[bpdohwhatajoy]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[nofuckingideawho]

"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die

[maybeshehasbpd]

I’d be more lovable dead

[yourgirlinpieces]

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

[youwillleaveme]

i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

[your-arms-are-my-cocoon]

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

[bpderanged]

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[junetheraccoon]

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

[cannicullunacy]

daily self affirmations

i will never be loved

i will never find love

i will never have love

i will never find peace

i will never be happy

i will never be content

i will never be healthy

i will never be skinny

i will never be motivated

i will never be seen

i will never be cared for

i will never be admired

i will never be sought for

i will never be hoped for

i will never have happiness

i will never have time

i will never have ability

i will never have determination

i will never have confidence

i will never have energy

i will never have wealth

i will never have family

i will never have friends

i will never have good things

i deserve bad things because i am a bad person i deserve to bleed, to cry, and to wallow in shame i deserve nothing good of this world. i deserve nothing. nothing.

[bakedbabyd0lll]

[met4lwhore]

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

[honestloverboy]

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

[xbanditx]

good god i just want to be enough

[quinnrants]

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

[obscurix]

this is not living this is just surviving and i’m tired of working to be alive