Ali

She/her 🇸🇻 ~21~ Masc women are my death sentence 🏃🏻‍♀️

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Lately there has been a bit more of tension between my crush and I and I really need to say something…

We are a couple nooooow!!

I’m really happy because I told her about my feelings today and the funny part is that she liked me back, but was afraid about telling me!!! So todaaaaay I had my first kiss with her.

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I think that she’s onto something… she told me today that she’s making a playlist… for me!???! And I was like so in shock I told her if she can show it to me but she said that it wasn’t finished and really didn’t want me to look at the name of said playlist

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Ooook, I need someone’s opiniooooon on this one.

Yesterday I posted on my instagram notes a part of the song “Dame beso/ muévelo” by kali uchis; specifically the part that says:

“Dame, dame besos cuando yo abro mis ojos, Dame, dame besos pa' decir "Buenas noches"; Sin amor soy una flor que esta a punto de morir, Es una vista triste, no me dejas así”

Okey, normal stuff, but just todaaaaay she posted also in her instagram notes a part of bad bunny song “weltita” aaaand she posted the part that it says:

“Vamo a besarno frente a las ola' (aunque sea de piquito, de piquito), De piquito pin-pin, pin-pin-pin (vamo a besarno frente a las ola')”

Aaaand just today I was talking with her and I told her about how much do I like when people use songs to portray their feelings and she was just like “hmmmm” like really thinking about it????

Please heeeeelp, I feel delusioooonal

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Another random thing that I just remembered, I think other people from my class started noticing our closeness, I can tell that when we start interacting with each other (like playing with each others hands, going together somewhere, or if we post something on insta that can be seen in other way) they start watching us with some kind of weird vibes (but not like baaaad vides) like if they think that the thing that is happening might mean something.

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Okeeeeey, my crushes mii and my mii started being girlfriends since three days ago, and my mii just proposed to her???? And now we are a married couple!!!

Even my mii has more of a love life with her…

Buuut also random, since I came back I notice that she is searching more contact with me?? I’m not mad obviously but I’m getting nervouuuuus. For example yesterday I got a bit to close to her because we were looking for some answers of a previous exam that we did that same day. And we were like really close, like my right cheek almost touching her left cheek (like at least two or three cm between us) and then she looks at me so sweetly and doesn’t move away, instead she got closer, our legs touching and theeeeeen she grabs my left cheek and pinches it a bit. I was soooo red.

She also when we finished our day at college she pinched my cheek while getting closer to me and then tells me to tell her if a get to my house safe (mind you, we have neveeeer done that)

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I’m really delusional, I bought tomodachi life and the first thing that I’m doing is trying to make my mii and my crushes mii to fall in love…

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Ahhh It’s almost time that I go back to my country!!!

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I’m still in another countryyyy and I miss hugging her

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I miiiisssssss heeeer, I had to travel to another country for a bit but I don’t know when I’ll be back.

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Ugggh I just want to hug her so much, at this point playing with her hands is too little contact.

Even that she hugs me a lot I feel myself craving the proximity, I love playing with her hands, how she pinches my cheeks or how close she gets to me.

I can’t contain myself longeeeer.

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I just told her that I found her jokes funny, and I don’t know why I think that it sound like I’m confessing myself.

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Okay neeeeew random stuff that had happened with the girl that I like.

Firsssst we started having some inside jokes (that’s normal obviously) we joke around and all, but she started acting different, like sudden touches, hugs, touching my hair, playing with my hands (I also play with her hands :p) she eveeeen started like brushing my fingers like really sweetly, like soft and all, aaaaand the most important part is that she also started pinching my cheeks (or touching my face in general) it’s not like a haaaard pinch but like a softer one, when no one is looking, and ugh the face that she makes when she does it it’s soooo beautiful ughhhh

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I just finishing playing some random game with the girl that I like, and aaah I love the fact that we are playing together, just running around and all that stuff, we been playing together since the last couple of days and it’s always like we do our daily missions and theeen we just run around taking little pictures and collecting stuff.

I just love being able to talk to her all of the time <:3

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Ughhh I just finished talking with the girl that I like, and I feel sooooo happy, we were just talking about random stuff since idk 11 pm and it’s almost 2:30 am. Since some days ago we just starting talking about random stuff at night, and it just feels so personal… we also starting sharing some random memes that are like “us” and it’s just some silly cats or a random post that represents our friendship.

And she always sends me the cutest post of cats/birds and she is like “that’s you” and I’m like yeeeaaaaas that’s me. And the tiny nickname that she uses only when we are alone??? Yes im a little strawberryyyyy And the way that she makes me laugh, the sudden touches when we are together the leg touches, the tickles, the way that she brushes my hairrrrrr ughhh please tell me everything, hug me, kiss me just talk to meeeeee I will listen! Pleaseeeeeee.

Ugh I hope that I had the courage to say to her that I like her, but I don’t want to ruin our friendship :c (and it doesn’t help that she is the ex of someone I know and was friends with -that girl was problematic asf-)

(Also to clarify the feelings started after they broke up)

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(Sorry because this isn’t my normal content, but I need to rant)

Ughhh I want to buy some cute T-shirts, buuuut I don’t have the courage to ask about them, I neeed iiit. I don’t know why I get so nervous when I want to buy something from a random online store ;-;

(I just know that I need them, in two weeks I start my classes again at college and I already imagine the outfits)

(And yeah, silly cats 🐈)

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Here 🫳

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Welp, fem detey?