Aspiring Cuckquean

ftm painslut cunt offering my pain to my Mistress She/her only. 20+. Open DMs, asks, and submissions! My backup blog is @ownedftmcuckquean

[ftmtcuckquean]

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Massive trigger warning for CNC, misgendering, feminization, cheating, and raceplay.

Minors and Pedophiles DNI

My backup blog is @ownedftmcuckquean

Idrc who else interacts with my blog but our limits are ageplay, beastiality, scat/vomit, permanent bodily harm, snuff, and genuine bigotry.

I’m a 20+ y/o black FtM catgirl who for the purposes of this blog, only uses she/her. My Mistress is a white 20+ y/o trans woman. She chooses whatever pronouns she wants for me.

I’m a domestic and sexual slave for my Mistress. I have several roles that I fulfill, such as urinal, punching bag, footrest, massager, maid, pet, worshipper, and rape toy.

If I am on your DNI list and reblog something you’ve posted without realizing it, message me and I’ll take it down so you don’t receive an influx of misgen/raceplay/cnc followers

I thrive on being told I’m worthless, so feel free to send me verbal abuse. I might even edge to it.

[rudemax]

cause you are nothing more than a dumb set of tits and holes

[letmeeaseyourburden]

When you got married, your husband didn't just have you change your last name. He had you change your first and middle names as well. Picking out two names he felt were prettier for you.

[ftmtcuckquean]

i think you deserve to recieve things too. like love and happiness

Thank you so much! I’ve been so loved and so incredibly happy this past year. I’m very lucky to have the people in my life that I do <3

[detransdog]

transboys are so cute like.... I will make u my girlfriend

[piggyneeds]

boyfriend that makes me pay him to spend time with me

boyfriend that makes me pay him to text me

boyfriend that makes me pick a random number and requests ten times that amount of money from me

boyfriend that makes me pay him for every minute he’s on the phone with me

boyfriend that makes me pay him to get permission from him

boyfriend that forces me to stay at home while he goes out and uses my card

boyfriend that requests money just because

boyfriend that makes me pay him to bully me

boyfriend that locks me in his basement and refuses to let me out until i pay him

boyfriend that takes me out on dates and makes me pay

boyfriend that makes me pay him as a thank you after i have cleaned for him

boyfriend that ties me up and doesn’t untie me until i pay him

boyfriend that makes me pay him to pay attention to me

boyfriend that uses my money only for himself

boyfriend that gives me an allowance from my own money and keeps the rest

boyfriend that makes me pay him to insult me

boyfriend that makes me pay him 💕

[markdom2024]

This is the right amount of fucking pathetic

[godiscoming]

I need someone who is desperate for abuse. I want them to crawl back to me after I kick their ribs in. I want them to kiss my hands and up my shoulders while I caress each scar I messily carved into their flesh.

I need to transform them into something pathetic and vile. I need to make them cry themselves to sleep while I rest peacefully. I need to isolate them socially until they depend on me for interaction. I need to completely ruin their life.

[shitpigslaveholes]

[heshamdom]

i love how she is hurt and crying and just goes to worshipping the man's shoes regardless

[ftmtcuckquean]

It’s only natural. When a cunt is at her lowest point, she’s the most primed for submission. Sad fuckpets are more obedient. Less likely to fight back. Why wouldn’t she just give in? Disrespecting her superior would just result in more suffering.

[ftmtcuckquean]

I got to worship my goddess’ feet last night. She was relaxing, eating the food I made her and sipping her cocktail. She put on these beautiful sandals, and I couldn’t help myself. I sank to the ground and made out with her feet. Not worrying about whether or not she was paying attention to me. Just blissfully kissing and sucking her beautiful delicate skin. I am so in love.

[riskkypreg]

impregnation as punishment. impregnation as a way of making someone suffer.

[ftmtcuckquean]

I’m an emotional masochist. I want to be at my lowest point. Self-conscious, emotional, broken. I want to beg for her to, just this once, give me the kind of comfort and affection I need. I want her to laugh in my face and kick me to the ground. I want her to beat me bloody for thinking I ever deserved anything good from her. I want her to rape my ass and then leave me there, weak, sobbing, disgusted, violated. I deserve abuse because I’m inferior. I deserve to hurt because I’m unworthy of joy.

[ftmtcuckquean]

13?

Q: Have you ever rimmed a man? What about another girl?

A: Never rimmed a man before, but I’ve had the pleasure of worshipping my Goddess’ ass a few times now. I’m glad that any time I’ve been permitted to, she reminds me that it’s still more attention than I deserve from her

[ftmtcuckquean]

I scrubbed the floors by hand a few days ago. I was craving a task to do for my Goddess to prove me devotion to her, and she settled on that. It was tiring work. I scrubbed so hard, and was at it for hours. I was so completely in subspace that I didn’t care about “relaxing”. It was the first time in so long that I felt complete outside of sex. I was useful.

This is the only way I feel emotionally fulfilled. Working myself to my breaking point for a chance for the tiniest shred of attention I can manage to get from her. I was MADE to do this. To serve her, hand and feet. Wanting more. Never receiving. Only giving.

[ftmtcuckquean]

For the ftm ask game

1, 4, 7, & 23

-another ftm girl

1. Do you have a large labia or a small labia?

I think it’s relatively large, but I haven’t looked at enough to say for sure

4. How large is your clitoris?

Larger than average, about where you’d expect it to be after testosterone

7. Breast size?

Nonexistent now 😞 But back then, I was a 38DD

24. What’s a fantasy you revisit often?

Anything and everything that lets me indulge in emotional masochism. Recently, it’s been the fantasy of being put to work as a domestic slave where my Mistress is never satisfied. Never praises me. Never lets me feel good about myself. Always beating me back down when I think I’ve been good. Destroying me emotionally. Making me suck her cock before she leaves for hours without texting or calling. Tracking mud into the house and beating me for not cleaning it fast enough. Working me to exhaustion and enjoying my suffering. This fantasy, where I give my everything and she gives me nothing, because she is a white transfem Goddess and I am a black cunt. I deserve abuse. I crave it. I was born to crave it desperately.

[dnamoo]

poco..💦🍌🍑🥒💦

[ftmtcuckquean]

Aren’t white women just divine? How could any inferior creature look at one and not be in awe of her grace and beauty?

[ftmtcuckquean]

6

Q: Are you a squirter?

A: Nope, and I haven’t cared to try to yet

[atlasmutt]

Pls ask??? 🥺

[ftmtcuckquean]

Reference for my asks ❤️