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[uwillneverknowwho]

[zero drinks in on a Wednesday night] Do you think the shame and fear ever go away . Would yuo like to kill me

[sashayed]

Andrei Tarkovsky, Time Within Time: The Diaries, 1970-1986

[funeral]

The Face of Another (1966) dir. Hiroshi Teshigahara

[vexheart]

This

[theabigailthorn]

they put me in the book

[massimoalba]

Shut your eyes and think of somewhere.

[fuckenshit]

I guess I thought if I was a loving person that I'd be deserving of love

[inksplit]

[remanence-of-love]

[heavensghost]

Forgive me, I am soft and warm, but cruel and a coward, I know nothing but goodbye, goodbye

[vortexanomaly]

[saposters]

Make your own luck

[sisyphusshrugged]

ready for another day of torturing myself and wasting my own time

[fuckenshit]

It feels like I'll end up ruining his life. Like I'll end up ruining him. By being me and having him close to me. He doesn't deserve this. I'm so much messier than he knows. So damaged. And fucked up. I don't want him to see it (although maybe a part of me does. maybe that's why I feel so bad.) And he doesn't deserve to deal with that.

[fuckenshit]

Guess I'm posting here again. Damn.

[free-my-mindd]

I’m at a point in my life where I’d rather be alone than mistreated.

[riben-deactivated20230922]

Fucking. Wow im gonna die

[edwordsmyth]

Heather Havrilesky

[itnerlude]

i was almost something good