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Left Unsaid | Harry&Louis

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tommolian:

Saying that it was unexpected how Louis would feel when catching sight of Harry backstage after doing his Corden segment would definitely be categorized as an understatement, the beating in his chest attesting to that when eyes had landed on the green ones that he hadn’t forgotten about despite it being years since they spent time together. Seeing them through photos that he’d occasionally catch on his Twitter feed couldn’t compare to what it was like making contact with in person. “Oh, god.” The words couldn’t stop themselves from leaving the older male’s lips when Harry’s presence was reminding him of the last time they had been together along with the last time management had made sure they wouldn’t be around one another again. He looked good, that was for damn sure, but there wasn’t a time coming to Louis’ mind where Harry didn’t look that way, making this reunion that much harder on him. He didn’t want it to be this way, though. Louis wanted to feel confident that he’d be over the guy that fate didn’t allow him to be with, but it just wasn’t going his way for the time being. Ignoring it when they were far apart from each other was far easier than it was when they were now in the same small room that the TV host had brought them to. It wasn’t like he could just leave the room either, his own arrival had being made clear as not that many had been allowed back stage where the stars were. All he could do was the one thing he had missed doing with Harry for too long. Talk.

“Enjoy the show?” If Louis lacked any self control, the cringe in his features would have come through prominently as he couldn’t think of something better to say. Hopefully the other knew how to access the situation better than he could.

The last time Harry had seen James was a couple of months ago, when he'd been a part of the dodge ball segment in LA but then he got the text from him telling him he was coming back to film a week in London. It was a yearly tradition now and Harry was just glad that their schedules aligned so that he was able to come and watch the show, for once. It was always good fun so Harry had no qualms in going, just for one show. What he didn't know however was that the one day that he did choose to go and watch the show, was the same day that Louis Tomlinson was appearing on it as a guest. He found out about an hour before he arrived and for a split second, he wondered whether he should cancel or not. It's not that he didn't want to see Louis. It was just that it was hard. Harry decided he couldn’t put it off and avoid Louis forever though, and a part of him really did want to see him again. So, Harry came and watched the show. He watched it all from backstage in the green room, of course. So only the crew and the guests knew he was actually there. He enjoyed the show, thought it was good but when Louis came out and sat on that sofa, Harry couldn’t control the butterflies that suddenly exploded in his stomach. It was always the same. Whenever he saw Louis, whether it was through a screen or in real-life, he was met with butterflies filling his stomach and his heart pounding in his chest. It was ridiculous. He should be over the other boy by now. But, truth be told - he would always have feelings for Louis. Harry waited around after the show had finished, because he had promised James that he would so they could catch up more than anything. He couldn’t deny that a small part of him wanted to see Louis, as well. It had been a while since they last spoke. He had reached out to Louis when the news that his mum had died broke and then again not too long ago at the news of Félicité and Louis reciprocated when his step-dad Robin passed away. But, they hadn’t both spoke properly or caught up in a very long time and it had been even longer since they’d seen one another face-to-face. Harry was lost in his own thoughts when he heard the sudden sound of Louis’ voice penetrate his ears. He immediately turned to the voice, his eyes widening for a moment before a soft smile appeared on his lips and he gave a small nod of his head. ‘Yeah. Yeah, it was great.’ He wet his lips, not entirely sure what to do or say. After a moment, he brought himself to say: ‘You look good.’ And, Louis did look good. Harry ducked his head as he felt his cheeks darken in colour before looking back up at Louis with a sheepish smile.

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emmiclarks:

Do they? Are you feeling less drunk now? Did you enjoy yourself?

I'm feeling less drunk but definitely more hungover. I'll be honest —— I can't remember a damn thing. But I hope I had a good time.

#( &. CHAT )#( &. EMILIA )

serindatheswan:

You still have a baby face though. My bad.

Well, I’ll take that as a compliment. Thank you very much.

#( &. CHAT )#( &. SERINDA )

an-lcvine:

That’s all I needed to hear. I’m down when you are, man.

Just give me a time and place and I'm there, my man.

#( &. CHAT )#( &. ADAM )

hlaaron:

I’m a thirty five year old male. This not my first rodeo. I know when people like to drown their sad life away. I have done it a few times myself. Trust me when I say it’s not worth it one bit.

Well, I'd have to disagree with you there mate. Drowning my sadness away seems like the perfect thing to do right now. I just want to forget about it all and this seems like the best way.

#( &. CHAT )#( &. AARON )

hlmunro:

Most sober people don’t slur their words man.

I'm not slurring. I'm talking perfectly normally.

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ariiianas‌:

I’m going to say this once, but probably a million times: weeaaaak.

Pfft. You don’t know what you’re talking about, Ari.

#( &. CHAT )#( &. ARIANA )

PHONE CALL | NIALLER

Niall:... what about us?

HARRY: You know what. There's like this huge elephant in the room whenever we're in a room together. We've never talked about what happened. Not properly.

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I played football until the age of 17, I got pretty good and was even called up to play for my county but I ended up quitting at 17 because my new football manager was a bit of a dick. I regret doing it but I’m happy with where I am now.

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My favourite channels to watch on YouTube currently are commentary channels.

#( &. ANSWERED )#( &. SARAH )

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My favourite non-alcoholic drink is apple juice.

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I identify as pansexual.

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