sure what to write about so I’m going to write bout everything nd hope to get somewhere :)

[fruitsandfans]

Used to This (Live) by Camila Cabello

Song · 3:29 · 2019

The emotions behind this song gives me goosebumps everytime. I feel like the love she has for her lover is something I feel everyday with my boyfriend.

Im so sad that my concert got cancelled! This is honestly one of the songs I was looking forward too. 🥺

[fruitsandfans]

Is it true how a man treats his mother is how he will treat his wife?

[chewsdays-deactivated20250416-d]

[fruitsandfans]

something went terribly wrong🥺

[summerchick13-deactivated202510]

[cchaotic-bisexual]

men: fEmiNiNe mEn aRe gAy

the men most girls like: timothée chalamet, harry styles, tom holland, luke hemmings, ross lynch.

and thats on toxic masculinity

[fruitsandfans]

AND THATS ON THAT!

[peekaboo-parker]

[fruitsandfans]

Directioners, are we ok? Because I know I’m not. This is honestly an amazing thing but it makes my heatt hurt! I miss them so much😖

[fruitsandfans]

I literally cannot bring myself to watch Gardians of The Galaxy. I watched Ant-Man and fell in love. Dr. Strange is just awesome but something about these space weirdos doesn’t do it for me. I just binged all of the marvel movies included endgame.

Tell me down below if you think I should? What am I missing?

[fruitsandfans]

“are my expectations far too high?”- Olivia Rodrigo

Growing up, all I watched were Disney movies. From Disney Channel , with High School Musical, or Disney classics Cinderella. Now naturally the notion was put into my head I would one day find my Prince Charming or preferably my Troy Bolton. I read A LOT. like more than what an average person should. I read romance fiction. I love all the corny storylines and characters. I listen to love songs. My Spotify and Apple Music consists of many wedding playlist. I have Pinterest boards dedicated to my wedding, my dream house with the cute organized planners for me and my future family. I dream about the impossible. 

Now why does that matter you ask? It f$*ks with your love life man. 

Romantic Fiction, rom-coms, tv shows, just the world of romance it self, set my expectations so high for what a guy is supposed to do for you. I’ve been in a relationship for almost 3 years now. (Holy crap it’s been that long)  Now my boyfriend, as amazing as he can be, is not the most romantic guy.  Sometimes the question of what is a sappy, soft, all things love and cuddles girl like me, doing with a guy who doesn't even like the idea of love songs or rom-coms cause their too “corny”? 

I have my expectations set to where everything else is not enough. I don't know if that's a bad thing but I know it’s not realistic. I have to realize that I have an amazing man who loves me unconditionally. Granted his idea of romance is buying me flowers every once in a while or stopping by to see me before he gets super busy. The navigation that I gotta have is simply a conversation. What does he think is romantic for me to do or for him? wow this is actually really therapeutic, until next time fans. 

In the words of Olivia Rodrigo, “And all I want is for that to be okkkkkkkk”.

[fruitsandfans]

‪i miss church, i miss the movies, i miss the mall, i miss nail and hair salons hell i even miss the corner store! i just want this to get better already💔