#depression?

[alien-in-washington]

What's it called when you have a gaping hole in your soul that you can't describe but it feels like tiredness but no matter how long you sleep it never really goes away?

Yeah, I've got that.

[dayahastrauma0]

My parents want me to take anti-depressants and shit. I knew this day would have come. Tbh i also agree with them, feel like i need them. I feel sad or numb ALMOST everyday.

[cheesecakeislazy]

I went off of memory for this one- that’s probably why this drawing looks kinda shitty but oh well-

I do actually kinda love the face- but I feel like I should’ve done a more dynamic pose, but I also didn’t have that much room left on my sketch page however-!!!

This now means the ENA page in my sketch book has been finished!! I’m so happy with myself.

Pleasant reminder that I do free art commissions, and that my hyper-fixations change depending on the week lol

(I’m currently debating on drawing Undertale again.. and possibly drawing the AU I’ve had in mind for a while..)

[constellationcollective35]

I love that thing where I’m enjoying work and our environment and then I get hit with the overwhelming feeling that none of our coworkers actually like us and in fact we irritate them so much they pretend to tolerate us just so we don’t feel like an outcast.

-Rowan

[saphire-makesart]

The feeling of betraying a media/fandom by not having the time or energy or motivation to give it attention and interact feels so stupid but it hurts hah

[obsessed-loser]

I might have depression..

I hate this shit

[thetoonly]

Y’all, do we ever have those days where we wish we could just be normal? I struggle so much in social situations to the point where It’s not even funny. This mostly happens when it’s a social event with people I don’t know or I’m not too close with or familiar with. I try to include myself in a conversation, but somehow, someway, it comes across as awkward and everyone either ignores me or just gets awkward by me. So what do I do? I end up sitting in a corner and drawing or I’m pacing around or hiding out in the bathroom. Drawing can only entertain me for so long in a personally stressful situation. Same as pacing and bathroom time. I wanna have a good conversation with someone, but whenever I try, I can never keep one. Most social events I go to, there’s either no one my age or it’s that everyone that’s my age thinks I’m weird. And sometimes my anxiety gets the better of me and when I want to go talk to someone, I don’t know what to say or I want to say something cool, etc. if I’m ever going to a social event where I’m not familiar with anyone, I need to at least bring someone I know and/or comfortable with or I’m totally internally crashing out at that event. Am I self sabotaging myself? Is this all just from my anxiety or is it something else? I’ve had theories for a while about my mental state, that I’m either bipolar or have autism? I don’t know, I don’t wanna self diagnose myself but it would also be appreciated If I had someone else’s opinion on what they think it might be, you know? heck, it might not even be any of those things. I just need someone to help me figure out what’s wrong with me and how I can do better.