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[fucked1ntheh3ad]

Intro:

name: Lola-Anne!

Age: 18

height: 5’6

Pronouns: she/her!

SW: 106.6kg

CW: 53.9kg

Gw1: 70kg ✅

Gw2: 65kg ✅

Gw3: 60kg ✅

Gw4: 50kg

Gw5: 45kg

UGw: 35kg

about me: been struggling with ana for about 2 years now, was recovered but relapsing. this is mainly a vent account, please don’t report, just block!!

fasting info: i normally fast for 48 hours, and on the days i eat i try not to eat more than 400!

please interact: if you are an active ed account, if you post meanspo or nicespo!

[fucked1ntheh3ad]

hi yall i’m back!! starting from 57.3kg sadly but it’s not the worst ever ig, i will get smaller tho! someone pls motivate me💔

[elissisundead]

Ana goals🪾

‌LOSE. MY. PERIOD.

‌wrap fingers fully around wrists

‌be called skinny out loud, unprompted

‌ribs that always show

‌colder than everyone

‌feel full after small portions

‌never really feel hungry

‌concave stomach

‌be called cute

‌have someone comment on how light i am

‌visible bones in back

‌look good in any clothes

‌visible hipbones

‌someone feeling my ribs when they hug me

Parents notice

‌get taken care of while blackout

‌someone tries to feed me (this is a nightmare and a goal at the same time)

‌be told i look great

‌be told i lost weight

Get asked 'how?'

‌someone being surprised when they feel/see the body i have under baggy clothes

‌visible bones in shoulders

‌feel comfortable in swimming pools

‌wrap my hands around my thigh

Flat chest

‌Thigh gap

Faint

‌Zero muffin top

‌Get skinny-shamed

Get complimented on my outfit (but it's really the body)

I've posted this before on my previous acc but since it got termed I'm posting this again :3

[ivyzluv]

“I can lock in tomorrow.” Why couldn’t you do that today?

[tillir0t]

There is no food that will fill the void inside you.

Lock in.

[ethys]

This photo resonated so much with me. This is how i wanna look.

[skinnyissuperior]

Autumn and winter are so ana coded and I love it.

[punkcoraa]

one bite tastes like heaven, 5kg less feels like it

[wonyydvll]

I want everyone to point out how my body has changed and compliment me for my new frame ૮ ྀིᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈ ྀིა ᙆᙆᙆ

[wnl1qx]

I fucking hate it when people try to help me even tho I dont want help. Do I look like I want to recover?

[slavicandangelic]

daily ana-quote:

starve your distraction, feed your obsession.

[shadowbn]

ana winter is coming.

[down-the-stairwell]

Things to look forward to in winter

☆baggy jumpers hanging off your torso, showing off your sharp collarbones

☆feeling weightless when ice skating

☆always feeling the coldness linger

☆being skinny enough to enjoy the holiday treats without as much worry

☆folding into yourself on an armchair with a blanket draped over you

☆being told you've lost weight during family reunions

[starvauee]

what helps me to avoid eating:

- brushing teeth

- smoking a joint (not recommended, you can get addicted - in the beginning it will increase hunger)

- painting my nails

- doing the dishes

- cleaning my apartment

- watching youtube or shows and movies related to eating disorders (if u want to, i can make a list <3)

- sleep! especially when night cravings are hitting, you'll feel so proud the next day

- writing

- browsing through edblr or edtwt

- paint a picture with acryls (even if they're not good, it's fun)

- showering

- taking pictures of my body

- lipgloss

- drink water till i'm full

- do yoga (i hate sport, i'm more of a sit and ⭐️ve kinda girl)

- go online shopping withot actually buying stuff

i can't think of any more at the moment, tell me if you want a pt.2 <3

[fishshop-fionnuala]

girls when they log into tumblr to write abt how they starve themselves to their equally disordered mutuals ♡

[starvindove]

[puffinsbackk1]

oh the dream of having lost enough weight to look like someone new…..