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Why does being in your early 20s feel so much like only having 5 years of your life left in which you need to achieve as much as possible? why do I feel like I have an approaching deadline for success?

fuckidonthaveachoice

I feel you

I still have no fucking clue what to do in my life. I find myself so fucking lost and bored and stuck. *sigh* i wanna do something exciting, something that gets my adrenaline rushing. Myabe murder someone? 😂 Im not a deranged psychopath so i wont do that shit. Fuuuuuck. I could use some weed right now.

days are getting harder to get by. it might seem like im smiling and shit but deep down i am indifferent to what's happening. i just dont care. i guess i took the saying "fske it til you make it" too far that there's no turning back

liberalsarecool

“A huge leak of confidential documents has revealed how the rich and powerful use tax havens to hide their wealth.

Eleven million documents were leaked from one of the world’s most secretive companies, Panamanian law firm Mossack Fonseca.”

#PanamaPapers

eearth-deactivated20180601

This is huge

blackxmansxhaki

Link?

kingjaffejoffer

http://panamapapers.sueddeutsche.de/en/

fuckidonthaveachoice

i actually have no idea about this but this seems interesting and should be made into a documentary

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with my brain. i cant fucking sleep. It's been 24 fucking hours.

i guess depression is setting in on me. it starts with a subtle feeling of helplessness and loneliness and it gradually eats your being. it leaves you with a void. you stop caring about anything, you stop feeling something other than anxiety, guilt, sadness, and never ending worries. you isolate people you care about. you just distance yourself and leave it at that. you may never want to leave the bed or you may never want to be on it. it sucks. it fucks your mind. you keep a smile plastered on your face just show everyone that you're fine, that you're okay. but at the end of the day, it exhausts you. you just wanna fucking cry your eyes out or just probably sleep forever.

#depression?#10:57pm #sigh

i cant sleep. thoughts racing in my head. i have to let them out somehow. i’ve read writing is one way. so here i am, 12.23 in the fucking morning, noting what’s keeping me awake. it’s mostly about uncertainty and the future. what is it holding for me. where will i be. how it is difficult to be away from home. how you wake up the next morning just to survive. your escape is sleep and sometimes, times like these haunts you. wont let you in to your safe place. you struggle and youve got no other choice but to fight. it’s taxing you. tomorrow when you wake up you will already be tired as if youve got no sleep at all. i know im not making sense but…..sigh…..please. just let me sleep.

#nosleep #deepthoughts #sleepless #letmesleepplease

occasional rant and bitching about how i feel so miserable right now. i feel so fucking low. monetary reasons may seem dumb but being tight on money does make you feel helpless. so many fucking bills to pay. being an adult is exhausting 😩😩😩😩

i believe we all have to learn how to pick up ourselves from tripping from life. we have to know how to cheer ourselves up without needing someone else’s help. it may sound so egoistic but trust me when no one’s there to help you get the fuck up, you only have yourself.